Gu Nianzhi looked at Huo Shaoheng quietly. Although her heart was racing and her emotions were almost on the verge of collapse, she still tried her best to hold back.
There is no way, people's endurance and restraint grow up through exercise again and again.
Gu Nianzhi is no exception.
The living room is very quiet and the lights are bright, but with a white paper lampshade, it has a soft light effect.
Huo Shaoheng turned his back to the light, his strong body approaching heavily, casting a huge shadow.
Although it didn't suppress her, the momentum was indeed there.
They were very close, but there was still a little distance between them, and they were not close to each other.
There was only this small distance, but neither of them crossed it.
Gu Nianzhi's sharp and bright eyes gradually became gentle and hazy.
She slowly reached out her hand and touched Huo Shaoheng's side.
The slender fingers caressed, slowly going down from his temples to his lips.
Huo Shaoheng did not move, lowered his head, and let her fingers caress his face.
Her hands were soft and her fingertips were delicate. Touching her face felt indescribably comfortable and smooth.
When her fingers came to his lips, Huo Shaoheng turned his head and kissed her fingers.
Kissing from the fingertips down, along her soft and boneless fingers.
The kiss wasn't very deep, he just touched her fingertips gently with his lips, kissed her to the base of her fingers, then slowly moved upwards, and even rubbed her straight nose against Gu Nianzhi's fingers.
Gu Nianzhi has both voice control and face control, but few people know that in terms of face control, her nose is the most controllable.
A straight, perfectly shaped nose has always been something she can't refuse.
When Gu Nianzhi saw Huo Shaoheng like this, he was really angry and funny in his heart.
She retracted her hand, wiped her fingers with a tissue on the coffee table, lowered her eyebrows, and said slowly: "Mr. Peter, ask me if I have feelings for you. Do you want to hear the truth or a lie?"
Huo Shaoheng: "..."
He sat down next to Gu Nianzhi, propped his elbows on the sofa, looked at Gu Nianzhi sideways, smiled slightly and said, "What if I want to hear both the truth and lies?"
"Then I'll tell you everything." Gu Nianzhi laughed softly, moved to the side, and sat far away on the other end of the sofa, keeping a certain safe distance from Huo Shaoheng.
She took a deep breath, looked at Huo Shaoheng and said, "Mr. Peter, it's a lie. Of course I feel it."
"What about the truth?" Huo Shaoheng smiled even deeper.
"The truth is, I do feel it."
Huo Shaoheng still looked at her with a smile, no change in his expression at all, but he was no longer so sure in his heart.
He tilted his head, quietly moved towards Gu Nianzhi, and asked, "There is no difference between your truth and lies..."
After all, I just have feelings for him.
Gu Nianzhi curled his lips, "How can there be no difference? The difference is huge."
She put her fingers on the small pear dimple on her lips, frowned slightly, and thought for a moment before saying, "Mr. Peter, to be honest with you, everything you have done was something I could only dream of before."
"I once hoped that the person I loved would be like you, be able to speak nice words, and put me first in front of and behind everyone. If something happens, he would help me immediately instead of letting me carry it myself."
Huo Shaoheng: "..."
The uneasiness in my heart became more serious.
Why "once"
What does adding these two words mean
Could it be that everything he did as Peter was not what Gu Nianzhi wanted
"I also regretted that he didn't say those nice words and do those things that I once thought were necessary like other men."
"So after you made up for all my regrets, how could I not feel it?"
Huo Shaoheng breathed a sigh of relief and said with a smile: "Then you admit that you have feelings for me? Then why do you keep rejecting me?"
Gu Nianzhi raised his hand and waved, "Don't worry, the feeling I'm talking about is not the feeling of love between men and women, but pure touching and understanding."
Huo Shaoheng: "...comprehension?"
"That's right." Gu Nianzhi nodded to Huo Shaoheng with a smile, "Thank you, Mr. Peter, for helping me understand my heart clearly and letting me understand what the relationship I really want and the person I really love look like."
Huo Shaoheng had no choice but to smile bitterly, "...How do you want me to answer this? Should I say you're welcome? - No, our KGB never admits defeat."
Gu Nianzhi shrugged, "You really don't need to waste your time."
"Is there something wrong with me?" Huo Shaoheng looked angry, "You said you have a loved one, does this person really exist? If he is in this world, why doesn't he come to you? Let you go through this alone. Too many things?"
Gu Nianzhi almost failed, so she quickly turned her head and looked away to prevent Huo Shaoheng from seeing the look in her eyes.
She looked at the corner on the other side of the living room, holding back a smile and said, "Where he is is not your concern. As for whether he will come to me or not, it has nothing to do with you."
Is this person really addicted to acting? !
Who is not a drama star? !
So Gu Nianzhi turned around, looked at him, and said in the most sincere tone: "Mr. Peter, thank you for doing all this. I'm not a stone-hearted person, so how could I not feel it?"
"But the more I feel, the more I understand that you are not the one I love."
"The person I love will not say that he wants to chase me in public, but he will quietly eradicate all those who try to get close to me with bad intentions."
"He won't make those vows about what his life will be like, but he will tell me every day that as long as he is there, I will be there."
Gu Nianzhi was silent for a moment and put his hand on his chest to suppress the surging love that had nowhere to go.
She realized that she was not acting, and every word she spoke came from her heart.
Taking a deep breath, Gu Nianzhi continued: "Everything you said and everything you did made me understand that you are Peter, and you are not him. If he is the same as you, he will not be him."
"Your sweet words and small attentiveness, in fact, any man can do it."
"I used to think it was a pity that he didn't pursue me like an ordinary man."
"Now what you have done makes me understand that there is actually nothing to regret. I don't even know it. It turns out that I don't care about this."
"Mr. Peter, don't laugh. Emotional matters are like drinking water. You know whether it is hot or cold. You must experience it before you know what you really want."
"I thank you for allowing me to go through all this without hurting him, and thank you for allowing me to see my true heart clearly."
Gu Nianzhi nodded slightly and thanked Huo Shaoheng.
Huo Shaoheng was greatly shocked by Gu Nianzhi's words.
He really didn't care who Gu Nianzhi loved, Huo Shaoheng or this Peter.
It's all him anyway, what does he care about
But no matter what he did here, he had a very clear understanding that these things were done by Peter, not Huo Shaoheng.
As a senior general intelligence officer, this habit has become so ingrained in my bones that I don't even realize there is anything wrong with it.
Until Gu Nianzhi sat here and told him softly and clearly that Huo Shaoheng did not do all this, so she didn't want to...
Huo Shaoheng's eyes were a little bitter. He held his breath and looked at her. The love in his eyes could no longer be suppressed.
Gu Nianzhi held his hands against his chest, thinking about the past days when the two of them were there, and said sincerely: "Thank you, Mr. Peter, for making me understand that I love him so much."
"I love everything about him, the advantages and disadvantages, the things that are worse than others and the things that are not as good as others, I know them all clearly."
"I know that I am not the first in his heart, but I still love him and love him as a whole, from the inside out, from his thoughts to his words and deeds."
"He is unique, you are not him."
"But I still want to thank you, because you didn't imitate him either."
Huo Shaoheng couldn't control himself at all and sat down next to Gu Nianzhi unknowingly.
On the other side of Gu Nianzhi was the armrest of the sofa, and she had no way to retreat.
He simply looked into Huo Shaoheng's eyes and said word by word: "I hope he is by my side. Even if we just eat together, walk together, talk and chat together."
"Say good night to each other when you go to bed."
"Wake up in the morning, look at each other, smile, and say good morning."
"This is the happiest and most beautiful life I can imagine."
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This is the first update today: Chapter 1697 "I Love You".
Second update at 8pm.
PS: What a fitting chapter. Happy 520 to all the girls~~~
Hey guys, little angels~~~
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