Lu Yanzhao didn't sleep all night. He sat in Qin Weiyang's room all night.
When Qin Weiyang got up the next morning, he had already gone downstairs.
He was sitting on the sofa with bloodshot eyes. Seeing Qin Weiyang coming over, he raised his head and looked a little embarrassed: "Weiyang, we were not calm last night. We may be out of control. I want to talk to you today, yes. ?"
Qin Weiyang did calm down at this meeting, and she felt very distressed when she looked at Lu Yanzhao like this.
However, thinking of their current situation made her feel even more uncomfortable.
When they go down like this, when will they be a head.
In the past, she always felt that she just had to keep Lu Yanzhao by her side.
She selfishly made him amnesia and lost herself for a year. Maybe, it was enough.
She looked at Lu Yanzhao calmly, and said: "I ask you, if we don't lose control of our emotions, what do you want to talk to me?"
Lu Yanzhao was stunned when he heard what she said. He looked at Qin Weiyang with a complicated expression: "I... I don't want to fight with you. I want to say that everything that happened last night was caused by our failure to calm down. We quarreled last night. , Most of the responsibility lies with me. It’s me who harassed you in the middle of the night and made you unhappy. I apologize to you. If we take back the breakup, okay?"
It was the first time that Lu Yanzhao spoke to Qin Weiyang in such a low voice.
However, Qin Weiyang's heart hurts more than acupuncture.
She gritted her teeth and looked at Lu Yanzhao sadly: "Azhao, don't you know that if you say something, you can't get it back?"
Lu Yanzhao's eyes also reddened: "Wei Young, do you have to be like this?"
Qin Weiyang slowly shook his head: "No, it's not that I want to do this, A Zhao, don't you feel it? We can't go back anymore. We are exhausted now. You can't give up the pursuit of the past and the memory of you. , But here with me, if you want to find your past, you must give up on me, do you understand? You can only choose one of the two!"
Qin Weiyang said absolutely.
Lu Yanzhao's expression faded suddenly: "Weiyang, I really don't understand. I remembered the past, being with me and you. What is contradictory between the two? Why do you want to be like this? Forcing me to choose, I really don’t understand!"
Qin Weiyang smiled bitterly and looked at Lu Yanzhao: "Perhaps, you don't need to understand in this life, maybe you will understand in the next second, really!"
Qin Weiyang said silently in his heart, as long as you think of the past, you don't need to say anything, you must understand some things.
It's just that I don't want to live in such a frightening battle anymore, and I don't want to face every question you ask about the past and choose to escape.
I used to think I could persist, but now, I realized that I overestimated myself and I couldn't persist at all.
Qin Weiyang gritted his teeth, not letting himself lose his temper.
She was afraid that Lu Yanzhao would discover her anomaly, and she was afraid of Lu Yanzhao's repeated questions.
Lu Yanzhao saw that Qin Weiyang seemed to be determined to break up. A painful expression flashed across his eyebrows: "Weiyang, are you not going to give me a chance?"
Qin Weiyang shook his head: "It's not that I won't give you a chance, or I won't give me a chance, A Zhao, we really can't go on anymore. Let's admit it, I used to be unwilling to admit my fate and kept tossing. I just understand now that some things are really unbearable, we... Let’s go, let’s go!"
Qin Weiyang's tone was too unfeeling, and Lu Yanzhao became angry at once.
With red eyes, he stood up from the sofa: "Qin Weiyang, what do you mean by this! Do you really not miss the old love at all? We have been together for so long, can it not be enough for some of the things that happened during this time? Contradiction, how long have you been with me, you don’t want to tell me, I don’t make it difficult for you, but I have known it for at least a year, and I can’t let go of the feelings this year, why do you have to If you push me away like this, don’t you love it? Or am I not doing well enough?"
Qin Weiyang turned his back to Lu Yanzhao, for fear that he would cry out: "Lu Yanzhao, don't say anything, okay? I don’t love it anymore, let’s go, don’t be obsessed, we can’t let go of the past, you I insisted on remembering the past and asking questions repeatedly, but I blindly avoided the past. This way of us, it is impossible at all. Why should you force it? I know that I used to beg you and insisted on being with you. Now I know it's wrong, let's break up, stop entangled, treat each other well!"
After Qin Weiyang finished speaking, he walked upstairs quickly.
Her footsteps were very fast, Lu Yanzhao did not see, she was already in tears at this moment.
Facing Lu Yanzhao repeatedly questioning the past, facing him, he thought of various ways, trying to restore his memory.
Qin Weiyang is really enough. Seeing the pain he suffered from the memory of the past, she really can't be a turtle anymore.
So, she decided, she let Lu Yanzhao leave, between them, so be it.
Qin Weiyang went upstairs crying, leaving Lu Yanzhao alone in the living room.
This year, in this old castle, he has been here, has lived, and has always appeared here like a master.
However, this time, he suddenly felt that he was out of place here, especially like an outsider.
Qin Weiyang said that we let each other go, so let's do it.
He was not reconciled, he did not want to give up Qin Weiyang.
The Qin Weiyang who accompanies him every day and is close to him, they are like the souls of each other's bodies, as long as they lack the soul, the whole person is like a walking dead.
However, his Qin Weiyang, who was always insecure before, really gave up on himself this time.
Lu Yanzhao suddenly laughed, and then, smiling, tears were left behind.
He was like a fool, he couldn't even control his emotions.
He had never felt that he was so cowardly, and it was clear that Qin Weiyang was upstairs, but her refusal made him not courageous to take this step and went upstairs to ask her again.
He waited all night, and finally broke up after waiting for the result.
Reconciled
Lu Yanzhao didn't know, he only knew that his heart was hurting terribly at this moment.
However, he was not stupid either. A large part of the reason they broke up was that Qin Weiyang had been worrying about the past.
But to him, the past was completely ignorant.
So, he was at a loss, like a fool, suffering a breakup without a reason.
He didn't know what Qin Weiyang thought, but at this moment, he became more determined to remember the past.
Only when he knew the previous entanglement and past in his heart, could he understand the reasons for Qin Weiyang's various emotions.
Perhaps, only in this way, he still has the opportunity to retain this feeling.
Lu Yanzhao didn't take anything. He raised his head and glanced upstairs before finally turning around and leaving alone.
Watching Lu Yanzhao leave.
Shen Feng was a little panicked, he looked at Qin Weiyang who was standing in the corridor on the second floor.
She obviously stood here, looking at Lu Yanzhao.
However, she was unwilling to stop Lu Yanzhao from leaving.
Shen Feng was anxious, he stared at Qin Weiyang angrily: "Sister, why don't you stop Lu Yanzhao, you obviously love him so much, but why you let him go like this, I really don't understand!"
Qin Weiyang's eyes were red, and he wiped away tears with his hand.
She smiled pale: "Shen Feng, maybe I didn't understand before, why a person can love to let go of another person. Of course, I didn't understand it a year ago, otherwise, I would not force him to stay. But, during this time, I really understand, because we are together, and now we are torturing each other, we will only make each other more and more painful, this kind of relationship is really not what I want, I I can't let Ah Zhao suffer with me anymore, no matter what his future is like, I will bless him!"
Shen Feng's handsome face was gloomy: "But, he obviously likes you, sister!"
Qin Weiyang smiled weakly, her lips moved, and finally she said: "Yes, he likes me now, but if he knows what happened a year ago and knows that because of me, so many people will die because of him. , Can he still like me so comfortably? Shen Feng, you really don’t know him. If he thinks of those things, he will definitely give up on me. The things that are between us can’t be resolved with just one liking. If he thinks of those things, he will definitely hate me, I think, instead of letting him hate me, instead of letting him take the initiative to say that he doesn’t like me and break up with me, it’s better for me to take the initiative and leave each other behind. The last bit of leeway, when he remembers the past, he may hate me, but as for the purest year between us, it also becomes unbearable! Do you understand? Shen Feng!"
Shen Feng stared at Qin Weiyang deeply and shook his head: "To be honest, sister, I don't understand your feelings, I really don't. If Ye Yiduo likes me, no matter what method I use, I want her to stay by my side. Unfortunately, she doesn’t like me. Therefore, I can’t do anything. I can only watch her and Lu Yanchen together. Feelings are something I can’t force, and I know in my heart So, I won’t go over and force myself, but Lu Yanzhao likes you, why did you give up? He just kept you, didn’t you see it?"
Qin Weiyang clenched his fist tightly: "It is precisely because I saw it that I have to break up with him. If we don't break up now, and finally we are in a romantic relationship, we are in trouble. Do you think it is so good-looking? The final ending of the relationship is to draw a sentence with hatred. Do you think I can feel at ease in this life? Now that I have broken up in such a flat way, I can still accept it, Shen Feng, you don't care about me anymore, okay?"
Looking at Qin Weiyang's emotions, Shen Feng was on the verge of collapse.
He swallowed everything he wanted to say.
Also, he can no longer force her, he is her last relative and her last support.
If he even forced her, she would really be sad.