He would go back to his room to take a shower, and then come to her room. In the dark, he kissed her and wanted her. During the whole process, there was no extra communication between the two.
At first, Song Zhixing begged him to take contraceptive measures, but Tang Yu simply didn't listen.
Song Zhixing knew that no matter how much she said, it would be useless. All he wanted was a child. Her wishes were not important.
She numbly and mechanically endured his demands.
In this kind of ****, there was no passion or madness like in the past, as if it was a mission. Every time, Tang Yu would not stay in her body for too long, and after finishing and cleaning up everything, he would ruthlessly pull away. She was left alone, and continued to be eaten by darkness.
That day, Song Zhixing had just woken up from bed when Sister Li came in and said, "Miss, the Second Master asked you to change your clothes and go downstairs to eat."
Song Zhixing was surprised for a moment. She originally thought that the two of them might never eat at the same table again.
She threw back the quilt, got up from bed, and prepared to go to the bathroom to wash up. Suddenly she remembered something and said to Sister Li, "Sister Li, can you help me?"
"Of course. You say." Sister Li was making the bed. She agreed without even thinking.
Song Zhixing didn't say it directly, but carefully leaned close to Sister Li's ear and spoke. Sister Li was shocked after hearing it, and immediately shook her head, "Young lady, this won't do. Not to mention that if the Second Master knew about it, the consequences would be disastrous, and it would also be bad for your health..."
"Sister Li." Song Zhixing pleaded, pulling Sister Li's sleeve. "I promise I won't let Tang Yu know. Is that not enough?"
Sister Li was in a dilemma. She didn't dare to do anything to annoy the Second Master, but seeing how much she was suffering, she couldn't bear to refuse. Finally, she sighed, "I'll think about it."
Song Zhixing's originally dull little face finally had some light.
———
When she was changing clothes in front of the mirror, she felt that she looked particularly haggard and her face was a little pale.
She went downstairs to the dining room.
When he arrived, Tang Yu was already sitting there. He didn't even raise his head when he heard the footsteps, but the housekeeper called him, "Young lady, sit down. I made your favorite avocado ham sandwich this morning."
"Thank you." Song Zhixing pulled out a chair and sat down without even looking at Tang Yu.
At the dinner table, the two of them were silent for a long time.
In the dining room, the other servants looked at each other, their hearts beating fast.
"I'm done eating." Song Zhixing put down the tableware, looked up and spoke to the servant, "Please leave."
She had no appetite to begin with and didn't eat much.
Tang Yu also put down his cutlery at this moment and looked at her. "Have you ever felt like retching or vomiting recently?"
Song Zhixing was stunned, then shook his head, "No."
"Have you had any signs of menstruation?" Tang Yu asked again.
It would have been fine if he hadn't asked. When he asked, Song Zhixing was shocked. His hand subconsciously fell on his lower abdomen. His fingertips trembled slightly.
Could it be that there is already...
She bit her lip silently.
"Your time is always very accurate." Tang Yu spoke again.
"Could it be that the young lady already has a child?" The housekeeper spoke first.
The servant next to him also said, "No wonder the young lady likes to eat sour food recently. I think it must be a young master."
"Still calling me Miss? You should have changed your words long ago." Tang Yu glanced at the two of them. He seemed to be in a good mood, with a slight smile on his lips. After looking around, his eyes fell on Song Zhixing's face, with a little more tenderness in his eyes, "I have arranged a hospital, and I will take you for a checkup later. You are too thin, and you may need to supplement your nutrition."
Song Zhixing's eyelashes trembled violently, and she was a little stunned. After Tang Yu finished speaking, she shook her head for a long while, "Impossible... I don't feel like vomiting at all, not at all."
As if to prove her words, she picked up the butter bread on the table and sniffed it hard, "Look, I don't feel uncomfortable at all when I smell the oil. Besides, I don't have the symptom of drowsiness that other pregnant women have. I can't sleep every day, I have insomnia!"
She vehemently denied it, obviously unwilling to accept this fact.
This reaction made Tang Yu's smile freeze. The corners of his lips gradually straightened and formed a straight line.
She was so unwilling to give birth to a child...
So you don't want to let a little hope appear between them
He pulled the butter bread away from her and said, "Song Zhixing, everyone's early pregnancy reactions are different. Whether you have a baby or not, we'll know exactly what we did after the checkup today!"
Song Zhixing's expression froze and he turned to look at Sister Li.
Sister Li sighed, "Second Master is right. Everyone is different."
"Now that you've finished eating, pack up and prepare to go to the hospital." Tang Yu stood up, his tone cold and his expression cool.
He was the first to leave the restaurant. Song Zhixing sat at the dining table, lost in thought.
At this moment, she doesn't want children.
She couldn't let go of her grudge against Tang Yu and the Tang family, at least not yet. With her and Tang Yu's relationship so precarious at the moment, what kind of family would the child have to endure in the future
She had experienced the breakup of her family, and she didn't want her children to grow up in such an unhappy environment.
"Miss, don't think too much. No matter what the result is, you have to face it now." Sister Li pressed Song Zhixing's shoulder and comforted her.
She supported herself on the table, slowly stood up and walked out of the restaurant.
Yes, if she was really pregnant, she would have to accept this fact. She would work hard for the sake of the child and become more open-minded. Maybe... she could really let go of the past
But, those are the bloody past, can we really let them go
Song Zhixing was not sure at all.
———
Tang Yu was obviously unhappy because of her previous reaction. On the way to the hospital, his face was tense the whole time.
Song Zhixing leaned against the car window.
On the street, many young girls of her age happily met together, eating ice cream, chatting, and laughing. Then, several of them laughed and made a scene together. They looked young and energetic.
Like the rising sun.
And what about yourself
She was only about the same age as them, but she had lost her bright smile. At this age, she was not worried about her future studies, but about the baby in her belly.
Suddenly, my world and theirs became completely different.
In fact, such vigorous youth is what an 18-year-old girl should be like! She should not be blinded by hatred, nor should she be kidnapped by children.
She closed her eyes and turned away, no longer looking at them. At the same time, she also suppressed her envy. At this moment, she was locked in a cage. What concerned her was not only the child in her belly, but also the resentment in her heart.
[Today's update is complete! There will be an update at midnight, but I don't know if it will be one or two updates. If you don't want to wait, you can go to bed early~]