She only said these few words, and the emotions that had been suppressed for a whole month suddenly burst out.
Suddenly she couldn't help it, stretched out her hands to cover her eyes, squatted on the ground, and burst into tears.
She said only one sentence.
I'm angry, I'm sad, I'm sad.
The three most common words couldn't express how painful her heart was.
She didn't say it out loud, but he understood.
Si Zhengting's eyes narrowed slightly. He saw the woman in front of him squatting in front of him, crying like that. He felt a tearing pain in his chest, which made him want to bend down and sever it. Press your heart.
He really wanted to abandon everything and just stepped forward, hugged her and comforted her. Even if they are about to be greeted by a violent storm tomorrow and the sky collapses, they don't care.
But...can't.
They are no longer two people. They have a child. For the safety of the child, he must make the cruelest decision.
As he stood there, the scenery behind him gradually lost its color, and all the colors were fixed on him alone.
Zhuang Nainai lowered his head and couldn't see his emotions, so he just let himself stare at her, his eyes filled with the most affectionate love in the world.
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I don't know how long I cried, but Zhuang Nainai finally cried enough.
She sobbed and raised her head, and saw that he was still standing in the same position and didn't even come forward.
The moonlight outside the window was bright, shining coldly on his body.
There were only two people in the room now, but he still insisted on his choice.
When Zhuang Nainai thought of this, she couldn't help but curl her lips in self-mockery. She wiped her tears and stood up slowly.
Her eyes were swollen from crying, and tears still appeared at this moment. She wiped them randomly with her sleeves, and then raised her head again, but when she raised her head, the tears flowed out again, like a flood. Once the gate is closed, it can't be stopped no matter what.
Zhuang Nainai pursed her lips and simply let her tears flow. Then she watched Si Zhengting slowly speak, her voice choked with sobs, and she paused as she spoke, "Si Zhengting, my mother is dead."
"When I received this news, do you know how sad and sad I was?"
"You are the only relative I have left in this world."
"Are you still going to... do this to me?"
God knows how she survived this month. How many times can a person experience great sorrow in his life
No more than three times, parents passed away, husband and wife turned against each other, and wives were separated.
And for her, these three great sorrows happened to her at once.
I have never experienced that kind of pain and cannot understand it at all.
After waking up, there was no family or lover in the apartment. Even friends could not fill their importance in her life.
She looked at Si Zhengting and spoke slowly: "Si Zhengting, I know you have your difficulties, you have your difficulties, and you feel that your choice is right."
When she said this, she couldn't help but pursed her lips, sniffed, and then continued, "I came here to ask you two things. First, what are you hiding? What are you doing? ?Why is it like this between us?"
"But now, I don't want to ask. I know that if I ask, you won't answer. You will only find some other excuses and say some hurtful things. I only want to ask you one question. How is the child? You know I don’t know...how much I miss them..."
(End of chapter)