Gu Nianzhi's crying voice was almost hoarse, and her usual sweet and crisp voice sounded exactly like two different people.
But he knew clearly that this was the voice of Nian Zhi.
He originally thought that when he saw the video of her being electrocuted, it was already extremely painful, but when he heard her cry, he realized that there was something even more painful than that.
"...I was wrong...I deserved it..."
These two sentences hit Huo Shaoheng like a nuclear bomb, shattering him to pieces without any effort.
For a moment, Huo Shaoheng's brain was almost in a blank state of ignorance.
There was no longer a dark and deep blue night sky in front of him, no stars twinkling close at hand, and there was no special plane on the opposite side that made him worried. He only felt that he was in the boundless wilderness, the sky and the earth were long, and the years stretched across it.
He was like a traveler who had traveled thousands of miles in the desert. All the food had been eaten and all the drinking water had been used up. But just when he saw the oasis in front of him and thought he was in danger, he suddenly collapsed.
He heard her voice coming from the air, echoing in the wilderness, with the wind lingering and the rain blowing in all directions.
Word by word came from the depths of her heart, entered his ears, and entered his heart. She revealed her deepest self, and he could see her pain, the tossing and turning of being unable to let go but having to let go.
The expression on his face remained unchanged, his hands still firmly grasped the rudder of the fighter plane, and he looked straight ahead, seemingly unmoved.
But the shock and impact of that moment cannot be described in words. It can only be described as empathy. As much as she hurt, he felt as much pain, plus twice as much pain.
But he is a man, a man who believes in bleeding but not crying. No matter how serious the injury is, no matter how painful the pain is, he will only swallow it with a smile.
Even if he is really destroyed by a nuclear bomb, he will still come back in spirit to protect the land in his heart.
At that moment, he would rather turn into a long wind. Whenever she feels the breath of the wind, he is back to see her.
But the woman he could no longer let go of, the woman whose name was engraved in every crack in his heart, the woman he loved more than life, was all bruised and bruised precisely because of him.
He didn't even know that Nian Zhiren was behind bars in Germany and actually saw the scene when he and Tan Guiren got off the plane.
When she was at her most vulnerable, when she needed help the most, and when she longed for him the most, he used his carelessness to give her a fatal blow.
Huo Shaoheng slowly raised the corners of his lips, revealing a faint smile.
During his more than ten years of military career, he had been tortured and shot, and he had fought life-and-death battles with various desperadoes like a savage in the rubber forests of Southeast Asia.
A large area of skin was grafted on his back, and the gunshot wound on his shoulder almost penetrated his entire body. Fortunately for him, the bullet did not hit his pipa bone, otherwise he would have been disabled long ago.
But all the sufferings put together were not as damaging to him as reading these two sentences.
Those sufferings only hurt his body, but her pain directly hit his soul.
If he had known that being with her would be a huge gamble, now that she had made the bet, he had no choice but to stay with her until the end.
All his emotions were squandered on her, and when she didn't want him anymore, he had nothing and was completely bankrupt.
This girl who was only 7 days away from turning 19 years old, this girl who followed him from 12 to 18 years old, used such determination to make him unforgettable.
Those people are really thinking too hard...
They finally knew his weakness, so they raised the knife and stabbed him hard at the softest and most fatal part.
But if they thought they could defeat him completely this way, they were totally wrong.
Huo Shaoheng held his breath and looked straight ahead. He was in a daze for a moment, and then said attentively: "... It's so painful to think about it, but you actually kept the recording. He Zhichu, I really overestimated you, tearing open other people's scars Don’t you think it’s despicable to show it to others? Nianzhi trusts you so much that she tells you her innermost thoughts. Is this how you treat her trust?”
He Zhichu actually regretted it when he clicked on this audio. Reinz sent this audio to him. He already knew that he had bad intentions.
This was recorded at Reinz's home. Reinz's "home" was not his real home at all, but a secret base of the German Federal Intelligence Service, so it was not surprising that there were all kinds of secret recording equipment inside. strangeness.
He was clearly aware of Reinz's intentions and had never thought of showing them to anyone, but when Huo Shaoheng caught up with him in an unyielding manner, he was so angry that he let him go without hesitation. He listens.
Now that Huo Shaoheng once again pointed out his guilt, He Zhichu clenched his fists and refused to show weakness and said: "Others said this about me, and I admit it. It was an underhanded act and betrayed her trust. But you are the only one who can't. , because the person who should hear these words most is you! - What's wrong? Are you angry?! Can you get away as far as you can! Don't let her see you again!"
Huo Shaoheng relaxed his expression and said calmly: "Whether you want to see me or not is up to you. You have to let Nianzhi decide for herself. Likewise, have you got her consent to take her to the United States?"
"She was injured so badly by the Gestapo and is still unconscious. You still want me to ask her? Ha..." Of course He Zhichu would not let Gu Nianzhi talk to Huo Shaoheng.
What's there to say? If you give up, you've given up. No matter how eloquent you are, you can't change this fact.
Huo Shaoheng had already expected that Gu Nianzhi was injured, so he said more calmly: "Because she is injured, you should leave her to me. Only I can take care of her more safely."
There was something in Huo Shaoheng's words, and He Zhichu understood it.
He Zhichu knew Gu Nianzhi's special physique better than anyone else, even better than Huo Shaoheng.
This was also the reason why he had been hesitant and didn't want to take her back right away.
He still doesn't have complete control over his hometown, and the mastermind behind the scenes has not been caught by him, so he is afraid that if Nianzhi goes back with him, the tragedy of the year will happen again.
But this time, he found that his worries were unnecessary.
As long as she is by his side, no one dares to take her away.
These few times, when those people wanted to harm Nianzhi, they quietly transferred him away before they dared to take action.
What does this mean
It shows that they are afraid of him, so afraid that they don't dare to use tricks in front of him.
So as long as Nianzhi is always by his side and out of his sight, she will always be safe.
And he can safely take action and eliminate those hidden dangers one by one.
"You? Because you took care of her, she ended up like this!"
"Are you sure? It was precisely because I was not with her that she was in danger. He Chu, do you know that it is better to teach a man to fish than to teach him to fish? You want to protect her, not just let her live under your nose. Watch her day and night. Without freedom, what is the difference between you and those who want to imprison her?"
Huo Shaoheng patiently reasoned with He Zhichu. He didn't want to anger him, and Nianzhi was still in his hands.
"I imprisoned her?!" He Zhichu couldn't stand it anymore, "If it were before, I would have been grateful to you for saving her and taking care of her. But now, look at how much suffering she has suffered because of you!"
Huo Shaoheng saw that He Zhichu refused to listen to any advice, and he had already detected that more and more fighter planes were spying on them around them, and they could no longer waste time here.
"He Zhichu, if you think about it carefully, she has followed me for six years without any harm, but since you came to her, she has been in bad luck. Do you really think she is in trouble because of me?"
Huo Shaoheng finally stopped being polite. At the same time, he flipped his wrist and the fighter plane he was flying suddenly turned 90 degrees. The fire control radar quickly activated and locked on a shadowy foreign fighter jet in their nine o'clock direction.
Hey!
A series of jamming bombs were suddenly launched from the direction locked by the fire control radar of Huo Shaoheng's fighter plane, sending out a roaring smoke in the night sky. Then soon, a fighter plane with a plaster flag appeared and quickly left the nine o'clock direction.
"See? There are more than just our fighters here." Huo Shaoheng reminded He Zhichu, "Don't hesitate anymore, at least let Nian Zhishang heal before making a decision."
"What do you mean?" He Zhichu was a little anxious. When Huo Shaoheng drove away the Japanese fighter jet with the plaster flag painted on it, he had also seen it, "Can you guarantee it?"
"You can record my words now. If I break my promise, you can show it to anyone, including Nian Zhi, even my boss, my colleagues, or my subordinates, so that I can lose face.
He Zhichu's face darkened, "Okay, this is what you said. Just say what you just said again and I'll record it."
He turned on the recording button on his phone.
Huo Shaoheng said clearly word by word: "I, Huo Shaoheng, agree to wait for Gu Nianzhi to make a choice after she wakes up. Whether she stays in our country or goes to another country, it is up to her."
He Zhichu recorded it and replayed it to Huo Shaoheng, "Did you hear that? If you don't let him go, I have other ways besides this."
"I believe it." Huo Shaoheng didn't care. "With Attorney He's methods, if you really want to punish me, there will be a way."
"As long as you know."
He Zhichu left the cockpit and came to Gu Nianzhi's cabin.
Gu Nianzhi was still sleeping. He Zhichu saw her cheeks turned red and her face was like a peach blossom. He was startled. He reached out and touched her forehead and found that it was burning hot.
She has a fever...
He Zhichu composed himself and called her gently: "Think about it? Think about it? What do you think?"
Gu Nianzhi also knew that he had a fever. His whole body was hot, his lips were chapped, and his throat was burning.
She said "hmm" in a hoarse voice, opened her eyes, and glanced at He Zhichu weakly.
He Zhichu touched her head and asked in a low voice: "Nianzhi, are you willing to go home with me?"
Gu Nianzhi closed his eyes slightly and said intermittently: "...Professor He, aren't we going home?"
"Yes, come back with me to the United States, will you?" He Zhichu hesitated and asked tentatively.
"Why do you want to go to the United States?" Gu Nianzhi frowned with two beautiful long eyebrows, "...The United States is not my home, my home is in China, and I want to go back to China."
"Do you still want to go back to China? I thought you had made a clean break with Huo Shaoheng. Are you still inseparable from him?" He Zhichu's smile was a little bleak and a little embarrassed.
No wonder Huo Shaoheng had the upper hand in front of him. It turned out that he was so determined...
She loves him, so he is always invincible.
And this position was originally his, why should Huo Shaoheng take it away? !
Although Gu Nianzhi had a high fever, he was not confused.
She shook her head slightly. Although her voice was hoarse, her words were smooth: "No, I want to go back to China, because my home is there, my studies, career, and friends are all there. As for Mr. Huo, I have already talked to him again." No connection.”
Now when she talks about this name, she has no special feeling.
"No more involvement? What if he persists?" Of course He Zhichu was worried. He didn't believe Huo Shaoheng would let go.
But Gu Nianzhi remained silent and said, "No, he is not that kind of person."
If she insists on breaking up, Huo Shaoheng will not pester her.
After being with him for so long, from an ignorant 12-year-old boy to a young girl in love, all her wisdom was used to figure out that tough man who seemed unattainable and taciturn.
Although she lost miserably in the end, she had no regrets.
If you have never been deeply in love, how do you know what you want
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This is the first update. There were four updates yesterday, the last one was at 11pm last night, dear friends, I forgot to read it!
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Second update at 7pm.
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