"... Not worthy?" Gu Nianzhi repeated Lu Jin's words blankly. Although she heard the word clearly, her mind was as if it was muddled and she had no idea what it meant.
She subconsciously responded: "Yes, it means, no, it means no. What does it have to do with whether it is worthy or not?"
Lu Jin lowered his head and didn't speak for a long time.
Gu Nianzhi was anxious, disappointed, and slightly aggrieved. Finally, he couldn't help it anymore and wanted to get out of bed.
As a result, she overestimated the extent of her recovery, and her vision went dark. Her limbs were completely out of control, and she rolled down from her vagina with a clang.
She clutched her chest, her face turned pale in pain, and sweat broke out on her forehead.
Lu Jin was really frightened and rushed over to pick her up and put her on the specially made hospital bed.
The monitoring instruments connected to her chest, head and wrists started to scream.
The seven-colored lights complement each other in the space of the ward, emitting rainbow lights, just like a rainbow set up in the room, which is so beautiful.
Gu Nianzhi had no intention of admiring such beautiful scenery at this time.
Ming Li's eyes were wide open, like two pills of black mercury soaked in white mercury. They were ethereal and clear, and she looked at Lu Jin's tense face quietly.
There was uncontrollable sadness and disappointment in her eyes.
"Are you okay? Don't move... I told you, you have to control yourself. Don't make such big movements, it will affect the recovery of your wound." Sweat broke out on Lu Jin's forehead, and his face turned horribly white.
His hands trembled slightly, but his eyes did not dare to meet Gu Nianzhi's.
Gu Nianzhi looked at the hair swirling on top of his head and said softly: "...I was sent there by you and kidnapped by them from that world, right?"
Lu Jin nodded, half-kneeling in front of Gu Nianzhi's bed, and slowly tucked her into a thin quilt.
"... Over there in the world, there is Gu Xiangwen, and he has a daughter named Gu Nianzhi."
Lu Jin's body suddenly stiffened. He kept tucking Gu Nianzhi into bed, lowered his head, and half-knelt there motionless.
"That Gu Xiangwen is very good to his daughter Gu Nianzhi. I heard that little Nianzhi has a bad temper and often gets into conflicts with others. But in that Gu Xiangwen's eyes, there is nothing wrong with his daughter."
"He doesn't care whether she has a good temper or whether she is well-behaved and obedient. He loves his daughter wholeheartedly and unreservedly."
"A lot of arrangements and preparations have been made to treat her illness and to allow her to grow up safely."
"At that time, I really thought that he was my father, a father who loved me more than I imagined. - Do you know how happy I was?"
Gu Nianzhi's tears fell without warning, but she was not crying, just shedding tears.
"I actually lived a good life in that world, but no matter how good my life was, I also knew that the people who were good to me were not my parents."
"I used to have no expectations or fantasies about my parents. I didn't understand why, but when I saw the unreserved love my classmates' parents had for them, I realized what I was missing."
"But I never thought about asking for more, because Mr. Huo is good enough to me."
Thinking of Huo Shaoheng over there, Gu Nianzhi closed his eyes, and big tears fell down again, falling on the thin silk quilt, and rolling down the special silk that did not touch water.
Lu Jin lowered his head, and his tears fell uncontrollably, mixing with Gu Nianzhi's tears and leaving a faint trace of water on the sheets.
"... It wasn't until I came here that I realized that the Gu Xiangwen over there, the gentle, generous and kind-hearted Gu Xiangwen, might not be my father."
"There must be another Gu Nianzhi over there, but he died before I got there, right?"
Because counterparts cannot live in the same time and space at the same time.
The fact that she was able to pass there safely meant that Gu Nianzhi over there was dead.
Lu Jin nodded again and wiped his tears with the back of his hand.
Gu Nianzhi took a deep breath and said slowly: "... I knew that I was not so lucky. Such a good father does not belong to me... "
Lu Jian couldn't bear it anymore, and suddenly knelt down in front of Gu Nianzhi's bed, clutching the silk quilt tightly, and his shoulders began to shake uncontrollably.
He suppressed his crying, but couldn't control his heartache.
It's all him... It's all him... It's all his fault...
He is arrogant and arrogant, and even regards himself as God. He will do anything for scientific breakthroughs.
But look at him, what has he done? !
What face does he have to let such a nice girl call him father? —He really doesn’t deserve it!
When he gave birth to her, how could he have any intention of treating her as his daughter? !
Gu Nianzhi didn't know what Lu Jin was thinking, but from the look on his face, she knew that he was extremely uncomfortable and guilty, but still unwilling to admit that he was her father, Gu Xiangwen.
Her disappointment had reached the extreme, and anger gradually appeared in her eyes, "If that's the case, then why do you still come to me?!"
"You've already sent me away, and I don't remember anything, so why bother?"
Lu Jin stopped crying and shook his head in a hoarse voice, "No... that's not it... I just want... I just want to see you..."
"Look at me? You only dare to hide under the mask of the Lion King and look at me! Lie to me to call you daddy!" Gu Nianzhi used all his strength to push Lu Jin's head away.
"... You just don't want me! You don't want me! Why did you give birth to me?!"
Lu Jin suddenly raised his head and saw Gu Nianzhi's tear-stained face, and his big black and white eyes full of despair and sorrow.
He rushed over, held her hand, his lips trembled, choked with sobs for a while, and then said: "Nianzhi, dad is sorry for you..."
Gu Nianzhi closed her eyes, letting tears flow from the corners of her eyes into her temples, and murmured: "You finally admit that you are my father? Why? Why don't you all want me? Why don't you even admit that you are my father? So strenuous?"
Her voice was filled with disappointment and exhaustion, as if she was exhausted at the end of a marathon.
Lu Jin didn't expect Gu Nianzhi to be so smart, even smarter than he imagined.
After only a few contacts, she guessed that he was her father.
But to be honest, he wasn't ready to recognize her yet, but she was so powerful, every word struck his heart like 50,000 volts of voltage, and he couldn't control himself at all.
To hell with those worries!
Since his daughter is so brave, he can't let her down again.
Lu Jin organized his thoughts, took out the tissue from the bedside table in front of the hospital bed, wiped Gu Nianzhi's tears, and said, "Yes, I am your father, Gu Xiangwen."
"I'm not as gentle, generous and kind as Gu Xiangwen over there, so I disappoint you."
Gu Nianzhi: "..."
She opened her eyes and stared at him, "Do you think I'm disappointed with this?!"
"Isn't it?" Lu Jin rubbed his hands nervously, knelt down straight, and forced himself to look at Gu Nianzhi: "I have interpersonal communication disorder. I don't know how to be a human being, I can only do experiments."
"I have a bad temper and often offend people."
"They all say I'm crazy. I'm academically crazy, crazy beyond your imagination."
"And I'm still a wanted criminal with a life-and-death lawsuit."
"The most important thing is that when I gave birth to you, I didn't treat you as a daughter."
"For me, in the beginning, you were just an experiment for me."
"But later, you grew up day by day in front of my eyes. You would look at me and smile. When I fed you formula milk, you would hold the bottle and drink it with relish."
"You are very well-nurtured, and your daily eating, drinking and eating habits are as regular as a parenting textbook."
"When I was doing experiments, you would look at me with your eyes wide open. Sometimes you would eat your hands when you were bored. I told you not to eat, and you would giggle at me, take out your little hands from your mouth, and then When he thought I couldn't see him, he secretly stuffed his little hand into his mouth."
"I drew your blood and bone marrow. You were in pain, but you didn't cry. You just looked at me in confusion, thinking I was playing a game with you."
"You are so cute, I gradually forgot that you are just an experiment of mine."
"I began to realize that you are not an experiment, you are a living person. You are my biological daughter, Gu Xiangwen."
"I couldn't help but cry when I was extracting bone marrow for you, but you wiped my tears with your little hands, blew on me, and promised me that I would be well behaved. Dad, don't cry... You were only two years old at that time... "
"Soon I had a major breakthrough in my magnetic field research. I left the biogenetic laboratory and handed you over to someone you shouldn't have handed over."
"I came back four years later and saw you at the age of six..."
"...It's all my fault, I made you suffer for four years!"
Finally, he looked at Gu Nianzhi longingly and asked very uneasily: "Do you still want such an irresponsible Gu Xiangwen, such a father who can die like this?"
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This is today’s second bonus update: Chapter 1551 “Do you still want me?” 》.
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Good night, everyone, little angels~~~
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