Bai Suye shook her head randomly, tears streaming down her face. She had experienced the pain of being in darkness every day, so how could she bear to let him endure it again
"Night Owl, if possible, I don't want to make you sad... I want to see you happy more than anyone else..."
Ye Xiao's eyes tightened, and the next moment, he suddenly kissed her lips forcefully. Her lips were still stained with tears, and when he licked them with the tip of his tongue, it was bitter.
Just like his heart at this moment...
He kissed her hard and hastily, without any mercy on her. Her lips ached, but she didn't push him away. She couldn't bear to push him away, and she couldn't bear to break away from his kiss...
Instead, she raised her hands, clasped his neck, and tilted her head back to invite him to kiss her deeper...
"Tell me, are you going to leave?" Night Owl let go of her halfway through the kiss, and held her chin with his big palm. He urgently needed her assurance, "Will you leave me one day?"
"No... As long as you don't chase me away, I won't leave you..." Bai Suye murmured, with a thin layer of mist in her eyes, staring at him deeply, "Yexiao, if one day, I leave you again, I am willing to die in front of you..."
The last sentence shocked Night Owl.
He bit her lips hard, as if this was not enough to calm the huge emotions in his heart. He gritted his teeth and said, "You dare to die! Bai Suye, if you dare to die, I will pull out your tendons and drink your blood!"
She cried and laughed, "Night Owl, you are too barbaric... Will you want to kill the corpse later?"
She can still laugh!
Night Owl looked at her coldly, gritting his teeth, "Not only do I want to kill your corpse now, I also want to rape you!"
She cried out softly, and the next moment, he picked her up and threw her onto the soft bed behind him. Before Bai Suye could react, a tall figure approached her, and she was tightly enveloped by the furious man.
He placed his hands on her sides, the strong light poured down from above his head, and his shadow was like a dragnet.
The two of them stared at each other deeply. After a brief moment, they kissed each other again. Her body was very cold, and Night Owl held her tightly in his arms, wanting to pass on all his warmth to her.
But in fact...
How could he not feel cold? He had always relied on her for warmth...
Bai Suye reached into his sweater and touched his chest to his back, feeling distressed. "Yexiao, you've lost weight..."
Even when Ye Xiao was holding her, he could feel that she was much thinner than himself. How could she not be thinner? She was taking sleeping pills and antidepressants. She was torturing herself all the time!
Night Owl picked her up and held her on his lap. He held her earlobe with his lips and pressed against her earlobe, murmuring, "From now on, eat well! You are not allowed to lose weight anymore!"
Bai Suye was made weak and trembling by him.
She pulled his shirt hard to support herself, and said with some panting, "Then you...same...eat well...be good to yourself..."
"Okay. Stay with me." He rubbed his fingers gently on her waist.
Bai Suye's face was slightly flushed. She turned her head and bit his lips with her white teeth. "I can accompany you... But if your adoptive father knew about the two of us... I'm afraid it would embarrass you..."
"When he comes back, you will accompany me to see him."
Bai Suye stared at him, "Are you serious?"
"I am not you. I have never lied to you."
Bai Suye didn't say anything, just leaned her face on Ye Xiao's shoulder. She had no way to refute this statement. Ye Xiao still couldn't forget what happened ten years ago. Yes, such a big thing, who can really pretend that nothing happened
Ye Xiao couldn't do it, Yu An couldn't do it, the 25 brothers who died couldn't do it, and even she... never forgot it...
It has always been in my heart, like a scar that seems to have healed on the outside but is still festering on the inside...
"Night Owl, if I say that from now on... I will never lie to you again... would you believe me?"
There was some fluctuation in Night Owl's deep eyes.
He looked at her deeply, as if he was considering the credibility of her words.
"Okay, I know your answer..." Bai Suye smiled helplessly, and said in an embarrassed tone, "Don't answer, I don't want to hear it."
Night Owl gathered the messy hair on her cheeks and put it behind her. "How many years from now do you mean by 'later'?"
Bai Suye blurted out, "Of course, every year from now on. From now on, until I die."
"That's your whole life." Night Owl emphasized the word 'whole life'. "If you want me to believe you, then use your whole life to prove to me whether what you said is credible."
Bai Suye's heart trembled slightly because of those three words.
Various emotions surged in her heart, crashing against her heart. After a while, her eyes were red. Her heart felt sour and swollen, and a little hot.
Ten years ago, she had fantasized about this life for the rest of her life, but those were all wishful thinking.
Ten years later…
Can they really have a lifetime
She didn't know. She only knew that she really wanted to...
They have missed each other for ten years. If they miss each other again next time, she knows that it will be a lifetime...
She didn't answer, but just climbed onto his neck and kissed him on the lips.
Two people kissing passionately on the bed.
quickly…
Two people, naked facing each other.
At the moment when the arrow was on the string, Bai Suye's thoughts became clearer, and she panted and reminded, "Ye Xiao... that... condoms... do you have any at home?"
Her health is so bad now, and she just had a miscarriage, so of course she can't get pregnant again.
Night Owl cursed, "Why would there be something like this in my house?"
Bai Suye remembered something, got out of his arms, and said faintly: "Could it be that when you were with Nalan before, you didn't... use contraception?"
"Yes, I never use contraception." Night Owl replied.
Bai Suye turned around and stared at Ye Xiao accusingly, "What did you say?"
"Never use contraception." Night Owl repeated.
Bai Suye was so angry that she opened the quilt and went to grab her clothes. "Nalan has also slept in this bed, right? I am actually sleeping here with you..."
She couldn't continue.
The next moment, I thought of something else.
"You and Nalan should often go to the room for watching fireworks, right? It's such a romantic place, there is no reason not to share it with your girlfriend, no, your fiancée." The more she spoke, the more wronged and uncomfortable she felt.
Although many love experts always say that caring about the other person's past will make you look quite stupid, but now she feels that men with a past are really annoying!