As this thought came to his mind, his big hand reached into her hospital gown without hesitation.
At this moment, she felt only pain and despair, without any passion. Her body and heart were resisting his demands at this moment.
However, Tang Yu's only thought at this moment was to keep her, and he would use every possible means to keep her. She struggled, but he controlled her hands and pressed them on top of her head.
Without any gentle foreplay, and without even taking off her top, he roughly pulled off her thin pajamas and pulled them down to her knees.
"Tang Yu, what are you doing? Stop it!" Song Zhixing squeezed his legs together and struggled with his hands, but he couldn't get free.
His dark eyes stared at her deeply, and his complex expression made her nose sore.
"Xingxing, we have to have a baby... now, we can't wait any longer!"
"I don't want to..." She shook her head, her eyelashes fluttering, tears welling up in her eyes, "Tang Yu, please let me go, okay? It's already like this, you want me to... How can I convince myself to willingly bear a child for you and your Tang family?"
She had wanted their child, but that was before all this happened.
"Not for me, nor for our Tang family..." Tang Yu's voice had changed a little when he spoke. He was not as impatient as before, but gently placed his lips on hers. She turned her face away, crying and avoiding him. He did not retreat, but gently and tenderly kissed her earlobe, "It's for me and you to have a child. Xingxing, as long as we have a child, we will be together forever!"
Song Zhixing wanted to say something, but the next moment, his weak body was separated.
She didn't even have the strength to resist Tang Yu's demands. The man just rammed into her body so fiercely and forcefully. Even though she had done it with him so many times, it still made her feel hard to endure it in this state.
Fortunately, Tang Yu did not rush forward recklessly.
After entering, I felt her body resisting, so I slowed down, softened my movements, and patiently kissed and coaxed her. However, her body was still tense and resisting.
At the last moment, the hot factor spread throughout Song Zhixing's body, and she trembled. Her fingers tightly grasped the bed sheet, and the cold sweat soaked the bed sheet.
Her body had long been accustomed to his presence and instinctively accepted him, but at this moment, her heart was not.
At this time... she doesn't want a child!
This situation is already chaotic enough. If she really has a child, how will she cope with it
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Song Zhixing was already ill, and after Tang Yu's torment, she became even weaker and had no energy at all. She was carried out of the hospital by him. At this moment, the sky over the whole city was dark. The starlight was shining in her eyes, and turned into a grayness in her eyes.
The city of Youcheng was once the one she was most familiar with and her favorite, but today, looking through the car window at the lights of thousands of homes passing by quickly, she only felt a desolation in her heart.
I don't know when the whole city became so strange.
The Tang family made her feel very uncomfortable.
And Grandpa...
Thinking of the old man and what Tang Yu had said, Song Zhixing gradually became unfamiliar with that person. She curled up in the passenger seat and hugged herself tightly.
Her world was turned upside down overnight, and in an instant, it seemed that the only person she could rely on was herself.
The car arrived at Tang's house very quickly.
Tang Yu stopped the car, got out of the driver's seat, and was about to go around to the passenger seat to carry her down, but Song Zhixing had already walked down by herself with her aching body.
"I'll carry you in."
"No need." She stopped Tang Yu's hand, her attitude was cold, "Although you just ignored my body and my will and forced me to do it, but I can still leave."
Tang Yu's eyes were dark, and he wanted to say something, but he couldn't refute a single word of her accusation. Song Zhixing slightly turned sideways to avoid him, dragging his tired steps step by step into the villa.
Tang Yu looked at the thin figure that seemed to collapse at any time, and his eyes were filled with a dark red. He took a few steps forward and was about to pick her up. However, Song Zhixing seemed to sense it and turned around faster, clenched his fist and hit him, "Tang Yu, have you had enough?"
"I'll carry you in!"
"I told you I can go! I can go! I'm fine now, very fine!" She was so excited that it seemed like she had been suppressing her emotions for too long, and she burst out in an instant, "I beg you to listen to my wishes, okay?"
She looked at him pleadingly, her voice hoarse. Although it was a plea, her eyes were filled with accusation and despair.
"You want me, and I obey you. If you don't let me leave here, I won't go anywhere. Even if you ask me to give birth to your child, I can only let you control me like a machine. I listen to you in everything, and I don't even have the right to say 'no'. Isn't that enough? I just want to be alone now. Leave me alone, and don't bother me with anything, okay?"
As if she had been suppressing it for a long time, every word she uttered was as heavy and suppressed as if it was bitten from between her lips. She looked as if she really wanted him to be as far away from her as possible.
It's not that he doesn't feel pain. He has never been a person who would flatter anyone except her!
Such resistance made him lower his eyes and breathe heavily.
Finally, after looking at her seriously, he turned around and got in the car. He did not leave immediately, but held the steering wheel tightly with both hands, forcing himself not to care about her anymore.
His dark eyes were fixed on her back to prevent her from falling down.
Song Zhixing walked into the villa step by step. She did not look back, but she could clearly feel that Tang Yu's eyes were always fixed on her.
After she walked in, went upstairs, and turned on the lights in the room, she heard the roar of the engine downstairs. She walked to the window, lifted a corner of the heavy curtains, and stared at the car with a dazed look as it lit up the dazzling light and drove into the night with a whoosh.
Her body slid down softly along the cold wall.
"Miss." Sister Li pushed the door open and came in. Seeing her squatting on the ground, she hurried in and helped her up. "Second Master just called and asked me to come up to see you. What happened?"
"… I'm fine." She said she was fine, but she didn't look fine at all. She lifted the quilt and lay down on the bed, "Sister Li, I'm sleepy. Please turn off the light for me when you go out."
[I will update this chapter first tonight. Thank you for the monthly tickets and red envelopes you have sent recently~~ You can go to sleep first. I will update the rest tomorrow during the day. I am slowly adjusting my status. I hope that starting from Monday, I can return to the previous status of 0:00 and 3:00.]