When Si Jingyu came to the door of the ward, he suddenly felt a little shy about being close to home.
She felt extremely guilty when she thought about her inexplicable affection for Xin Xin, her various entangled feelings for Xin Xin in the past, how she was very cruel to him, and how she sometimes wanted not to see him.
She bit her lip and stood at the door.
Then he stretched out his hand tremblingly and pushed open the door.
When the door opened, the little man jumped out of the hospital bed and rushed over.
Then she hugged that little person's body, so soft and small, it made her heart tremble a few times.
At this moment, the incomplete heart was suddenly filled!
The incompleteness of five years was suddenly complete, which made her heart full and felt very warm.
She opened her lips, wanting to shout Xinxin, but suddenly she couldn't, her throat was choked.
She hugged Xinxin tightly and forcefully, feeling a sense of happiness that was lost and found.
The blood relationship between mother and child is a wonderful thing, which made her unable to dislike Xin Xin the first time she saw him.
At that time, I thought it was because Xinxin looked like Shi Jinyan and she was so in love with the house, but now I discovered that Xinxin actually had a mouth that reminded her of her.
Si Jingyu hugged Xinxin and listened to his words, her eyes suddenly became moist.
She looked at Xinxin and let him go after a while, but she didn't want to let go of his hand.
Xinxin found that her eyes were red and said hurriedly, "Auntie, don't cry. Don't cry. I can't see my father anymore, okay? Don't cry, auntie, I like you!"
When he said this, he stretched out his little hand to wipe Si Jingyu's tears. His obedient and sensible attitude made Si Jingyu even more sad to see him!
I used to think that his well-behaved and sensible nature was due to being cautious and afraid that adults would not take him seriously.
But now that I have changed my perspective, I see the problem differently.
He must have had such a hard life since he was a child, but he only knows how to look at people's faces.
He is only five years old!
A child who is only five years old is about to plot against his grandma for his own life.
Si Jingyu's eyes turned red again when he thought of this.
If it were another child, if the child grew up with her, he would be a favored little prince, and would develop an arrogant and self-centered character. If this happened, he would probably cry directly to his parents or grandma. He shouted that he didn't want to die, and cried that it hurt, because he was not sensible at all and took everything for granted.
But what about Xinxin
He was afraid that his father would hate him, and he was afraid that he would hate him, so he used careful methods to
This kind of little thought, when I think about it now, doesn't make people feel annoying, it just makes people feel sad!
Thinking of this, tears rolled down again.
Xinxin was stunned, and hurriedly reached out his hand, wiped Si Jingyu's tears, and said in panic: "Auntie, don't cry, don't cry, Xinxin is bad, Xinxin will never make you angry again. Already…”
Listening to these milky words, Si Jingyu's heart felt like it was being grabbed, and it hurt!
She grabbed Xinxin's little hand, looked at him seriously and said, "Xinxin, that's not the case."
She looked at him steadily, "Xinxin, I am your mother, and I am the mother who gave birth to you. You were born from your mother's belly! Xinxin, don't be so careful with your mother in the future, just say what you want. , No matter what you say or do, mom will never hate you!"
(End of chapter)