Her silence was a tacit agreement to Ye Yan. Ye Yan felt a pain in his heart and snorted, "Shu Nian, I remember I reminded you that the woman I like can't leave!"
Shu Nian's eyes were deep, "What do you want?"
"What do you think?" There was a hint of cruelty in Ye Yan's dark eyes. "It's easy for me to break a person's wings! I can stop you from going to Country M with just a phone call!"
Shu Nian trembled and felt a chill down his spine.
She pinched her fingers into her palms and looked at Ye Yan ridiculously, "Have you always been so selfish? Even if studying there is my dream, you can trample on it at will?"
"Yes! I have always been so selfish!" Ye Yan was also extremely angry. He pinched her chin with his fingers and clenched his teeth. "Have you forgotten that I wanted you five years ago because I was selfish! It was because I was selfish that I wanted you but didn't tell you, letting you bear all the suffering and pain alone! Because I was selfish, I didn't dare to mention anything to you five years later! But I am selfish because I love you!"
Ye Yan's last three words were spoken with great emphasis. Shu Nian was shocked, and the shock went all the way to the deepest part of his heart.
In fact, they had already known each other about these three words. However, this was the first time Ye Yan said them to her so directly. She had watched TV dramas where the male and female protagonists confessed their love using these words, but she always felt that they were too empty and corny, and there was nothing touching about them.
But this time...
When Ye Yan told her about it, she realized that the feeling was completely different.
My heart was in turmoil and it took a long time to calm down.
Ye Yan's cold and lonely eyes looked at her with hurt, then fell on the passports in her hands. Finally, he took a deep breath, let go of her, and suddenly turned around and left.
He was afraid that if he stopped a step further, he would do something even more selfish and would tear up the passport in her hand.
Ye Yan turned and left.
Shu Nian was still standing there in a daze, with Ye Yan's last words "I love you" constantly echoing in her mind for a long time, stirring up waves of ripples in her heart. It was not until the door was slammed shut that Shu Nian was shocked back to her senses.
he's gone
Ye Yan is gone!
Shu Nian recalled how injured he was before he left. She didn't even have time to change her shoes, and rushed out in her indoor slippers.
Outside the door.
The elevator just arrived and Ye Yan was walking inside.
"Ye Yan!" Shu Nian called him, but he ignored her. Seeing the elevator door was about to close, Shu Nian got anxious and ran over, not caring about anything else, and her hand got stuck in the gap of the elevator. This was an old elevator, without any sensor, and the door pressed her hand directly.
Seeing this, Ye Yan's eyebrows jumped, his face turned pale, and the veins on his forehead popped out. He stabbed the door-opening button several times, and his fingers were shaking. He couldn't wait for the door to open completely, so he grabbed Shu Nian's hand and dragged her out of the elevator. Shu Nian was pushed against the wall by him. Before she could stand still, she heard his angry roar above her head, "Are you crazy?! You think your hands have no place to use, so you want to break them off?!"
Shu Nian felt a little aggrieved by his yelling. She bit her lip and just looked at him without saying a word.
Ye Yan was even more furious. He had a deep sense of helplessness and powerlessness towards her, which kept lingering and fermenting in his heart. That feeling filled his entire heart, making him feel like his chest would explode at any time.
Shu Nian glanced at him, then lowered his eyes to look at his pinched hand and rubbed it.
Ye Yan was furious, but seeing her fingers were red, he suppressed his anger. He pulled her hand over with considerable force. Shu Nian frowned, but was afraid that he would lose his temper again, so she didn't dare to say anything. Ye Yan noticed it, and snorted, "Do you feel the pain now?"
Shu Nian muttered: "... I just called you, if you didn't go in, I wouldn't have been caught."
"So, the fault is still mine?"
Shu Nian stopped talking again.
Ye Yan rubbed her hand. He had used a lot of force when he grabbed her just now, but when he rubbed her, his movements were much lighter. Shu Nian felt sour and uncomfortable. Seeing Ye Yan's fierce but clearly caring look, she whispered: "Can you... say what you said just now again?"
Ye Yan paused while holding her hand.
Then, "Do you really want me to admit that I'm a selfish person?"
"That's not what I said before."
Ye Yan looked at her, understood, and a look of discomfort flashed across his face. Finally, he said coldly and awkwardly: "Forget it."
Shu Nian curled his lips.
Ye Yan raised his eyelids to look at her, "You remember, why don't you tell me one?"
Shu Nian raised her eyes and looked at Ye Yan. When their eyes met, all kinds of emotions spread out in Ye Yan's eyes, and Shu Nian also felt sour, bitter, and reluctant, all rushing out. Following an instinct, she suddenly tiptoed and kissed him.
Ye Yan obviously didn't expect that she would suddenly kiss him at this moment. His lips felt hot and his scalp felt numb, as if he was hit by an electric current. He snorted and pulled Shu Nian away.
This gesture of rejection made Shu Nian's eyes darken, and a sense of loss continued to rise in her heart. However, before this emotion could calm down, Ye Yan suddenly bent down, took the initiative, and kissed her. This time, the kiss was extremely passionate, and the tip of his tongue rushed in, entangled with her tongue, and entangled fiercely.
Shu Nian didn't know what happened, tears started to fall from the corners of her eyes. She wrapped her arms around his neck, responded to her, and deepened the kiss.
Ye Yan pressed her against the wall, holding her back with both hands, as if he wanted to rub her entire body into his body.
Two people, outside the door, kissed passionately.
At this moment, the neighbor's door was pushed open from the inside. The wife came out to throw away the garbage and was shocked to see this scene. After a while, the door was closed and the shouting could be heard outside the door: "Husband! Husband! Someone else has changed! It's much more passionate than the one just now!"
"What's the name? What's the passion?"
"That woman next door! She's got a new man! He's the man who took the elevator with us before and whom I said was so handsome!"
Shu Nian's face turned red from the screams. She struggled to break free from Ye Yan's arms, but Ye Yan refused to let go and continued to suck her lips. He did not withdraw until her red lips were swollen and she could not breathe.
Shu Nian glanced at the house next door with a red face, "We have to move now even if we don't want to."
When this was mentioned, Ye Yan's expression became gloomy again, and he stared at her coldly. Shu Nian explained: "I'm not leaving, I want to move to Mousse Apartment."