Chu Qingyan reached out to hold his hand and wanted to say something, but his fingers gently pressed against his lips.
"Afterwards, I don't need to miss, because I have enough ability to protect myself."
It was like a child walking in the dark, screaming to the point of fear, but no one showed up, and in the end he closed his eyes, hypnotized himself, and it was all right, so that I couldn't see the darkness.
Chu Qingyan's eyes reflected his indifferent smile, and suddenly his mouth was bitter.
"Big ice cube, it doesn't matter, my parents can give you half!"
Xiao Xu knew what she was thinking, and reached out and hugged her shoulders.
In fact, he would say this tonight, but because the little guy has kept his mouth on this topic for so many years, thinking it is his taboo, and dare not touch on such issues, but it is not. Today, he just wanted to take this opportunity to let her know that there is no need to take care of his mood carefully, but it seems to be self-defeating.
"I'm fine, it's been so many years, these are just a small fragment of memory."
He patted the sentimental little guy in his arms, looked at the distant mountains, and some things that had turned yellow and gray in his memory suddenly flashed in front of him.
Maybe at that time, he was angry, unwilling, wronged, helpless, and sad, but when he thinks about it at this time, he can no longer shake his emotions.
Time has passed, and it is no longer important.
He has found someone worth cherishing. Those sufferings in the past are nothing. People should live in the present and cherish the present. If they are entangled by the past again, that person will never know what happiness is like!
"If you miss your parents, you can write a letter for them to take back."
He pulled away from his memory and smiled faintly.
Chu Qingyan's eyes lit up, and she raised her head in his arms, "Then you also write!"
Xiao Xu was stunned for a while, then curved his lips, "Okay."
Upon receiving his reply, Chu Qingyan smiled brightly, "Daddy loves you so much, I will be very happy to see your letter, mother too!"
Xiao Xu put his hands around her, and his mood was dyed with light joy with her.
Happiness is actually very simple, the right person, and then cherish it.
At this moment, in the courtyard far away in the south of the Yangtze River, there are also people who miss Mochizuki.
"Daniang, what do you say Cai Cai and Upside Down Onion are doing now?" Father Chu rested his chin in his hands, looking up at the full moon above his head, and muttered.
Mother Chu was picking up the cloth and preparing to make some clothes for her daughter, when she heard this, she glanced at her husband reluctantly, "Yuan Lang, I have heard this sentence no less than twenty times since I heard this morning. Now, my concubine's ears are almost getting calluses!"
Father Chu sighed softly, "Daniang, you don't understand how your husband feels, because your husband misses them very much."
Mother Chu stopped when she heard the words, and said comfortably, "They are fighting now, and they will come back when the war is over."
Father Chu snorted, "You answer this every time. My husband has heard this sentence no less than 20 times since this morning. My husband's ears are almost getting calluses."
Several crows flew over Mother Chu's head.
wow wow-
Then Father Chu continued to ramble, "I miss them so much, will they miss me? If I miss them more than they miss me, wouldn't it be unfair! But there is no way to be unfair, I just miss them, Dan Mother, when are they coming back! I'm so alone!"
"You can play with Xiaohua Xiaobai and Xiaohuang. Didn't Xiaohua give birth to a few cubs yesterday?" Mother Chu tried to divert his attention.
"Yeah, Little Peanut and Little Flower, we can have fun again!" Father Chu was immediately attracted, stood up and walked around the stone table several times.
Mother Chu breathed a sigh of relief and continued to choose the color.
However, Father Chu, who had been bouncing around for a while, sat down again worried and continued to look up at him with a frown, "But I still miss them very much!"
Mother Chu rubbed between her brows, and it seemed that her husband would only stop when they came back.
"Fighting is terrible and hard work. I wonder if they have taken good care of themselves..." Father Chu opened up the Tang Seng-style thoughts again.
Sometimes, missing is not a disease.
Because someone misses, is a kind of happiness.
In the early morning of the next day, Fang Liu and others led a mighty army towards Qingchao City.
Xiao Xu followed behind with several generals, the purpose of which was to observe the situation, prepare for tactical deployment and personnel changes at any time.
Chu Qingyan looked at the soldiers and horses that were slowly disappearing in front of her eyes, and then turned to look at Kong Ling on the side.
"Don't you have to go with the army today?" She was a little puzzled.
Usually there are large ice cubes, there will be ethereal, but today is a bit strange.
Kong Ling hesitated for a while, and finally explained honestly, "Master said that he doesn't need his subordinates today, and they have other military doctors by their side."
Chu Qingyan frowned, Kong Ling never left him, how could Big Ice suddenly give this order
Suddenly, she thought of the fact that she had mentioned to Dabingkuo that Yanluo was going to leave in two days last night. Could it be that Dabingcuo wanted Kong Ling to stay or let the two have the last time together
That's what a big ice cube would do.
"When Qingchao City was captured, it was when Yanluo left, do you know?" Chu Qingyan followed him slowly towards the direction of the camp, as if he was just mentioning it casually, but her eyes were paying close attention to his expression. Variety.
Sure enough, Chu Qingyan noticed that when he heard this, there was an obvious struggle in his eyes, but he quickly calmed down, and she couldn't help pursing her lips.
"knowledge."
Just two words of calm, and then nothing more.
Chu Qingyan stopped and took a deep breath, feeling that a torch was burning in her chest.
"Kong Ling, even if you don't want to continue with her, you don't need to be so decisive, she is your junior sister anyway, you just dismiss me so plainly, you don't worry about her going out as a girl, and the chaos outside, will you meet? Is there any danger?"
Kong Ling looked at her and smiled slightly, "My subordinates know that with the friendship between the son and the junior sister, they will definitely help her arrange everything properly, and the subordinates don't need to worry."
Sometimes, Chu Qingyan really wanted to tear off the insincere smile on his face!
And just when she was about to say something, a familiar voice suddenly sounded behind her.
"You asked me to look for it for a long time. The medicine for you today is ready. Go back and drink it!"
Chu Qingyan turned her head and saw Yanluo standing not far away. She was surprised. She didn't know how long she had been standing there and how much she had listened to. Will she feel uncomfortable
However, she seemed to be shocked by something, and turned her head to look back at Kong Ling.
In fact, he had already seen Yanluo coming.
So, he said those words just now to Yanluo on purpose