"Actually... I actually decided that this is a good thing..." Bai Xue said, with a worried look on his face. Although she said it was a "good thing", her expression looked bitter.
Qi Xiaoyun was stunned, and then sneered: "Are you out of your mind?" Bai Xue gave Qi Xiaoyun a cold look and was too lazy to pay attention to her. Hong Zhong said: "I don't understand either. You...how do you say this is a good thing? I can't see what's good about it." Bai Xue poured herself a glass of water stiffly and said, "Didn't Tang Rouyu say just now? ? We will never be able to return to college after we die. Our souls will be brought to the underworld of this world by black and white and impermanence, and be reincarnated. Think carefully about the meaning of these words... "
Qi Xiaoyun, Pan Longtao, and Hong Zhong were confused at first, but soon, the confusion in their eyes disappeared, replaced by a clear understanding.
"You mean..." Hong Zhong considered his words and said, "We... we should just live in this world... and never go back to college?"
Bai Xue nodded numbly, "Do you really want to go back to that scary school? Continue to live that kind of frightened life, endlessly doing the tasks assigned by the principal, and being imitated by the so-called seniors. Sisters are bullying... I don't know what you think, anyway... Anyway, I am disgusted and fed up."
Do you really want to go back to that scary school
Hong Zhong, Qi Xiaoyun, and Pan Longtao asked themselves and fell into deep contemplation. Yes, why are you trying so hard to go back? It's not heaven. Even hell is probably better than there.
Bai Xue added: "The principal did not limit the time for the task, and did not even give us a specific task. I think this is also the principal's opportunity to give us a second choice. Should we choose to return to college desperately, or choose to live in this world? Keep living. I... I really don't have any reason to go back to college... With my current abilities and the rest of my life, I can live very well in this world. Why... Why do I have to fight to the death to go back to that world? Damn school!?”
Hong Zhong felt that he was a little swayed by Bai Xue. He also had no reason to go back to college. When your own life is under huge threat, how can you care about others? Who wants to go back to that damn school? This is ancient China, the beginning of the Tang Dynasty. He can use the gold and silver from college to buy a house in a huge city like Chang'an, have three wives and four concubines, and live a life of ease. As long as you don't do any bad things or even accumulate good karma, you won't be able to find a good family in your next life? In the next life, after drinking Meng Po soup, you will forget everything and you can start from scratch.
What's wrong with this!
Pan Longtao's heart moved when he saw Hong Zhong, and Qi Xiaoyun also raised his head and thought deeply, hesitating. To be honest, he agreed with Bai Xue's statement in his heart. He couldn't even find a reason to refute Bai Xue and a reason to return to college. However, there was a strong resistance deep in his heart.
He cannot accept the reality of this world! No matter how real this world is, even the "Six Paths of Reincarnation" exists, as does the Jade Emperor and the Tathagata Buddha. It seems that the real cannot be real anymore, but this does not change the fact that "this is just a scene world constructed by the principal through some means." Such a fact.
Pan Longtao always felt that the world was hypocritical. If he wants to live in such a hypocritical world, he must really resist it.
To put it in a popular metaphor, a rich man who is used to living in the upper class moves to live in a slum. What kind of hypocritical behavior is this! Compared with the general scene world, the existence of the college world is undoubtedly transcendent. Even though colleges and universities are all bad and bad, that sense of real existence still exists in the minds of students. In the world of exam scenarios, the feeling of hypocrisy is equally real.
What kind of hypocritical people and hypocritical behaviors are they looking for false peace and happiness in a hypocritical world? !
"I've decided!" Bai Xue suddenly slapped the case and stood up, looked up to the sky and sighed, "Sooner or later you will die if you continue to work like this. You are going to die anyway, and it is better to die early than to die later. I still have a lot of time to enjoy the next time. What's more, there are also immortal cultivators in this world. Here, I have more choices, and there is no need for me to go back to college. Even if I die at the end of my life, I can still be reincarnated. Although my memory has disappeared, in the end At least I’m still alive!”
Hong Zhong looked at her blankly, "Baixue, have you...really thought it through? But Li Shuangmu and the others will let us go, right?" Bai Xue clenched her fists tightly, as if she was clenching something, and said, "My life depends on it." I make my own decisions. It is my own right and freedom to choose. No one is qualified to make a choice on my behalf or tell me what to do. The only one who can decide my destiny is God and myself!" At this time, she There was no melancholy and bitterness on his face, only determination that he had never seen before.
Qi Xiaoyun also stood up and said: "I take back what I said before. Not only is your brain not broken, it seems to be better than some people's now! Since you want to stay, count me in." Hong Zhong was stunned, He said: "Qi Xiaoyun, why are you..." He really couldn't understand that Zhong Limo wanted to save her at the expense of his life last night, but now she gave up so easily. Is Zhong Limo's sacrifice too worthless
Pan Longtao said: "I think you should think it over carefully. Is this really good?" Pan Longtao really couldn't agree with this kind of behavior of escaping reality, evading responsibility, and pursuing hypocritical happiness. However, he only suggested that they think about it carefully. After all, as Bai Xue said herself, her fate is in her own hands, and no one has the qualifications or power to interfere or even decide.
Bai Xue said: "I have thought about it very clearly. I will go and talk to Li Shuangmu, Tang Rouyu and the others now." Qi Xiaoyun said: "I will go too. Let's see what they say." Qi Xiaoyun looked at Hong Zhong and Pan Longtao again, "You guys What?" Pan Longtao shook his head and said melancholy: "This is not what I want. If... if you really want to leave, I can only wish you a safe journey." Hong Zhongze wiped the cold sweat from his forehead and said: "I... Rong Let me think about it again... think about it again... this is really... "
Qi Xiaoyun said: "Okay. Then think about it slowly and think it through. After all, this is a life-long choice." After saying that, she went upstairs with Bai Xue. Pan Longtao and Hong Zhong saw them and followed them.
Tang Rouyu did not rest. Although she was exhausted physically and mentally, she still had no intention of resting. So far, she has encountered too many things, and she needs to sort them out. She knew very well that at this time, she had to stay calm and not be chaotic. There are only useless people in this world, and there are never problems that cannot be solved.
At this moment, there was a knock on the door, and Qi Xiaoyun's voice came in, "Sister, have you rested?" Tang Rouyu came to her senses, stood up and opened the door, and saw Bai, Qi, Hong, and Pan. They were all outside the door and asked, "Is something wrong?" Bai Xue said first, "Sister Tang, I have something to tell you." Tang Rouyu nodded and said, "Come in and talk."
When everyone was seated, Bai Xue said: "Sister Tang, I want to leave Class 1237... No, to be precise, I want to leave the university. I don't want to go back."
A trace of surprise flashed in Tang Rouyu's eyes, but there was no unnecessary expression on her face. Instead, she smiled and said: "Really? Have you really made up your mind?" Pan Longtao said quickly: "I'll just come and take a look, not including me. ." Tang Rouyu looked at Qi Xiaoyun and said, "Are you the same?" Tang Rouyu's tone was very calm, neither disappointed nor angry. It was this flat tone that made Qi Xiaoyun very uncomfortable. She took a deep breath and said, "Well, I also decided to stay."
Tang Rouyu looked at Hong Zhong and saw his eyes flickering and hesitation on his face, so she did not provoke him, but sighed, feeling helpless and regretful after all, and said: "Since you told me, it means that you have made up your mind. I I know that trying to persuade is in vain. The road is at your feet, and everyone is free to follow it. Now that you have decided, I respect your choice. The same goes for Li Shuangmu and Yin Kuang. Don't worry, we won't stop you."
Bai Xue and Qi Xiaoyun both breathed a sigh of relief. It's not that they are afraid that Tang Rouyu and others will catch them. Since they have made up their mind to leave, they will leave no matter what. They are just in the same class and have experienced life and death with each other, so they hope to have a good get-together and a good separation.
Tang Rouyu said again: "Since I have decided to leave, there is no rush. It is better to wait until Yin Kuang, Leng Huaping and the others recover before leaving. After all, we are in the same class, and you are leaving, so we should bid farewell to you. You are also considered our classmate. The friendship comes to a perfect end.”
Bai Xue and Qi Xiaoyun thought about it and nodded in agreement. Anyway, we have decided to leave. There will still be a long time to come, not less than these few days.
"But I still hope you will think about it seriously." Tang Rouyu said after sending Qi Xiaoyun and others out of the room.
Qi Xiaoyun said: "I will." Bai Xue also nodded. But everyone can see that this is just a polite answer.
After Qi Xiaoyun, Bai Xue, and Hong Zhong all left, Pan Longtao said: "Well... do you think this is really good?" Tang Rouyu sighed, "What else can I do? I'm tired... I'm sorry." Pan Longtao said "Oh" and said: "I can't bear it anymore. No matter what, let's go get some sleep first!"