Ouyang Qingling bit her lip subconsciously: "I'll just ask you why you treat Lin Yuan like that. You didn't eat the food she gave me! Do you know how many years she has liked you? I knew you when I was, for you, she kept approaching you, but if you push her away like this, you will hurt her, Lin Yuan is a good girl, don’t you think it’s too much for you to do this?"
After Ouyang Qingling had finished speaking, Ye Mosheng suddenly laughed.
It's just that he smiled a little sullenly and sarcastically.
He stood up and walked towards Ouyang Qingling step by step.
Ouyang Qingling saw him coming, and subconsciously stepped back: "You... what are you doing!"
Ye Mosheng walked in front of Ouyang Qingling and looked at her gloomily, his face changed again and again.
In the end, he laughed at himself and said: "Are you really stupid or fake? Can't you see it at all? I love you, I love you so much, I deliberately want to have intersection with you, I have tried my best Close to you, but you have to push others to me. You don’t seem to feel my emotions at all. Then I ask you, have you considered my feelings? Ah!"
He raised the volume one last time.
Ouyang Qingling was so frightened by him that she couldn't help taking a step back. She looked at Ye Mosheng, inexplicably vague.
She didn't know where her guilty conscience came from. She stammered and said: "You...you...you don't love Ouyang Qingling anymore? Ye Mosheng, didn't you tell me that you love her very much? You now This look makes me mistakenly believe that you do not love her, or that you have never loved her!"
After Ouyang Qingling finished speaking, her gaze was a little evasive. She didn't want to admit that she was testing Ye Mosheng. She wanted to know the status of her previous self in his heart.
Maybe it was because she chased Ye Mosheng for too long, she had already had an illusion.
Ye Mosheng didn't love her, she had always been the silly Ouyang Qingling who was running behind his ass.
When Ye Mosheng saw Ouyang Qingling finished speaking, his eyes dodged, he suddenly laughed: "I don't love Ouyang Qingling anymore? Where did you hear it? Loran, or I should call you Ouyang Qingling, I don’t believe it. Lin Yuan didn’t tell you. I already know the truth. Do you think you need to hide it from me? Ouyang Qingling, since you asked, then I’ll tell you clearly, I love The person has always been Ouyang Qingling. He used to be and he is now, do you understand?"
Ouyang Qingling was shocked by his affirmative tone, and he could say it without hesitation.
It seems that he knows his identity, it's not a day or two anymore.
She raised her head and looked at Ye Mosheng, her eyes a little complicated: "So, you already know who I am?"
Ye Mosheng’s eyes flashed: "Ouyang Qingling, is your reaction a bit too slow, or is your reflex arc inherently longer than others! I don’t like to say it a second time. Tell Lin Yuan your identity, I'm ready for you to question me, do you understand? I don't like you pushing other women to me. I am not a recycling bin here. I accept everything. In this life, I want to You are the only woman in the world, so don’t use this way to irritate me, okay?"
Ouyang Qingling looked at Ye Mosheng for a few seconds, and she suddenly said: "Since you know my identity, then I have nothing to say. I don't know how you know it, but, look at you so sure. I don’t have to deny it, yes, I’m Ouyang Qingling, but, what about it, this can’t change anything, I’ve already cleared myself of the crime, who I am is no longer important, you know Ye Mosheng!"
Ye Mosheng looked at her calmly: "You don't need to emphasize to me, I will tell you the truth, who you are may not be important to yourself, but to me, it is very important, because you are Ouyang Qingling. Therefore, in my heart, you are different from other women!"
Ouyang Qingling took a deep breath, a painful look flashed between her eyebrows, and she closed her eyes.
After a long time, she opened her eyes again. She looked at Ye Mosheng’s eyes with coldness and sarcasm: "Ye Mosheng, even so, so what? Even if you said in your heart, I am different from others. So what, do you think I would believe it? Five years ago, when you misunderstood me, why didn't you say that I was different from others? After all, you didn't believe me at all!"
Ye Mosheng didn't expect that Ouyang Qingling would say this.
He looked at Ouyang Qingling angrily, and he could see that he was already working hard to suppress his emotions.
He said: "Ouyang Qingling, do you have to misunderstand me like this? You know, I didn't believe you. After Song Huiyue was arrested, I explained it to you. I explained you as Ouyang Qingling at the time. , Do you know? How many times have I tried to pierce your identity, but when I think you don’t want me to know, I have to bear it, but you help other women to pursue me, you know how much in my heart Is it uncomfortable? Ouyang Qingling, do you know? In this world, there are only two things that can irritate me, that is, when you are entangled with other men, and when you don’t care about me and push other women to me , Back then, you just had no information with Nangong Jin. Did you ever know that I lost my parents and you left with another man. Although I don't believe you would kill and set people on fire, do you know how sad I was at that time? The saddest moment of me was when you were not by my side, but with other men. Have you ever considered my feelings, yes, I was also wrong and moved selfishly, because my half-sister didn’t give it to you. Time to reverse the case, but, is this the reason why you left with others and never returned? Now, I want you to tell your identity in person. I want you to admit it to me in person, but, you didn’t, you still Thinking, helping, let other women pursue me, Ouyang Qingling, do you care about me that much? Do you know how I feel? Do you think I can bear it?"
Ouyang Qingling looked at Ye Mosheng's painful expression, her eyes suddenly turned red.
Perhaps they were all wrong, and they shouldn't have been together in the first place.
She can appreciate the helplessness and pain of Ye Mosheng's loss of her parents back then, and she fully understands him.
But, can I not leave at the beginning
Do not leave, now standing in front of him, I am afraid it is not like this!
Ouyang Qingling looked at Ye Mosheng sadly: "I may understand what you say, but you only know that Nangong Jin saved me. Do you ever know what I have experienced over the years? Yes, you are suffering. , I can understand, but my pain is no less than that of you. Back then, Song Huiyue set fire to kill people. When I rushed, she was about to leave. I wanted to go in and save people, huh... I was wrong, it was me. I did. I went into the villa and realized that I was too naive. They were full of fire and their bodies were burning. Do you understand that feeling? My parents were so good to me at the beginning, and my feelings for them are not as good as you. However, I am not so ruthless. I was hit by myself and wanted to save them. Unfortunately, it was just a matter of putting myself in. If it hadn’t been for Nangong Jin to arrive, I was rescued from the fire. , I’m afraid I won’t stand in front of you now, you may not know, I was burned in the fire, severely burned, or my face! Do you know that feeling? You don’t want to know why I changed Is it the way it is now? My voice is completely different from the past. It was because my throat was damaged by smoke. Although it was repaired again and again, it can only become the current hoarse look, mine. Face, had skin transplantation, but it didn’t get better. Later, after repeated plastic surgery, I became the me standing in front of you. You never knew what I went through in order to survive again. I have always known your pain and your pain, so I don’t hate you or blame you, but Ye Mosheng, after experiencing that pain, I really dare not expect to be with you anymore. Maybe, we were originally Isn't it right? Lin Yuan is a good girl. I think she likes you, so if you help her, you can refuse her, but you can't stop her from working hard for the person you like!"
At this point, Ouyang Qingling's eyes were already red, as if tears could flow out in the next second, the forbearance of pain and sadness caused Ye Mosheng's brows to furrow, and his eyes were filled with distress and intolerance.
Ouyang Qingling closed her eyes and withdrew her tears.
She took a deep breath and continued: "I have liked you for so many years, so I know better how difficult it is to like someone and hold on for such a long time. So, despite our The relationship between the two is so complicated, I still helped her, not to mention, Ye Mosheng, we really have no possibility, I really don’t know, after experiencing such a thing, how are we still together, I forgot to tell you, Chen Chen! Chenchen is the child of me and someone else, can you really accept him? Presumably, when you see Chenchen, you should find out. Chenchen was pregnant when I left you, for Chenchen, when I had the most surgery, I didn’t use anesthetics. You may not know the kind of pain. Now that I think about it, my scalp is numb. I really don’t know how I persisted, but Chenchen is mine for all these years. The reason for persisting, I will never abandon him, he is my life, do you understand?"
Ye Mosheng looked at Ouyang Qingling sadly, and slowly shook his head: "I don't know, I really don't know, you have experienced so many things these years, I really don't know, Qingling, I'm sorry, it's my fault. !It was my fault!"
Ouyang Qingling smiled bitterly and shook his head: "You don't have to apologize to me. It is not your fault. You have lost your parents. The pain in your heart is no less than mine. I have no right to blame you. Maybe, it's just that we are not suitable for being together. !"