There seemed to be a very noisy sound in my ears.
She couldn't tell.
She felt as if her chest was filled with dynamite, ready to explode at any moment and kill her.
In her oxygen-deprived head, all she could see was Tang Yu's shadow. She wanted to raise her hand and grab him, but she felt like she was being crushed by a heavy vehicle, she had no strength at all, and couldn't even lift her hand.
Second uncle...
Her lips trembled as she called him. But that person seemed not to hear her at all. He just walked forward step by step, getting farther and farther away from her... so far that, gradually, she could not even see his back...
A tear rolled down from my eye socket.
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I don’t know how long it had been, but when Li Hanyan rushed to the ward, Song Zhixing had just been pushed out of the emergency room.
If it had been ten minutes later, the 18-year-old girl could have died at any time.
The old man seemed to have not expected such a thing to happen. He sat stiffly on the sofa in the ward with his crutches, staring at his granddaughter who was lying on the bed with a pale face. Obviously, he was still in shock.
Li Hanyan walked in and looked at the girl who had lost weight and was still unconscious lying on the bed, and her heart trembled.
"Dad, how could it become like this?"
Her voice was a little hoarse. Even if she blamed Xingxing, she still felt heartbroken at this scene. Blood relatives were something magical, and they could bring back the gentleness and softness in everyone's heart when they were on the brink of death.
Li Qiming sighed, "This girl is too stubborn! In order to resist my house arrest, she deliberately made herself sick and threw away all the medicine."
Li Hanyan was shocked, "She doesn't want to live anymore?"
"I think she was bewitched!" Li Qiming's tone was like he felt both distressed and hateful. "What's so good about Tang Yu? You and she almost lost their lives for him! I'm so angry!"
Li Hanyan didn't say anything, but just stood beside the bed and looked at the young girl lying on the bed with a complicated expression.
In fact, Xingxing is much braver and more paranoid than her.
Last time, she didn't want to die, it was a misunderstanding. She would never risk her life for a man. At least, she didn't do such a thing for Tang Yu. She didn't even think about doing such a thing.
However, Xingxing, a girl who is only 18 years old, is willing to throw herself into the fire just to see the person she loves.
"Dad, you're not feeling well, go back, I'll just stay here and look after her."
Li Qiming nodded, remembering something, "Give me your phone."
Li Hanyan looked at her father in confusion. Li Qiming glanced at the little girl on the bed and took Li Hanyan's phone away. "This girl, she made such a big fuss, just to call Tang Yu. If I let her do what she wants, she will threaten me with death in the future."
Li Hanyan understood, but there was basically no hope of getting her phone back.
She was a little worried, "Dad, if you do this, what if she really wants to die again?"
"This little girl is very scared of death." Li Qiming handed the phone to the driver. "When she was unconscious just now, she kept muttering 'help' and 'I don't want to die'. She has learned her lesson this time. As long as she doesn't get what she deserves, she won't dare to make trouble again."
Li Hanyan wanted to say something, but Li Qiming had already left. After a few minutes, he remembered something and pushed the door open again, instructing his daughter, "Put some makeup on Xingxing."
Li Hanyan didn't understand even more.
Li Qiming explained: "Chi Huan will come over in a while. Xingxing is beautiful, so I'm not worried that Chi Huan will not like her. But she just got sick, so her complexion is a little worse. You can just give her a lip patch."
Li Hanyan understood, "You said before that the boyfriend you introduced to Xingxing was Chi Huan?"
"Hmm. Isn't he better than Tang Yu?"
Li Hanyan had also seen Chi Huan. He was only four years older than Xingxing, but he was a very smart kid who had skipped grades and had graduated from graduate school for many years. He was sunny and cheerful, and from a preliminary understanding, he had a good temper. He was completely different from Tang Yu.
To be honest, I'm afraid someone like Ji Hwan is more suitable for a star.
However, the encounters in life can never be determined by the word "suitable".
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When Song Zhixing regained consciousness, he was still holding his chest. It hurt so much there.
"woke up?"
Li Hanyan put her documents into her bag, stood up and sat down beside the bed.
Song Zhixing's eyelashes trembled a few times, and she slowly opened her eyes. Seeing Li Hanyan, she moved her hand again and touched her hand. The warm temperature made her laugh foolishly, "Hot, alive."
"What's wrong?" Li Hanyan looked at her worriedly. Why did she suddenly fall ill? She seemed to have gone crazy.
"Aunt, I'm not dead." Song Zhixing seemed to be relieved, his voice was extremely hoarse, "I thought I might go to find my parents..."
"Little kid, stop talking nonsense." Li Hanyan felt distressed when she heard this. After scolding her, she took the water and medicine that had been poured there long ago from the bedside, "Since you are awake, take the medicine first."
Song Zhixing reluctantly moved her body to sit up, and Li Hanyan took a pillow to cushion her back. She held the water cup and looked at Li Hanyan in a daze, not ignoring the worry on her face.
For a moment, my eyes were swollen and I felt all kinds of emotions.
After Li Hanyan finished her work, she realized that she was still staring at her, so she urged her, "Why are you daydreaming if you don't take your medicine?"
"Aunt, I originally thought you really didn't want me anymore... But now I know that you still care about me..."
Li Hanyan's expression changed slightly, and he glanced at her, "Are you learning this move from me?"
After taking the medicine, Song Zhixing held his saliva and shook his head.
Li Hanyan hesitated for a moment, and finally said: "The reason why I almost died last time was not because I was like you, who threw myself to death."
Song Zhixing obviously didn't understand what she said, and stared at her with wide eyes. Li Hanyan met her clear eyes and felt that it was unnecessary to keep it a secret. There was no room for her to get involved between her and Tang Yu. Or rather, she had never gotten involved. Their world had always been just the two of them.
She took a deep breath and spoke softly: "I didn't commit suicide last time because of you and Tang Yu."
Song Zhixing was shocked.
"I am not a child as reckless and sincere as you. For love, I can throw myself into the fire like a moth and even risk my life. You can do it, but I can't." Li Hanyan envied her. She would throw herself into the fire like a moth for love, and it would be worth it as long as the other party responded.