"Should I tell him: Tang Jifeng, please date me! I like you very much. In fact, none of the boyfriends I met abroad had sex with me. Besides, I don't care how many women you have slept with over the years..."
Ye Lan stopped talking at this point. He never said the word "bed".
Her face fell, "I care, I really care!"
Therefore, she couldn't say those words at all!
"Lanlan, you are compromising now." Qiu Qiu stared at her steadily.
Ye Lan was stunned. She didn't want to admit it, but Qiu Qiu's words seemed to pierce the pain in her heart, making her eyes a little sore.
"Actually, you just want to be with him, but you can't say it out loud, so you get entangled with him in this way." Qiu Qiu's words were so sharp that they hurt Ye Lan's heart.
She held the drink in her hand tightly, "Qiuqiu, please don't expose me..."
Qiu Qiu said: "If you are here to ask me for advice on this matter, I..."
"I'm not trying to give him advice." Ye Lan interrupted her gently, but his eyes were firm. "In fact, I've already thought about it. I want to give him my best... no matter what method it is."
Qiu Qiu wanted to persuade her, "Lanlan, what if... he really is just playing with you, have you ever thought about how much more hurt you would feel?"
Ye Lan was straightforward, but it was precisely because of this straightforwardness that she was more likely to be hurt. Besides, she had never been playing around with Tang Jifeng.
Ye Lan curled his lips bitterly, "Anyway... it's already like this. The two of us can't be any worse than now, right?"
Two years ago, when she found out that Tang Jifeng had another woman, she was extremely disappointed. The feeling of being betrayed was like someone pouring a bucket of ice on her head in winter. At that time, she was angry and proud. She thought angrily that she would never pay attention to this person again. Even if he flew over to apologize to her one day, she would never forgive him.
Even though she thought so, she still waited day by day, month by month. In the end, she had to admit that she was actually thinking about this person like crazy. It didn't matter if he didn't apologize, as long as he appeared in front of her, she would no longer care about anything.
However, from that day on, she was met with disappointment day after day. Not to mention an apology, Tang Jifeng never showed up again...
At that time, Ye Lan realized that, in fact, she was just a seasoning to him. It was over, and those promises, to him, were probably just a few jokes used to reject her at that time.
"Since you have already made up your mind, I can't convince you." Qiu Qiu knew her personality and stopped talking. He just asked, "What else do you want to tell me?"
Ye Lan looked at him with his dark eyes for a long time before he whispered, "Don't you have experience in that area? I... I don't want to perform too badly for the first time and disgust him..."
Even though in his opinion, maybe their relationship was just sex, she hoped that her first time could leave a very good impression in his heart.
“Qiuqiu, please teach me.” Ye Lan asked for help very seriously.
"Cough, cough, cough..." Qiu Qiu coughed violently and drank a big mouthful of water before saying, "This kind of thing is all practical experience. How can I teach you? Have you ever heard of the saying that talking on paper is shallow and requires practice!"
"Well, I can't just drag someone off the street to practice with me now!"
"For this kind of thing, why don't you just ask Tang Jifeng? Can I know more than him?"
"I don't want to look for him. He laughed at me for being immature today. If he sees through me, I'll be an inexperienced paper tiger and I don't know how he will look down on me. He definitely won't like immature girls. I know he likes mature women..." It was like that before and it is still like that now.
"I'm just kidding you're so immature..." Qiu Qiu grasped a few key points, "It seems like you two have a lot of stories today."
"Don't tease me." Ye Lan bit the straw in distress, "I'm really worried now. Qiuqiu, is there any crash course?"
"Do you really want to learn quickly?"
"Yeah!" Ye Lan looked like a studious baby.
"Okay! Leave it to me! Turn on your computer when you get home today, and I'll give you some quick sex textbooks!"
Ye Lan curled his eyes, "I knew it would be reliable to find you."
"I'll help you, but you really need to think it through. Don't look back, or you'll not only get yourself into trouble physically, but you'll also get yourself into trouble mentally. And..." Qiu Qiu looked at Ye Lan in shock, "You don't have a serious boyfriend anyway, ask Tang Jifeng if he has a serious girlfriend. If he doesn't have a girlfriend either, can't you two still try to develop a relationship as a couple? At worst, you can just pursue him again, right?"
"Chase him?" Ye Lan chewed on these two words, and was almost bewitched by this suggestion, but that temptation was only for a moment. The next second, he shook his head, "Why should I chase him? He has been chased by so many women, and if I chase him again, what if he rejects me like before? Besides, I was the one who chased him before, if he really likes me a little bit..."
She paused, her voice became softer, but it was undeniable that there was a hint of anticipation, "So he is here to pursue me, right?"
But he had no intention of pursuing her...
Ye Lan felt a little embarrassed and disappointed.
Qiu Qiu sighed helplessly, "Then just wait until he comes after you."
———
afternoon.
After Ye Lan returned home and lay on the bed, he kept thinking about what Qiu Qiuhou had said.
She had clearly rejected Qiu Qiu's proposal very seriously at that time, but now she was seriously considering the feasibility of pursuing Tang Jifeng in bed.
However, when Ye Lan thought about the fact that he had a fiancée and various female companions over the years, he was furious. He grabbed the teddy bear that he had given him as a present and angrily slapped it in the face twice, muttering to himself, "You philandering radish! I let you be philandering! I let you be promiscuous! I don't want to chase you! No!"
the other side.
Tang Jifeng, who was in the office, sneezed violently.
Is anyone talking about yourself
——
After rolling around on the bed for a few times and talking to her teddy bear for a while, she finally remembered that Qiu Qiu had asked her to go online. She quickly brought her laptop to the bed and logged into the dating app.
As expected, Qiu Qiu's avatar started flashing.
"Quick textbook, ready to collect."
"Why so many?"
"Don't you want to learn? There are all kinds of them."
"Okay, I'll keep it and take a closer look later."
"Baby, do you need sexy lingerie? Let's go pick out two sets later."
Ye Lan could imagine Qiu Qiu's teasing expression. She typed a few words on the keyboard with her long fingers, "Don't give me that, I don't need it!"