Luo Fan took Huo Yu to a very small store hidden in the center of the city. When he opened the door and walked in, there was a crisp ringing sound. The store had two floors. It was very small in area, but the decoration was very distinctive, and there were pictures on the walls. There are all kinds of paintings hanging, all in Huo Yu's favorite style.
"How do you know this place?"
"I found it by chance one time, and I thought you would like it."
Hearing what Luo Fan said, Huo Yu's guilt became more and more serious. The two of them sat down on the window seat on the second floor and ordered something casually.
Luo Fan said enthusiastically: "Yudiaoer, this is your first vacation in Paris. Do you want to go somewhere? The scenery in Europe is very good. Let's go out for a walk?"
Seeing the hope in Luo Fan's eyes, Huo Yu suddenly didn't know how to refuse.
She always only cared about her own mood and never cared about other people's feelings. In her previous life, she could reject anyone she wanted and never considered whether this would hurt others, but now, she seemed to have some concerns.
"Raindrops?"
"Luo Fan! I... I want to tell you a story."
"Okay, I'm all ears."
Huo Yu pursed his lips and looked at the person sitting opposite him with smart eyes. He wore a V-neck T-shirt with his hair cut off today. You can still faintly see the unhealed scar on the side of his neck. This is the scar left from the injury that day. But there were some things she still wanted to say clearly.
"There is a girl who has loved a boy since she was a child. The boy is several years older than her. The girl is very dependent on the boy. She vows to be that boy's bride in the future. The boy also loves the girl very much. He is the person who understands her best in the world. , but the two of them cannot be together, either legally or morally, because the boy is the girl's cousin in name. Later, because of many things, the girl left. She tried hard to forget the past, so she was with another boy. , but she found that she failed... She... "
Huo Yu said, suddenly not knowing how to continue.
Her narration was like a running account, without any nutrition at all, but bits and pieces of her past with Shen Mo kept popping up in her mind.
That man looked at everything in the world coldly, but gave her all his tenderness.
Shen Mo is good-looking, but due to an illness in his childhood, his health has never been very good. In order to protect her from the wind and rain, he has been working out and controlling his diet for ten years.
All his drunkenness was because of her. He was a heavy smoker, but he could never smoke a cigarette in front of her.
How could a plain narrative tell the story between her and Shen Mo clearly, but she couldn't tell it, couldn't find any words to describe it.
All the past events were tumbling in Huo Yu's mind.
When Shen Mo is around, the years pass like seconds. Without him, the seconds pass like years.
Luo Fan listened to Huo Yu's words quietly until she could say no more. Luo Fan suddenly reached out and held Huo Yu's hand: "Yudidian, since you know you can't be together, why don't you try someone else? Maybe you It’s just dependence, just obsession.”
Huo Yu shook his head: "Luo Fan, I tried and failed."
"Yudidian, we haven't been together for long, you..."
"Luo Fan!"
Luo Fan seemed to want to say something more, but the serious look on Huo Yu's face made him swallow everything.