Seeing Shui Tianyun's expression abnormal, Shui Ningyan felt uncomfortable.
Shui Tianyun was aggrieved by crying. She looked at Shui Ningyan and then at Jin Yan. Finally, she silently shouted: "Baba..."
At that moment, Jin Yan felt that his world was quiet.
Shui Ningyan looked at Shui Tianyun and Jin Yan. She couldn't hold back, and Dou Da's tears flowed out instantly.
Shui Ningyan turned her head, she saw Shui Tianhao at a glance, he stood there baffledly, his whole person looked distressed.
Seeing Shui Tianyun, Shui Ningyan has become somewhat dependent on Jin Yan.
Her tears are hazy, perhaps, this is blood thicker than water!
She let go of Jin Yan and Shui Tianyun, walked over, reached out and hugged Shui Tianhao!
Shui Tianhao's face was wrinkled, looking a little unhappy.
Shui Ningyan stretched out her hand and rubbed the little guy’s nose with tears in her eyes, but she smiled and said: "Haohao, are you angry? Ma Ma did not ignore you, but my sister was terrified today, Ma Ma wants to coax her!"
Shui Tianhao turned his head awkwardly, and said proudly, "I'm not angry yet, I just feel sorry for my sister!"
Shui Ningyan looked at his little face helplessly: "Well, I know, our family Haohao is the best!"
Jin Yan hugged Shui Tianyun and looked at Shui Ningyan and Shui Tianhao, with a smile on his face.
His wife, his children, are all by his side at the moment, what is there to be dissatisfied with!
He felt that he was simply the happiest person in the world.
When Qu Qiluo went to cook lunch.
Jin Yan was in the living room, playing with Shui Tianyun and Shui Tianhao all the time.
Although experiencing today's things, Shui Tianyun felt very insecure.
However, Shui Tianyun was still very happy to play with her today.
After all, yesterday, she still envied Grid and Baba playing!
After lunch, Shui Ningyan coaxed Shui Tianyun and Shui Tianhao to fall asleep.
Because I am afraid that after the child wakes up, she will not be found.
Shui Ningyan and Jin Yan were sitting downstairs in the living room.
Shui Ningyan was frightened for a day. At this moment, both children were asleep.
She just rang, Ouyang Qingling did not come back today.
She thought of what Luciss told her today, she couldn't help but worry.
If on weekdays, as long as he is here, Ouyang Qingling will definitely go home for dinner.
However, she did not come back at noon today, and she must have encountered something very important.
Shui Ningyan called Ouyang Qingling, and no one answered the phone for a long time.
Jin Yan sat aside and glanced at the name on the phone.
He opened the mouth and said: "Ningyan, don't call, Ouyang Qingling may have something to do today. When she comes back tonight, you are talking to her. Anyway, there are some things that can't be explained on the phone!"
Water Ningyan knew that Jin Yan's Ouyang company had gone to help them adjust.
He must be clear about everything.
Since he couldn't explain clearly, don't fight for the time being. When Ouyang Qingling comes back, she will ask her carefully.
Shui Ningyan pressed the phone and looked up at Jin Yan: "If nothing happens, you... go home first, or go to the company!"
Jin Yan looked at the condensation of water and shook his head slowly: "I don't want to go. I want to see me when the children wake up. I want to discuss one more thing with you!"
"What's the matter?" Shu Ningyan frowned and looked at him.
"Ningyan, my dad hasn’t seen the two children yet. In the evening, let’s take them to the house for dinner. My mom said that she will make dinner for us and wait for us to pass!" Jin Yan finished, waiting expectantly. The answer is in the mist of water.
Shui Ningyan's expression is a bit embarrassed: "Jin Yan, it's not that I disagree, but that the child experienced something like this today. I'm afraid she will resist, and I don't want to take her out today..."
Jin Yan looked at the water condensing smoke, thought for a while, and said, "I can understand what you mean, so let's wait for Yunyun and Haohao to wake up, we ask them, if they want to go, we Just take them there. If they don’t want to go out today, we will accompany them to play at home. Moreover, if they do go out, I will accompany the children inseparably, and I will definitely not hurt them a little bit!"
Shui Ningyan could only nod his head when Jin Yan looked so swearing: "Okay, well, when they wake up, we will ask them!"
Jin Yan nodded and looked at the water Ning Yan earnestly: "Ning Yan, now that we have finished talking about the child, can we talk about the matter between us?"
When Shui Ningyan heard Jin Yan talking about their affairs, she couldn't help but feel awkward, especially when she thought of the fact that they had just embraced in the garden outside the villa, and Shui Tianhao ran out to call them.
She felt extremely uncomfortable thinking about her fragility at the time and the way she was crying.
She turned her head away, not letting Jin Yan look at her eyes: "Between us...what can I say!"
Jin Yan knew she was a little uncomfortable and wanted to escape.
However, he doesn't want to escape anymore. They must make it clear, otherwise, I am afraid that there will be more misunderstandings in the future.
He looked at the water condensing smoke: "Ningyan, I know you are awkward and uncomfortable, but there are some things that we have to say after all. I don’t force you. Really, what I’m most afraid of is to make you feel , I am so persistent to be with you because of my child, so I want to make up for you. My heart for you has been consistent over the past six years. I am afraid that you will feel that I have other ideas, so I don’t. I dare to force you to take it slowly, but after today’s things, I don’t want to wait any longer. I want to protect you and your children. I don’t want to put you in such a dangerous situation again. I love you and I want to stay with you. By your side, by our children, I don’t want to know what difficulties you encounter in the future, you are so weak and smoke, if you still love me, please face this problem, okay? I really want to give my children a complete home. I can feel their love for me and their desire for a home... The previous things, all the mistakes and mistakes are all my fault, I hope you can forgive me, really Yes, even if you want me to die, as long as you and your child can accept me and forgive me, I will be satisfied for the rest of my life!"
What Jin Yan said was very emotional.
Water Ningyan's tears couldn't help but fell.
She felt that she was really disappointed today, her eyes were bad, and she obviously couldn't cry, but she couldn't help crying today.
Shui Ningyan wiped her tears with her hand, gritted her teeth for a long time before holding back the tears and not letting herself cry.
After slowing down, she turned to look at Jin Yan: "Jin Yan, you have said so much, I just want to ask you, did you ever love water like smoke? Have you ever shaken your feelings for me? Are you deciding to give water? When Ruyan donated the cornea, what did you think in your heart? At that time, you didn’t think about my feelings. Jin Yan, it’s not that I caught you and didn’t let it go. It’s just some things, really too. I’m in pain, I don’t want to bear it again, do you understand?"
Jin Yan saw Shu Ningyan's eyes flushed, and he was so distressed.
He sat down and sat beside the water Ningyan, reaching out and grabbing her hand: "Ningyan, all your questions, I can answer you seriously, but don't cry, okay? I know you She has bad eyes and can’t cry. If you are hurt, I will feel distressed. As for the question you asked, back then, I was like smoke, it was not love at all, I just regarded her as you, as a nanny, I thought she was the girl who rescued me when I was a child, but I didn’t know until later that she lied to me. At that time, I was obsessed too deeply and had been looking for a nanny for so many years, so I lied to me when I was in the water. I would treat her so nicely when she was a nanny, but even if I was nice to her, I could tell the difference clearly. I love you, and my feelings for you have never wavered. I understand. , I am kind to her and love to you. I just don’t know how to choose. It really has nothing to do with my love for you, whether it is shaken or not. After the water is like smoke and blind, I was sad for a while, because I think , She became like this, it was caused by me, so I wanted to make up for her urgently. I just didn’t expect that my own behavior would make you have such decisive thoughts. You helped me in such an extreme way. , But, he also left me, let me completely taste the taste of not wanting to live, in the past six years, I live a walking dead, life is not as good as death, I think, the greatest punishment for a person is this, I At the beginning, I wanted to repay her kindness. Even if I donated my cornea to her, I planned to stay with you for the rest of my life. However, you left. What you left was hard for me to accept, especially afterwards. When Yun Yi talked with me, he told me that when you were a nanny, my whole person collapsed. I don’t know what is the most unbearable thing for a person, but the most unbearable thing for me is losing you. , Without you, this world is really meaningless to me, do you understand? Ningyan, so don't leave me anymore, just as I beg you, let me take care of you and your children, okay?"
Although Jin Yan told Shui Ningyan not to cry, but when he said to Ningyan, his eyes were red.
It is said that the man has tears and does not flick it lightly, but he has not yet reached the point of sadness.
In the past, he just thought that it could be so uncomfortable and painful, and it was completely conceivable that the pain was unbearable at that time.
She understands Jin Yan's character.
So, knowing that he was in such pain, she was almost uncontrollable, and she also cried.
Jin Yan stretched out his hand and hugged the water to congeal the smoke tightly, the two of them cuddling each other.
It took a long time for Shui Ningyan to adjust her mood. She took a deep breath and looked at Jin Yan earnestly: "Jin Yan, I promise you that I will never leave you or escape, stay with you and your children, and give them A complete home, from now on, we will no longer mention the past, especially the desperate past, okay? I think, no matter what time, I really can’t help crying, I really really Who don't want to cry... "