"Why do you have to continue until the college entrance examination?" Song Zhixing's tone also became much more depressed. She was afraid that when she was deeply in love with him, he would suddenly withdraw. He could do it - a mature and rational man like him would be free and ruthless when he really wanted to withdraw. It was just like the last time he drove her away, and then he completely ignored her. Her fingers pressing on his shoulders tightened a little, and her eyes staring at him dimmed a little, and then she turned her face away, "Why don't you just end our messy relationship now?"
If he said it was over now, would she still be able to withdraw? She was no longer sure.
"What are you thinking about?" Tang Yu saw through the little girl's mind at a glance. After all, she was just a child, everything was on her face, and she didn't know how to hide. Tang Yu turned her little face over and looked at her with deep eyes, "In this life, no matter how chaotic our relationship is, it will never end - I won't allow it."
The last four words were spoken with great emphasis, and no room for debate. It was as if he was the master of everything in this world, and Song Zhixing felt that no matter how much he struggled or resisted, he would eventually fall into his temptation and let him control his mind.
She didn't respond, but just looked at him with confused eyes, as if she didn't understand the contradiction in his words.
He raised his lips and smiled charmingly, "Xingxing, do you really think I was joking with you when I said, 'I'm determined to be with you in this life'?"
Song Zhixing was stunned.
During the time when he had been driven out and completely ignored, Song Zhixing had always felt that he was just bluffing when he said that. Perhaps, he had already forgotten it.
"You were just joking." Song Zhixing held his big palm with her soft hands, her eyes showing some grievance, "You kicked me out."
This sounded like a complaint, but it also sounded like a spoiled child.
As if she still felt uncomfortable after being kicked out that day, she took his hand off her face and refused to let him touch it. Tang Yu took her hand, one big and one small, and held it tightly, "Do you still want to go back?"
Such small actions made Song Zhixing feel unbearable. The man's fingers were slender and strong, with distinct joints, making her hands look even smaller. It was as if these were the man's wings that could protect her, or rather, the wings that had protected her for 10 years. She pouted, "Didn't you ignore me a long time ago? Besides... I signed the termination agreement last time. We have no relationship at all now. What's the point of going back? Oh, it's not completely unrelated. You said you are my future uncle-in-law."
The last few words were obviously intentional. She raised her chin and said, "Uncle, are you going to go back on your word and take me back?"
The call of 'uncle' was as sweet as it could be.
Tang Yu put the chair down, turned over, pressed her down on the flat chair, and slapped her on the buttocks, "What did you scream just now? Scream again!"
"You said all this yourself!" Song Zhixing pouted and rubbed her buttocks that were hurt by the beating. Being pressed under Tang Yu, she felt uncomfortable and flustered. She pushed him, "Get up quickly, I can't breathe..."
Tang Yu didn't stand up. "You still dare to say that I ignored you. If I really ignored you, you would be skinny now."
Her words made Song Zhixing silent for a moment. So, was he really treating her as Sister Li said? He actually didn't ignore her.
Her heart was moved for a moment, and she unconsciously showed some tenderness. Tang Yu saw it, and his expression unconsciously softened.
He brushed aside the hair on her cheek and locked eyes with her from top to bottom, "Xingxing, I am speaking every word to you seriously now, you have to listen carefully—"
The sudden serious expression made Song Zhixing stunned for a moment, but she stopped making a fuss. The two of them looked at each other. The moonlight outside the window was hazy, covering them. Even in such a dim space, she could still feel that his eyes were full of her shadow, and she...
I’m afraid it’s the same.
This man was too outstanding and too domineering. Once he entered her world, he took away everything with the most arrogant attitude, leaving no room for others.
"I won't delay your exam, so this kind of evasive relationship between us will continue until after the college entrance examination. When you finish the exam..." Tang Yu's eyes deepened slightly, "Be mentally prepared, what is coming will come. What needs to be faced must be faced."
Song Zhixing suddenly understood what Tang Yu meant. She frowned in worry and leaned forward excitedly, "You want to tell your aunt?"
"more than."
That means... everyone will know. Including her great grandfather and her grandfather
"Uncle, no." She refused subconsciously.
This time, it was Tang Yu who frowned. "Do you want to stay like this forever? Are you really going to have an affair with me?"
"..." Song Zhixing was confused. She didn't know what would happen between her and Tang Yu in the future, but she was afraid of that situation. She was timid, like a little turtle hiding in its shell, and looked at the man above her pleadingly, "Second Uncle, promise me not to let them know, okay? I don't want to disappoint my great grandfather, nor do I want to make my aunt sad..."
Her plea made Tang Yu breathe heavily, "Are you that scared? You really don't have the courage to be brave for me?"
"I don't know..." Song Zhixing said truthfully, "I don't want to hurt anyone who is good to me..."
For the first time, Tang Yu was so unconfident, "If one day, Grandpa, your aunt, and Mr. Li don't agree with you and me being together, Xingxing, what will you choose?"
Song Zhixing seemed to have a picture of that day jumping out of her mind. She hadn't really experienced it yet, but just thinking about their disappointed expressions made her chest ache. Tang Yu looked at her reaction and pursed his lips bitterly, "So, you will give up on me just to coax them?"
He didn't wait for her answer. In fact, he didn't want to hear the answer. He knew it better than anyone else. He just slightly turned sideways, moved away from her, sat up, and pushed open the driver's door with one hand, "Get out of the car. It's late."
The voice has returned to its usual calmness. There is no trace of joy or anger in it. Is he disappointed? Not disappointed. He has been disappointed so many times that he has become numb.
Song Zhixing sat up slowly but did not move. Tang Yu leaned over and handed her the schoolbag that was thrown on the passenger seat. "Whenever you want to come back, I'll have someone pick you up."
She looked at him sadly, but did not take the schoolbag. Instead, she suddenly opened her slender arms, hugged his neck, and buried her little face deeply in his neck.