The rain is not heavy, but there is a feeling that it will not end until the end of the world.
Around 8:30, after a walk in the rain, I sent the squad leader home safely.
I wanted to avoid answering the question about the monitor, but the person who needed comfort now was the monitor. When I persuaded her to come out of the pet hospital, I also said that I had "experience in this area", so I sighed. , I told the squad leader that I had a dog at home, but the puppy died of illness.
If the soles of my feet weren't very dirty and I hadn't changed into slippers yet, I would have just gone over and gave Shu Zhe a few licks without asking.
Ah, I finally realized what I said many times before, "I'll feed it to you", but today is not the right occasion. I have to concentrate on cooking and stop telling dirty jokes.
Ah, I finally realized what I said many times before, "I'll feed it to you", but today is not the right occasion. I have to concentrate on cooking and stop telling dirty jokes.
It seemed that God was also infected by the squad leader's tears and wanted to mourn for Xiao Hei's death.
He escaped quickly.
"So, have you ever had a dog at home?"
"On the other hand, if you believe that there is a world after death, then no matter which religious point of view, a puppy riddled with all kinds of diseases is not guilty. It will definitely go to heaven and the paradise world after death, maybe And he will look down at you from the clouds. In that case, why do you let it see you looking so sad?"
When my father comforted me with these words, I deeply agreed and felt enlightened.
Only then did Shu Zhe realize that there was a look of sadness on his sister's face, but as he had no love for animals at all, he didn't understand his sister's behavior at all.
"So that's it..." The squad leader nodded, "This way a lot of things can be explained."
It is said that "it rains heavily during the Qingming Festival." When someone is leaving, a rain is the most appropriate farewell.
Why am I not? I will say that until now, whenever there are bones left on the dinner table, I have to think about it: Should I take it home for the puppy to eat? Later, I realized that there was no puppy at home, so there was only an indescribable emotion stuck in my throat, and only a wry smile remained at the corner of my mouth.
"On the other hand, if you believe that there is a world after death, then no matter which religious point of view, a puppy riddled with all kinds of diseases is not guilty. It will definitely go to heaven and the paradise world after death, maybe And he will look down at you from the clouds. In that case, why do you let it see you looking so sad?"
It is said that "it rains heavily during the Qingming Festival." When someone is leaving, a rain is the most appropriate farewell.
Instead, I nodded, "That's right. If there is no world after death, then the dead Xiao Hei's current state of existence is 'nothingness'. This is an extremely beautiful state, even better than the sweetest sleep." . If you don’t believe it, try to recall what your state was like before you were born.”
Only then did Shu Zhe realize that there was a look of sadness on his sister's face, but as he had no love for animals at all, he didn't understand his sister's behavior at all.
I vaguely remembered that when my own puppy died of illness many years ago, the sky was very clear and hatefully blue. It wasn't until nightfall, when I secretly buried it in the community garden, that God shed a few tears.
Around 8:30, after a walk in the rain, I sent the squad leader home safely.
Of course, I haven’t found out who Bingham Lampman is yet. Maybe he did nothing except say this sentence, similar to the current Weibo Vs who are famous only for their remarks.
After that, my father had a long conversation with me. He was a man who could not escape the emotional whirlpool of the past, but he had many unique insights on life and death, which could be said to have reached the depth of a philosopher.
Well, that’s pretty much what dad means. He also quoted a passage in the Tao Te Ching, which is, “The reason why I have a serious patient is because I have a body, and I don’t have a body. What trouble do I have?”
I recalled the strategy my father used to persuade me. Instead of answering the monitor’s question directly, I asked:
No matter how healthy a dog is, the lifespan is only more than ten years. In other words, after more than ten years, the squad leader will definitely taste the pain of losing his beloved dog again, and the longer the time together, the greater the pain, because they are together every day. It became a habit.
Now, the words that my father once used to comfort me, I can borrow flowers and offer them to the Buddha, can be said to the monitor again.
Alas, monitor, you have violated what Buddhism calls "persistence." "As long as you keep breathing, you can live a long life." The reason why human beings die, just like Xiao Hei, is because at some point they can no longer persist. ah!
"Ye Lin, you... have actually thought about so many issues about life and death. I used to imagine you too simply... "
Because the pet hospital received an emergency case, a German black-backed chicken bone pierced the stomach bag and required immediate surgery. Only after my persuasion did the squad leader leave Xiao Hei’s body to Xiao Ding and beat me together. I brought the umbrella from home and walked outside.
It seemed that God was also infected by the squad leader's tears and wanted to mourn for Xiao Hei's death.
If the soles of my feet weren't very dirty and I hadn't changed into slippers yet, I would have just gone over and gave Shu Zhe a few licks without asking.
"Whether it is buried or cremated, it doesn't matter at all." After attracting the monitor's attention, I pointed to my chest, "Bingham Lampman said: The best place to bury a dog is the owner's heart. "
Now, the words that my father once used to comfort me, I can borrow flowers and offer them to the Buddha, can be said to the monitor again.
"Sister, where did you go after school today? You didn't answer my phone calls! I was so hungry that I didn't have anything to eat when I came back, so I had to wait until now and order a takeaway!"
I vaguely remembered that when my own puppy died of illness many years ago, the sky was very clear and hatefully blue. It wasn't until nightfall, when I secretly buried it in the community garden, that God shed a few tears.
"On the other hand, if you believe that there is a world after death, then no matter which religious point of view, a puppy riddled with all kinds of diseases is not guilty. It will definitely go to heaven and the paradise world after death, maybe And he will look down at you from the clouds. In that case, why do you let it see you looking so sad?"
After that, my father had a long conversation with me. He was a man who could not escape the emotional whirlpool of the past, but he had many unique insights on life and death, which could be said to have reached the depth of a philosopher.
When my father comforted me with these words, I deeply agreed and felt enlightened.
Translated from classical Chinese, it means: "If I have a body, I will have birth, old age, illness, and death, as well as favors and disgrace. If I don't have a body, what worries will I have?"
In fact, it’s not me who thinks about life and death, it’s my dad! I'm only 14 years old. Why do I think about the world after death every day? But it was also great that the monitor mistakenly thought that I had deep thoughts.
Of course, I haven’t found out who Bingham Lampman is yet. Maybe he did nothing except say this sentence, similar to the current Weibo Vs who are famous only for their remarks.
He escaped quickly.
Only then did Shu Zhe realize that there was a look of sadness on his sister's face, but as he had no love for animals at all, he didn't understand his sister's behavior at all.
Instead, I nodded, "That's right. If there is no world after death, then the dead Xiao Hei's current state of existence is 'nothingness'. This is an extremely beautiful state, even better than the sweetest sleep." . If you don’t believe it, try to recall what your state was like before you were born.”
My original intention was to comfort the squad leader and send her home, but the squad leader wandered aimlessly and took me, the umbrella-holder, to an unfamiliar path. With a heavy heart, she obviously didn't want to go home right away.
The squad leader breathed in the cool air after the rain and sighed faintly: "I'm not as tolerant as you. I visit Xiao Hei every week and have developed a habit. Now I want to suddenly change the habit..."
The monitor who was holding the same umbrella as me and walking on the rain-soaked side street raised his eyes slightly and looked at me, as if he was surprised that I could say such philosophical words.
The squad leader let out a low cry again. If I hadn't seen it with my own eyes, I wouldn't have believed that the squad leader who was usually so strong and majestic would suddenly turn into a crybaby.
"But..." After I comforted him for several times, the squad leader said for the first time, "Xiao Hei has obviously gone through so many difficulties, but he can't survive this time..."
"Whether it is buried or cremated, it doesn't matter at all." After attracting the monitor's attention, I pointed to my chest, "Bingham Lampman said: The best place to bury a dog is the owner's heart. "
He escaped quickly.
No matter how healthy a dog is, the lifespan is only more than ten years. In other words, after more than ten years, the squad leader will definitely taste the pain of losing his beloved dog again, and the longer the time together, the greater the pain, because they are together every day. It became a habit.
When he opened the security door, the squad leader's brother, Shu Zhe, was watching TV and eating KFC takeout in the living room. He didn't notice the sad expression on the squad leader's face at all. He just glanced at it with his peripheral vision and asked:
Because the pet hospital received an emergency case, a German black-backed chicken bone pierced the stomach bag and required immediate surgery. Only after my persuasion did the squad leader leave Xiao Hei’s body to Xiao Ding and beat me together. I brought the umbrella from home and walked outside.
"No, Xiaozhe didn't mean it," the monitor stopped me, "Everyone has different ideas. Xiaozhe just doesn't like animals very much."
I accidentally said too much, so I turned my head away and blushed slightly.
"But..." After I comforted him for several times, the squad leader said for the first time, "Xiao Hei has obviously gone through so many difficulties, but he can't survive this time..."
Shu Zhe took advantage of me to change into slippers and hid in his bedroom. He didn't forget to take the unfinished KFC into the house.
Because the pet hospital received an emergency case, a German black-backed chicken bone pierced the stomach bag and required immediate surgery. Only after my persuasion did the squad leader leave Xiao Hei’s body to Xiao Ding and beat me together. I brought the umbrella from home and walked outside.
So my suggestion to the monitor is that she should stop volunteering at the pet hospital and find another hobby, or simply save her time for rest.
Now, the words that my father once used to comfort me, I can borrow flowers and offer them to the Buddha, can be said to the monitor again.
My original intention was to comfort the squad leader and send her home, but the squad leader wandered aimlessly and took me, the umbrella-holder, to an unfamiliar path. With a heavy heart, she obviously didn't want to go home right away.
So my suggestion to the monitor is that she should stop volunteering at the pet hospital and find another hobby, or simply save her time for rest.
Why am I not? I will say that until now, whenever there are bones left on the dinner table, I have to think about it: Should I take it home for the puppy to eat? Later, I realized that there was no puppy at home, so there was only an indescribable emotion stuck in my throat, and only a wry smile remained at the corner of my mouth.
"No, Xiaozhe didn't mean it," the monitor stopped me, "Everyone has different ideas. Xiaozhe just doesn't like animals very much."
Of course, I couldn't tell the squad leader directly about such a bag-dropping classical Chinese article, otherwise the squad leader would think I was pretending to be a big-tailed wolf.
He escaped quickly.
"Monitor, have you not eaten? Do you want me to go downstairs and buy you something?"
No matter how healthy a dog is, the lifespan is only more than ten years. In other words, after more than ten years, the squad leader will definitely taste the pain of losing his beloved dog again, and the longer the time together, the greater the pain, because they are together every day. It became a habit.
I wanted to avoid answering the question about the monitor, but the person who needed comfort now was the monitor. When I persuaded her to come out of the pet hospital, I also said that I had "experience in this area", so I sighed. , I told the squad leader that I had a dog at home, but the puppy died of illness.
There were few pedestrians on the wet street, but the air was relatively fresh. The slippery road surface reflected the light of the street lights, making the lonely night more intense.
"Whether it is buried or cremated, it doesn't matter at all." After attracting the monitor's attention, I pointed to my chest, "Bingham Lampman said: The best place to bury a dog is the owner's heart. "
He escaped quickly.
Only then did Shu Zhe realize that there was a look of sadness on his sister's face, but as he had no love for animals at all, he didn't understand his sister's behavior at all.
"Ye Lin, you... have actually thought about so many issues about life and death. I used to imagine you too simply... "
"No, no need. You have helped me a lot today. There are still noodles at home. I can cook some myself and eat them..."
I recalled the strategy my father used to persuade me. Instead of answering the monitor’s question directly, I asked:
Because the pet hospital received an emergency case, a German black-backed chicken bone pierced the stomach bag and required immediate surgery. Only after my persuasion did the squad leader leave Xiao Hei’s body to Xiao Ding and beat me together. I brought the umbrella from home and walked outside.
The squad leader let out a low cry again. If I hadn't seen it with my own eyes, I wouldn't have believed that the squad leader who was usually so strong and majestic would suddenly turn into a crybaby.
"No, Xiaozhe didn't mean it," the monitor stopped me, "Everyone has different ideas. Xiaozhe just doesn't like animals very much."
"No, Xiaozhe didn't mean it," the monitor stopped me, "Everyone has different ideas. Xiaozhe just doesn't like animals very much."
The night wind blew the hem of the monitor's school uniform, so I tilted the umbrella toward the monitor to prevent her from being caught in the rain. It didn't matter on my side. Anyway, I had pretty much soaked myself when I ran here.
"No, Xiaozhe didn't mean it," the monitor stopped me, "Everyone has different ideas. Xiaozhe just doesn't like animals very much."
If others heard about the squad leader's situation, they might suggest that the squad leader get a healthy dog to forget the pain, but I am not qualified to make such suggestions.
I accidentally said too much, so I turned my head away and blushed slightly.
He escaped quickly.
The monitor who was holding the same umbrella as me and walking on the rain-soaked side street raised his eyes slightly and looked at me, as if he was surprised that I could say such philosophical words.
"No, no need. You have helped me a lot today. There are still noodles at home. I can cook some myself and eat them..."
The monitor who was holding the same umbrella as me and walking on the rain-soaked side street raised his eyes slightly and looked at me, as if he was surprised that I could say such philosophical words.
"But..." After I comforted him for several times, the squad leader said for the first time, "Xiao Hei has obviously gone through so many difficulties, but he can't survive this time..."
What? You said I might catch a cold if I don’t take shelter from the rain? Give me a break! Sparta's body is not that fragile!
What? You said I might catch a cold if I don’t take shelter from the rain? Give me a break! Sparta's body is not that fragile!
"It's okay," I tried to sound casual. "As long as the dogs are not barking and biting, I will feed them some food if I have it on hand."
"But..." After I comforted him for several times, the squad leader said for the first time, "Xiao Hei has obviously gone through so many difficulties, but he can't survive this time..."
The rain is not heavy, but there is a feeling that it will not end until the end of the world.
"On the other hand, if you believe that there is a world after death, then no matter which religious point of view, a puppy riddled with all kinds of diseases is not guilty. It will definitely go to heaven and the paradise world after death, maybe And he will look down at you from the clouds. In that case, why do you let it see you looking so sad?"
Ah, I finally realized what I said many times before, "I'll feed it to you", but today is not the right occasion. I have to concentrate on cooking and stop telling dirty jokes.
Maybe it was because the last two sentences were more sensational. While accepting my point of view, the monitor sniffed again and covered his eyes with his hands.
I vaguely remembered that when my own puppy died of illness many years ago, the sky was very clear and hatefully blue. It wasn't until nightfall, when I secretly buried it in the community garden, that God shed a few tears.
The monitor who was holding the same umbrella as me and walking on the rain-soaked side street raised his eyes slightly and looked at me, as if he was surprised that I could say such philosophical words.
Alas, monitor, you have violated what Buddhism calls "persistence." "As long as you keep breathing, you can live a long life." The reason why human beings die, just like Xiao Hei, is because at some point they can no longer persist. ah!
Instead, I nodded, "That's right. If there is no world after death, then the dead Xiao Hei's current state of existence is 'nothingness'. This is an extremely beautiful state, even better than the sweetest sleep." . If you don’t believe it, try to recall what your state was like before you were born.”
Because the pet hospital received an emergency case, a German black-backed chicken bone pierced the stomach bag and required immediate surgery. Only after my persuasion did the squad leader leave Xiao Hei’s body to Xiao Ding and beat me together. I brought the umbrella from home and walked outside.
I recalled the strategy my father used to persuade me. Instead of answering the monitor’s question directly, I asked:
Well, that’s pretty much what dad means. He also quoted a passage in the Tao Te Ching, which is, “The reason why I have a serious patient is because I have a body, and I don’t have a body. What trouble do I have?”
The night wind blew the hem of the monitor's school uniform, so I tilted the umbrella toward the monitor to prevent her from being caught in the rain. It didn't matter on my side. Anyway, I had pretty much soaked myself when I ran here.
"Monitor, do you believe there is a world after death?"
It is said that "it rains heavily during the Qingming Festival." When someone is leaving, a rain is the most appropriate farewell.
"Whether it is buried or cremated, it doesn't matter at all." After attracting the monitor's attention, I pointed to my chest, "Bingham Lampman said: The best place to bury a dog is the owner's heart. "
After that, my father had a long conversation with me. He was a man who could not escape the emotional whirlpool of the past, but he had many unique insights on life and death, which could be said to have reached the depth of a philosopher.
He escaped quickly.
"On the other hand, if you believe that there is a world after death, then no matter which religious point of view, a puppy riddled with all kinds of diseases is not guilty. It will definitely go to heaven and the paradise world after death, maybe And he will look down at you from the clouds. In that case, why do you let it see you looking so sad?"
The monitor shook his head, "My parents are atheists, and so am I."
Around 8:30, after a walk in the rain, I sent the squad leader home safely.
"No, no need. You have helped me a lot today. There are still noodles at home. I can cook some myself and eat them..."
Well, that’s pretty much what dad means. He also quoted a passage in the Tao Te Ching, which is, “The reason why I have a serious patient is because I have a body, and I don’t have a body. What trouble do I have?”
If the soles of my feet weren't very dirty and I hadn't changed into slippers yet, I would have just gone over and gave Shu Zhe a few licks without asking.
Instead, I nodded, "That's right. If there is no world after death, then the dead Xiao Hei's current state of existence is 'nothingness'. This is an extremely beautiful state, even better than the sweetest sleep." . If you don’t believe it, try to recall what your state was like before you were born.”
The monitor was noncommittal, but asked me: "You must like dogs, right?"
My original intention was to comfort the squad leader and send her home, but the squad leader wandered aimlessly and took me, the umbrella-holder, to an unfamiliar path. With a heavy heart, she obviously didn't want to go home right away.
The rain is not heavy, but there is a feeling that it will not end until the end of the world.
Of course, I couldn't tell the squad leader directly about such a bag-dropping classical Chinese article, otherwise the squad leader would think I was pretending to be a big-tailed wolf.
The squad leader breathed in the cool air after the rain and sighed faintly: "I'm not as tolerant as you. I visit Xiao Hei every week and have developed a habit. Now I want to suddenly change the habit..."
"Monitor, have you not eaten? Do you want me to go downstairs and buy you something?"
No matter how healthy a dog is, the lifespan is only more than ten years. In other words, after more than ten years, the squad leader will definitely taste the pain of losing his beloved dog again, and the longer the time together, the greater the pain, because they are together every day. It became a habit.
In fact, it’s not me who thinks about life and death, it’s my dad! I'm only 14 years old. Why do I think about the world after death every day? But it was also great that the monitor mistakenly thought that I had deep thoughts.
Such an anti-traditional statement made the monitor's eyes widen in surprise, "Are you saying... that after death, because everything ceases to exist, you will be happier than the living?"
The squad leader breathed in the cool air after the rain and sighed faintly: "I'm not as tolerant as you. I visit Xiao Hei every week and have developed a habit. Now I want to suddenly change the habit..."
I vaguely remembered that when my own puppy died of illness many years ago, the sky was very clear and hatefully blue. It wasn't until nightfall, when I secretly buried it in the community garden, that God shed a few tears.
Only then did Shu Zhe realize that there was a look of sadness on his sister's face, but as he had no love for animals at all, he didn't understand his sister's behavior at all.
Maybe it was because the last two sentences were more sensational. While accepting my point of view, the monitor sniffed again and covered his eyes with his hands.
Well, that’s pretty much what dad means. He also quoted a passage in the Tao Te Ching, which is, “The reason why I have a serious patient is because I have a body, and I don’t have a body. What trouble do I have?”
The night wind blew the hem of the monitor's school uniform, so I tilted the umbrella toward the monitor to prevent her from being caught in the rain. It didn't matter on my side. Anyway, I had pretty much soaked myself when I ran here.
I was so angry that I rolled up my sleeves, pointed at Shu Zhe and asked the monitor: "Can I beat him?"
So my suggestion to the monitor is that she should stop volunteering at the pet hospital and find another hobby, or simply save her time for rest.
I rarely mentioned this matter to anyone, maybe because I thought they wouldn’t understand my state of mind at that time, right? But for the squad leader at this time, I seemed to have finally found someone to talk to. I told the squad leader my heartfelt condolences, as well as the details of digging a hole in the community garden with my bare hands and burying the puppy.
If the soles of my feet weren't very dirty and I hadn't changed into slippers yet, I would have just gone over and gave Shu Zhe a few licks without asking.
Shu Zhe's tone made me so angry that I ducked into the door and greeted Shu Zhe first, startling him, and then said to him:
"Monitor, do you believe there is a world after death?"
"Sister, where did you go after school today? You didn't answer my phone calls! I was so hungry that I didn't have anything to eat when I came back, so I had to wait until now and order a takeaway!"
Translated from classical Chinese, it means: "If I have a body, I will have birth, old age, illness, and death, as well as favors and disgrace. If I don't have a body, what worries will I have?"
The night wind blew the hem of the monitor's school uniform, so I tilted the umbrella toward the monitor to prevent her from being caught in the rain. It didn't matter on my side. Anyway, I had pretty much soaked myself when I ran here.
There were few pedestrians on the wet street, but the air was relatively fresh. The slippery road surface reflected the light of the street lights, making the lonely night more intense.
Around 8:30, after a walk in the rain, I sent the squad leader home safely.
Of course, I couldn't tell the squad leader directly about such a bag-dropping classical Chinese article, otherwise the squad leader would think I was pretending to be a big-tailed wolf.
The monitor shook his head, "My parents are atheists, and so am I."
The squad leader let out a low cry again. If I hadn't seen it with my own eyes, I wouldn't have believed that the squad leader who was usually so strong and majestic would suddenly turn into a crybaby.
The rain is not heavy, but there is a feeling that it will not end until the end of the world.
"On the other hand, if you believe that there is a world after death, then no matter which religious point of view, a puppy riddled with all kinds of diseases is not guilty. It will definitely go to heaven and the paradise world after death, maybe And he will look down at you from the clouds. In that case, why do you let it see you looking so sad?"
Without waiting for the monitor to ask more questions, I continued:
Without waiting for the monitor to ask more questions, I continued:
The night wind blew the hem of the monitor's school uniform, so I tilted the umbrella toward the monitor to prevent her from being caught in the rain. It didn't matter on my side. Anyway, I had pretty much soaked myself when I ran here.
I vaguely remembered that when my own puppy died of illness many years ago, the sky was very clear and hatefully blue. It wasn't until nightfall, when I secretly buried it in the community garden, that God shed a few tears.
"So that's it..." The squad leader nodded, "This way a lot of things can be explained."
Instead, I nodded, "That's right. If there is no world after death, then the dead Xiao Hei's current state of existence is 'nothingness'. This is an extremely beautiful state, even better than the sweetest sleep." . If you don’t believe it, try to recall what your state was like before you were born.”
The squad leader let out a low cry again. If I hadn't seen it with my own eyes, I wouldn't have believed that the squad leader who was usually so strong and majestic would suddenly turn into a crybaby.
"On the other hand, if you believe that there is a world after death, then no matter which religious point of view, a puppy riddled with all kinds of diseases is not guilty. It will definitely go to heaven and the paradise world after death, maybe And he will look down at you from the clouds. In that case, why do you let it see you looking so sad?"
"It's okay," I tried to sound casual. "As long as the dogs are not barking and biting, I will feed them some food if I have it on hand."
Without waiting for the monitor to ask more questions, I continued:
"It's okay," I tried to sound casual. "As long as the dogs are not barking and biting, I will feed them some food if I have it on hand."
Of course, I haven’t found out who Bingham Lampman is yet. Maybe he did nothing except say this sentence, similar to the current Weibo Vs who are famous only for their remarks.
Only then did Shu Zhe realize that there was a look of sadness on his sister's face, but as he had no love for animals at all, he didn't understand his sister's behavior at all.
Although the monitor said this, the way I looked at her clearly showed lingering sadness. Who knows if the monitor would go to bed without dinner after I left
The monitor who was holding the same umbrella as me and walking on the rain-soaked side street raised his eyes slightly and looked at me, as if he was surprised that I could say such philosophical words.
If others heard about the squad leader's situation, they might suggest that the squad leader get a healthy dog to forget the pain, but I am not qualified to make such suggestions.
Maybe it was because the last two sentences were more sensational. While accepting my point of view, the monitor sniffed again and covered his eyes with his hands.
Now, the words that my father once used to comfort me, I can borrow flowers and offer them to the Buddha, can be said to the monitor again.
When my father comforted me with these words, I deeply agreed and felt enlightened.
I recalled the strategy my father used to persuade me. Instead of answering the monitor’s question directly, I asked:
When my father comforted me with these words, I deeply agreed and felt enlightened.
It seemed that God was also infected by the squad leader's tears and wanted to mourn for Xiao Hei's death.
So I volunteered: "I can also cook noodles. If you don't mind, let me cook some egg noodles for you - you are the main player in tomorrow's volleyball match. If you don't eat well and rest well, the duck you got will be good." It’s about to fly.”
Because the pet hospital received an emergency case, a German black-backed chicken bone pierced the stomach bag and required immediate surgery. Only after my persuasion did the squad leader leave Xiao Hei’s body to Xiao Ding and beat me together. I brought the umbrella from home and walked outside.
When my father comforted me with these words, I deeply agreed and felt enlightened.
"Ye Lin, you... have actually thought about so many issues about life and death. I used to imagine you too simply... "
I accidentally said too much, so I turned my head away and blushed slightly.
I suddenly realized that since the monitor went to the pet hospital directly after school, she might not have had dinner yet.
"So that's it..." The squad leader nodded, "This way a lot of things can be explained."
It seemed that God was also infected by the squad leader's tears and wanted to mourn for Xiao Hei's death.
The monitor was noncommittal, but asked me: "You must like dogs, right?"
Maybe it was because the last two sentences were more sensational. While accepting my point of view, the monitor sniffed again and covered his eyes with his hands.
"But..." After I comforted him for several times, the squad leader said for the first time, "Xiao Hei has obviously gone through so many difficulties, but he can't survive this time..."
After that, my father had a long conversation with me. He was a man who could not escape the emotional whirlpool of the past, but he had many unique insights on life and death, which could be said to have reached the depth of a philosopher.
In fact, it’s not me who thinks about life and death, it’s my dad! I'm only 14 years old. Why do I think about the world after death every day? But it was also great that the monitor mistakenly thought that I had deep thoughts.
I rarely mentioned this matter to anyone, maybe because I thought they wouldn’t understand my state of mind at that time, right? But for the squad leader at this time, I seemed to have finally found someone to talk to. I told the squad leader my heartfelt condolences, as well as the details of digging a hole in the community garden with my bare hands and burying the puppy.
The monitor shook his head, "My parents are atheists, and so am I."
When my father comforted me with these words, I deeply agreed and felt enlightened.
"Brother Ye Lin, and sister, what do you think? It's just that an animal has died, and it's not me. Why are you so serious! If the animal dies, just buy another one!"
The squad leader breathed in the cool air after the rain and sighed faintly: "I'm not as tolerant as you. I visit Xiao Hei every week and have developed a habit. Now I want to suddenly change the habit..."
When my father comforted me with these words, I deeply agreed and felt enlightened.
"No, Xiaozhe didn't mean it," the monitor stopped me, "Everyone has different ideas. Xiaozhe just doesn't like animals very much."
There were few pedestrians on the wet street, but the air was relatively fresh. The slippery road surface reflected the light of the street lights, making the lonely night more intense.
Why am I not? I will say that until now, whenever there are bones left on the dinner table, I have to think about it: Should I take it home for the puppy to eat? Later, I realized that there was no puppy at home, so there was only an indescribable emotion stuck in my throat, and only a wry smile remained at the corner of my mouth.
Of course, I couldn't tell the squad leader directly about such a bag-dropping classical Chinese article, otherwise the squad leader would think I was pretending to be a big-tailed wolf.
The rain is not heavy, but there is a feeling that it will not end until the end of the world.
"So, have you ever had a dog at home?"
Without waiting for the monitor to ask more questions, I continued:
So my suggestion to the monitor is that she should stop volunteering at the pet hospital and find another hobby, or simply save her time for rest.
The monitor who was holding the same umbrella as me and walking on the rain-soaked side street raised his eyes slightly and looked at me, as if he was surprised that I could say such philosophical words.
"The puppy your sister has been taking care of at the pet hospital has died of illness. Your sister is sad. You are a living person. What's the big deal? You can fix dinner by yourself! You actually complained to your sister!"
If others heard about the squad leader's situation, they might suggest that the squad leader get a healthy dog to forget the pain, but I am not qualified to make such suggestions.
"Ye Lin, you... have actually thought about so many issues about life and death. I used to imagine you too simply... "
The rain was not heavy, but the squad leader seemed to be getting closer to me. Compared to the physical proximity, I felt that the distance between our minds was getting closer because we knew that we had similar experiences.
"Sister, where did you go after school today? You didn't answer my phone calls! I was so hungry that I didn't have anything to eat when I came back, so I had to wait until now and order a takeaway!"
Although the monitor said this, the way I looked at her clearly showed lingering sadness. Who knows if the monitor would go to bed without dinner after I left
No matter how healthy a dog is, the lifespan is only more than ten years. In other words, after more than ten years, the squad leader will definitely taste the pain of losing his beloved dog again, and the longer the time together, the greater the pain, because they are together every day. It became a habit.
Maybe it was because the last two sentences were more sensational. While accepting my point of view, the monitor sniffed again and covered his eyes with his hands.
The rain was not heavy, but the squad leader seemed to be getting closer to me. Compared to the physical proximity, I felt that the distance between our minds was getting closer because we knew that we had similar experiences.
Around 8:30, after a walk in the rain, I sent the squad leader home safely.
"The puppy your sister has been taking care of at the pet hospital has died of illness. Your sister is sad. You are a living person. What's the big deal? You can fix dinner by yourself! You actually complained to your sister!"
So my suggestion to the monitor is that she should stop volunteering at the pet hospital and find another hobby, or simply save her time for rest.
"But..." After I comforted him for several times, the squad leader said for the first time, "Xiao Hei has obviously gone through so many difficulties, but he can't survive this time..."
What? You said I might catch a cold if I don’t take shelter from the rain? Give me a break! Sparta's body is not that fragile!
The monitor was noncommittal, but asked me: "You must like dogs, right?"
"Brother Ye Lin, and sister, what do you think? It's just that an animal has died, and it's not me. Why are you so serious! If the animal dies, just buy another one!"
Well, that’s pretty much what dad means. He also quoted a passage in the Tao Te Ching, which is, “The reason why I have a serious patient is because I have a body, and I don’t have a body. What trouble do I have?”
"Monitor, do you believe there is a world after death?"
Shu Zhe took advantage of me to change into slippers and hid in his bedroom. He didn't forget to take the unfinished KFC into the house.
The rain was not heavy, but the squad leader seemed to be getting closer to me. Compared to the physical proximity, I felt that the distance between our minds was getting closer because we knew that we had similar experiences.
The monitor shook his head, "My parents are atheists, and so am I."
"It's okay," I tried to sound casual. "As long as the dogs are not barking and biting, I will feed them some food if I have it on hand."
"But..." After I comforted him for several times, the squad leader said for the first time, "Xiao Hei has obviously gone through so many difficulties, but he can't survive this time..."
So I volunteered: "I can also cook noodles. If you don't mind, let me cook some egg noodles for you - you are the main player in tomorrow's volleyball match. If you don't eat well and rest well, the duck you got will be good." It’s about to fly.”
Of course, I haven’t found out who Bingham Lampman is yet. Maybe he did nothing except say this sentence, similar to the current Weibo Vs who are famous only for their remarks.
Ah, I finally realized what I said many times before, "I'll feed it to you", but today is not the right occasion. I have to concentrate on cooking and stop telling dirty jokes.
Such an anti-traditional statement made the monitor's eyes widen in surprise, "Are you saying... that after death, because everything ceases to exist, you will be happier than the living?"
Around 8:30, after a walk in the rain, I sent the squad leader home safely.
"So, have you ever had a dog at home?"
Well, that’s pretty much what dad means. He also quoted a passage in the Tao Te Ching, which is, “The reason why I have a serious patient is because I have a body, and I don’t have a body. What trouble do I have?”
No matter how healthy a dog is, the lifespan is only more than ten years. In other words, after more than ten years, the squad leader will definitely taste the pain of losing his beloved dog again, and the longer the time together, the greater the pain, because they are together every day. It became a habit.
"But..." After I comforted him for several times, the squad leader said for the first time, "Xiao Hei has obviously gone through so many difficulties, but he can't survive this time..."
The squad leader let out a low cry again. If I hadn't seen it with my own eyes, I wouldn't have believed that the squad leader who was usually so strong and majestic would suddenly turn into a crybaby.
The squad leader breathed in the cool air after the rain and sighed faintly: "I'm not as tolerant as you. I visit Xiao Hei every week and have developed a habit. Now I want to suddenly change the habit..."
I wanted to avoid answering the question about the monitor, but the person who needed comfort now was the monitor. When I persuaded her to come out of the pet hospital, I also said that I had "experience in this area", so I sighed. , I told the squad leader that I had a dog at home, but the puppy died of illness.
The squad leader let out a low cry again. If I hadn't seen it with my own eyes, I wouldn't have believed that the squad leader who was usually so strong and majestic would suddenly turn into a crybaby.
"Ye Lin, you... have actually thought about so many issues about life and death. I used to imagine you too simply... "
Of course, I haven’t found out who Bingham Lampman is yet. Maybe he did nothing except say this sentence, similar to the current Weibo Vs who are famous only for their remarks.
It seemed that God was also infected by the squad leader's tears and wanted to mourn for Xiao Hei's death.
Such an anti-traditional statement made the monitor's eyes widen in surprise, "Are you saying... that after death, because everything ceases to exist, you will be happier than the living?"
There were few pedestrians on the wet street, but the air was relatively fresh. The slippery road surface reflected the light of the street lights, making the lonely night more intense.
Why am I not? I will say that until now, whenever there are bones left on the dinner table, I have to think about it: Should I take it home for the puppy to eat? Later, I realized that there was no puppy at home, so there was only an indescribable emotion stuck in my throat, and only a wry smile remained at the corner of my mouth.
Of course, I haven’t found out who Bingham Lampman is yet. Maybe he did nothing except say this sentence, similar to the current Weibo Vs who are famous only for their remarks.
I rarely mentioned this matter to anyone, maybe because I thought they wouldn’t understand my state of mind at that time, right? But for the squad leader at this time, I seemed to have finally found someone to talk to. I told the squad leader my heartfelt condolences, as well as the details of digging a hole in the community garden with my bare hands and burying the puppy.
My original intention was to comfort the squad leader and send her home, but the squad leader wandered aimlessly and took me, the umbrella-holder, to an unfamiliar path. With a heavy heart, she obviously didn't want to go home right away.
I rarely mentioned this matter to anyone, maybe because I thought they wouldn’t understand my state of mind at that time, right? But for the squad leader at this time, I seemed to have finally found someone to talk to. I told the squad leader my heartfelt condolences, as well as the details of digging a hole in the community garden with my bare hands and burying the puppy.
Translated from classical Chinese, it means: "If I have a body, I will have birth, old age, illness, and death, as well as favors and disgrace. If I don't have a body, what worries will I have?"
When my father comforted me with these words, I deeply agreed and felt enlightened.
I suddenly realized that since the monitor went to the pet hospital directly after school, she might not have had dinner yet.
"The puppy your sister has been taking care of at the pet hospital has died of illness. Your sister is sad. You are a living person. What's the big deal? You can fix dinner by yourself! You actually complained to your sister!"
Alas, monitor, you have violated what Buddhism calls "persistence." "As long as you keep breathing, you can live a long life." The reason why human beings die, just like Xiao Hei, is because at some point they can no longer persist. ah!
I accidentally said too much, so I turned my head away and blushed slightly.
Shu Zhe's tone made me so angry that I ducked into the door and greeted Shu Zhe first, startling him, and then said to him:
"Whether it is buried or cremated, it doesn't matter at all." After attracting the monitor's attention, I pointed to my chest, "Bingham Lampman said: The best place to bury a dog is the owner's heart. "
So my suggestion to the monitor is that she should stop volunteering at the pet hospital and find another hobby, or simply save her time for rest.
"It's okay," I tried to sound casual. "As long as the dogs are not barking and biting, I will feed them some food if I have it on hand."
I suddenly realized that since the monitor went to the pet hospital directly after school, she might not have had dinner yet.
"So that's it..." The squad leader nodded, "This way a lot of things can be explained."
In fact, it’s not me who thinks about life and death, it’s my dad! I'm only 14 years old. Why do I think about the world after death every day? But it was also great that the monitor mistakenly thought that I had deep thoughts.
Of course, I couldn't tell the squad leader directly about such a bag-dropping classical Chinese article, otherwise the squad leader would think I was pretending to be a big-tailed wolf.
The monitor who was holding the same umbrella as me and walking on the rain-soaked side street raised his eyes slightly and looked at me, as if he was surprised that I could say such philosophical words.
If others heard about the squad leader's situation, they might suggest that the squad leader get a healthy dog to forget the pain, but I am not qualified to make such suggestions.
I rarely mentioned this matter to anyone, maybe because I thought they wouldn’t understand my state of mind at that time, right? But for the squad leader at this time, I seemed to have finally found someone to talk to. I told the squad leader my heartfelt condolences, as well as the details of digging a hole in the community garden with my bare hands and burying the puppy.
Without waiting for the monitor to ask more questions, I continued:
There were few pedestrians on the wet street, but the air was relatively fresh. The slippery road surface reflected the light of the street lights, making the lonely night more intense.
The rain was not heavy, but the squad leader seemed to be getting closer to me. Compared to the physical proximity, I felt that the distance between our minds was getting closer because we knew that we had similar experiences.
Shu Zhe took advantage of me to change into slippers and hid in his bedroom. He didn't forget to take the unfinished KFC into the house.
Instead, I nodded, "That's right. If there is no world after death, then the dead Xiao Hei's current state of existence is 'nothingness'. This is an extremely beautiful state, even better than the sweetest sleep." . If you don’t believe it, try to recall what your state was like before you were born.”
Shu Zhe's tone made me so angry that I ducked into the door and greeted Shu Zhe first, startling him, and then said to him:
"Monitor, do you believe there is a world after death?"
Around 8:30, after a walk in the rain, I sent the squad leader home safely.
I vaguely remembered that when my own puppy died of illness many years ago, the sky was very clear and hatefully blue. It wasn't until nightfall, when I secretly buried it in the community garden, that God shed a few tears.
Around 8:30, after a walk in the rain, I sent the squad leader home safely.
"Sister, I have something to do today, so I came back late." The monitor said to his brother apologetically.
I wanted to avoid answering the question about the monitor, but the person who needed comfort now was the monitor. When I persuaded her to come out of the pet hospital, I also said that I had "experience in this area", so I sighed. , I told the squad leader that I had a dog at home, but the puppy died of illness.
When he opened the security door, the squad leader's brother, Shu Zhe, was watching TV and eating KFC takeout in the living room. He didn't notice the sad expression on the squad leader's face at all. He just glanced at it with his peripheral vision and asked:
"No, no need. You have helped me a lot today. There are still noodles at home. I can cook some myself and eat them..."
I suddenly realized that since the monitor went to the pet hospital directly after school, she might not have had dinner yet.
Around 8:30, after a walk in the rain, I sent the squad leader home safely.
"So, have you ever had a dog at home?"
Because the pet hospital received an emergency case, a German black-backed chicken bone pierced the stomach bag and required immediate surgery. Only after my persuasion did the squad leader leave Xiao Hei’s body to Xiao Ding and beat me together. I brought the umbrella from home and walked outside.
"So that's it..." The squad leader nodded, "This way a lot of things can be explained."
Before I rushed to the pet hospital, the monitor had been crying for a long time. Crying consumes much more energy than I imagined, so the monitor did look very tired. Although she felt it was a bit inappropriate, she thought about it and decided to take it. With gratitude and curiosity, he agreed to my suggestion.
"Sister, where did you go after school today? You didn't answer my phone calls! I was so hungry that I didn't have anything to eat when I came back, so I had to wait until now and order a takeaway!"
Well, that’s pretty much what dad means. He also quoted a passage in the Tao Te Ching, which is, “The reason why I have a serious patient is because I have a body, and I don’t have a body. What trouble do I have?”
Only then did Shu Zhe realize that there was a look of sadness on his sister's face, but as he had no love for animals at all, he didn't understand his sister's behavior at all.
Only then did Shu Zhe realize that there was a look of sadness on his sister's face, but as he had no love for animals at all, he didn't understand his sister's behavior at all.
I recalled the strategy my father used to persuade me. Instead of answering the monitor’s question directly, I asked:
"Sister, I have something to do today, so I came back late." The monitor said to his brother apologetically.
So I volunteered: "I can also cook noodles. If you don't mind, let me cook some egg noodles for you - you are the main player in tomorrow's volleyball match. If you don't eat well and rest well, the duck you got will be good." It’s about to fly.”
Of course, I haven’t found out who Bingham Lampman is yet. Maybe he did nothing except say this sentence, similar to the current Weibo Vs who are famous only for their remarks.
"Sister, where did you go after school today? You didn't answer my phone calls! I was so hungry that I didn't have anything to eat when I came back, so I had to wait until now and order a takeaway!"
Shu Zhe's tone made me so angry that I ducked into the door and greeted Shu Zhe first, startling him, and then said to him:
Around 8:30, after a walk in the rain, I sent the squad leader home safely.
After that, my father had a long conversation with me. He was a man who could not escape the emotional whirlpool of the past, but he had many unique insights on life and death, which could be said to have reached the depth of a philosopher.
"No, Xiaozhe didn't mean it," the monitor stopped me, "Everyone has different ideas. Xiaozhe just doesn't like animals very much."
If others heard about the squad leader's situation, they might suggest that the squad leader get a healthy dog to forget the pain, but I am not qualified to make such suggestions.
The monitor who was holding the same umbrella as me and walking on the rain-soaked side street raised his eyes slightly and looked at me, as if he was surprised that I could say such philosophical words.
"Sister, I have something to do today, so I came back late." The monitor said to his brother apologetically.
"Ye Lin, you... have actually thought about so many issues about life and death. I used to imagine you too simply... "
I accidentally said too much, so I turned my head away and blushed slightly.
"The puppy your sister has been taking care of at the pet hospital has died of illness. Your sister is sad. You are a living person. What's the big deal? You can fix dinner by yourself! You actually complained to your sister!"
The rain is not heavy, but there is a feeling that it will not end until the end of the world.
"On the other hand, if you believe that there is a world after death, then no matter which religious point of view, a puppy riddled with all kinds of diseases is not guilty. It will definitely go to heaven and the paradise world after death, maybe And he will look down at you from the clouds. In that case, why do you let it see you looking so sad?"
I wanted to avoid answering the question about the monitor, but the person who needed comfort now was the monitor. When I persuaded her to come out of the pet hospital, I also said that I had "experience in this area", so I sighed. , I told the squad leader that I had a dog at home, but the puppy died of illness.
Only then did Shu Zhe realize that there was a look of sadness on his sister's face, but as he had no love for animals at all, he didn't understand his sister's behavior at all.
"Brother Ye Lin, and sister, what do you think? It's just that an animal has died, and it's not me. Why are you so serious! If the animal dies, just buy another one!"
The monitor who was holding the same umbrella as me and walking on the rain-soaked side street raised his eyes slightly and looked at me, as if he was surprised that I could say such philosophical words.
Ah, I finally realized what I said many times before, "I'll feed it to you", but today is not the right occasion. I have to concentrate on cooking and stop telling dirty jokes.
I was so angry that I rolled up my sleeves, pointed at Shu Zhe and asked the monitor: "Can I beat him?"
"Sister, I have something to do today, so I came back late." The monitor said to his brother apologetically.
If the soles of my feet weren't very dirty and I hadn't changed into slippers yet, I would have just gone over and gave Shu Zhe a few licks without asking.
"But..." After I comforted him for several times, the squad leader said for the first time, "Xiao Hei has obviously gone through so many difficulties, but he can't survive this time..."
I was so angry that I rolled up my sleeves, pointed at Shu Zhe and asked the monitor: "Can I beat him?"
"Brother Ye Lin, and sister, what do you think? It's just that an animal has died, and it's not me. Why are you so serious! If the animal dies, just buy another one!"
"No, no need. You have helped me a lot today. There are still noodles at home. I can cook some myself and eat them..."
If others heard about the squad leader's situation, they might suggest that the squad leader get a healthy dog to forget the pain, but I am not qualified to make such suggestions.
He escaped quickly.
"Brother Ye Lin, and sister, what do you think? It's just that an animal has died, and it's not me. Why are you so serious! If the animal dies, just buy another one!"
Now, the words that my father once used to comfort me, I can borrow flowers and offer them to the Buddha, can be said to the monitor again.
Ah, I finally realized what I said many times before, "I'll feed it to you", but today is not the right occasion. I have to concentrate on cooking and stop telling dirty jokes.
I was so angry that I rolled up my sleeves, pointed at Shu Zhe and asked the monitor: "Can I beat him?"
Translated from classical Chinese, it means: "If I have a body, I will have birth, old age, illness, and death, as well as favors and disgrace. If I don't have a body, what worries will I have?"
So I volunteered: "I can also cook noodles. If you don't mind, let me cook some egg noodles for you - you are the main player in tomorrow's volleyball match. If you don't eat well and rest well, the duck you got will be good." It’s about to fly.”
When my father comforted me with these words, I deeply agreed and felt enlightened.
So I volunteered: "I can also cook noodles. If you don't mind, let me cook some egg noodles for you - you are the main player in tomorrow's volleyball match. If you don't eat well and rest well, the duck you got will be good." It’s about to fly.”
If the soles of my feet weren't very dirty and I hadn't changed into slippers yet, I would have just gone over and gave Shu Zhe a few licks without asking.
If the soles of my feet weren't very dirty and I hadn't changed into slippers yet, I would have just gone over and gave Shu Zhe a few licks without asking.
The monitor who was holding the same umbrella as me and walking on the rain-soaked side street raised his eyes slightly and looked at me, as if he was surprised that I could say such philosophical words.
Of course, I couldn't tell the squad leader directly about such a bag-dropping classical Chinese article, otherwise the squad leader would think I was pretending to be a big-tailed wolf.
I accidentally said too much, so I turned my head away and blushed slightly.
What? You said I might catch a cold if I don’t take shelter from the rain? Give me a break! Sparta's body is not that fragile!
"Sister, I have something to do today, so I came back late." The monitor said to his brother apologetically.
Shu Zhe took advantage of me to change into slippers and hid in his bedroom. He didn't forget to take the unfinished KFC into the house.
"No, Xiaozhe didn't mean it," the monitor stopped me, "Everyone has different ideas. Xiaozhe just doesn't like animals very much."
I vaguely remembered that when my own puppy died of illness many years ago, the sky was very clear and hatefully blue. It wasn't until nightfall, when I secretly buried it in the community garden, that God shed a few tears.
When my father comforted me with these words, I deeply agreed and felt enlightened.
Translated from classical Chinese, it means: "If I have a body, I will have birth, old age, illness, and death, as well as favors and disgrace. If I don't have a body, what worries will I have?"
"Brother Ye Lin, and sister, what do you think? It's just that an animal has died, and it's not me. Why are you so serious! If the animal dies, just buy another one!"
Why am I not? I will say that until now, whenever there are bones left on the dinner table, I have to think about it: Should I take it home for the puppy to eat? Later, I realized that there was no puppy at home, so there was only an indescribable emotion stuck in my throat, and only a wry smile remained at the corner of my mouth.
"The puppy your sister has been taking care of at the pet hospital has died of illness. Your sister is sad. You are a living person. What's the big deal? You can fix dinner by yourself! You actually complained to your sister!"
The monitor who was holding the same umbrella as me and walking on the rain-soaked side street raised his eyes slightly and looked at me, as if he was surprised that I could say such philosophical words.
Shu Zhe took advantage of me to change into slippers and hid in his bedroom. He didn't forget to take the unfinished KFC into the house.
Translated from classical Chinese, it means: "If I have a body, I will have birth, old age, illness, and death, as well as favors and disgrace. If I don't have a body, what worries will I have?"
He escaped quickly.
If others heard about the squad leader's situation, they might suggest that the squad leader get a healthy dog to forget the pain, but I am not qualified to make such suggestions.
I recalled the strategy my father used to persuade me. Instead of answering the monitor’s question directly, I asked:
I wanted to avoid answering the question about the monitor, but the person who needed comfort now was the monitor. When I persuaded her to come out of the pet hospital, I also said that I had "experience in this area", so I sighed. , I told the squad leader that I had a dog at home, but the puppy died of illness.
The monitor shook his head, "My parents are atheists, and so am I."
The night wind blew the hem of the monitor's school uniform, so I tilted the umbrella toward the monitor to prevent her from being caught in the rain. It didn't matter on my side. Anyway, I had pretty much soaked myself when I ran here.
Without waiting for the monitor to ask more questions, I continued:
He escaped quickly.
Ah, I finally realized what I said many times before, "I'll feed it to you", but today is not the right occasion. I have to concentrate on cooking and stop telling dirty jokes.
Instead, I nodded, "That's right. If there is no world after death, then the dead Xiao Hei's current state of existence is 'nothingness'. This is an extremely beautiful state, even better than the sweetest sleep." . If you don’t believe it, try to recall what your state was like before you were born.”
Such an anti-traditional statement made the monitor's eyes widen in surprise, "Are you saying... that after death, because everything ceases to exist, you will be happier than the living?"
Well, that’s pretty much what dad means. He also quoted a passage in the Tao Te Ching, which is, “The reason why I have a serious patient is because I have a body, and I don’t have a body. What trouble do I have?”
I recalled the strategy my father used to persuade me. Instead of answering the monitor’s question directly, I asked:
"Monitor, do you believe there is a world after death?"
I vaguely remembered that when my own puppy died of illness many years ago, the sky was very clear and hatefully blue. It wasn't until nightfall, when I secretly buried it in the community garden, that God shed a few tears.
What? You said I might catch a cold if I don’t take shelter from the rain? Give me a break! Sparta's body is not that fragile!
I suddenly realized that since the monitor went to the pet hospital directly after school, she might not have had dinner yet.
He escaped quickly.
I rarely mentioned this matter to anyone, maybe because I thought they wouldn’t understand my state of mind at that time, right? But for the squad leader at this time, I seemed to have finally found someone to talk to. I told the squad leader my heartfelt condolences, as well as the details of digging a hole in the community garden with my bare hands and burying the puppy.
Now, the words that my father once used to comfort me, I can borrow flowers and offer them to the Buddha, can be said to the monitor again.
"But..." After I comforted him for several times, the squad leader said for the first time, "Xiao Hei has obviously gone through so many difficulties, but he can't survive this time..."
The monitor was noncommittal, but asked me: "You must like dogs, right?"
Of course, I couldn't tell the squad leader directly about such a bag-dropping classical Chinese article, otherwise the squad leader would think I was pretending to be a big-tailed wolf.
Why am I not? I will say that until now, whenever there are bones left on the dinner table, I have to think about it: Should I take it home for the puppy to eat? Later, I realized that there was no puppy at home, so there was only an indescribable emotion stuck in my throat, and only a wry smile remained at the corner of my mouth.
"Monitor, have you not eaten? Do you want me to go downstairs and buy you something?"
There were few pedestrians on the wet street, but the air was relatively fresh. The slippery road surface reflected the light of the street lights, making the lonely night more intense.
I rarely mentioned this matter to anyone, maybe because I thought they wouldn’t understand my state of mind at that time, right? But for the squad leader at this time, I seemed to have finally found someone to talk to. I told the squad leader my heartfelt condolences, as well as the details of digging a hole in the community garden with my bare hands and burying the puppy.
"Monitor, have you not eaten? Do you want me to go downstairs and buy you something?"
Instead, I nodded, "That's right. If there is no world after death, then the dead Xiao Hei's current state of existence is 'nothingness'. This is an extremely beautiful state, even better than the sweetest sleep." . If you don’t believe it, try to recall what your state was like before you were born.”
"No, no need. You have helped me a lot today. There are still noodles at home. I can cook some myself and eat them..."
"Monitor, have you not eaten? Do you want me to go downstairs and buy you something?"
The rain was not heavy, but the squad leader seemed to be getting closer to me. Compared to the physical proximity, I felt that the distance between our minds was getting closer because we knew that we had similar experiences.
The monitor was noncommittal, but asked me: "You must like dogs, right?"
I rarely mentioned this matter to anyone, maybe because I thought they wouldn’t understand my state of mind at that time, right? But for the squad leader at this time, I seemed to have finally found someone to talk to. I told the squad leader my heartfelt condolences, as well as the details of digging a hole in the community garden with my bare hands and burying the puppy.
I recalled the strategy my father used to persuade me. Instead of answering the monitor’s question directly, I asked:
Although the monitor said this, the way I looked at her clearly showed lingering sadness. Who knows if the monitor would go to bed without dinner after I left
It is said that "it rains heavily during the Qingming Festival." When someone is leaving, a rain is the most appropriate farewell.
"So, have you ever had a dog at home?"
The monitor shook his head, "My parents are atheists, and so am I."
"Brother Ye Lin, and sister, what do you think? It's just that an animal has died, and it's not me. Why are you so serious! If the animal dies, just buy another one!"
So I volunteered: "I can also cook noodles. If you don't mind, let me cook some egg noodles for you - you are the main player in tomorrow's volleyball match. If you don't eat well and rest well, the duck you got will be good." It’s about to fly.”
The night wind blew the hem of the monitor's school uniform, so I tilted the umbrella toward the monitor to prevent her from being caught in the rain. It didn't matter on my side. Anyway, I had pretty much soaked myself when I ran here.
I was so angry that I rolled up my sleeves, pointed at Shu Zhe and asked the monitor: "Can I beat him?"
"Whether it is buried or cremated, it doesn't matter at all." After attracting the monitor's attention, I pointed to my chest, "Bingham Lampman said: The best place to bury a dog is the owner's heart. "
Before I rushed to the pet hospital, the monitor had been crying for a long time. Crying consumes much more energy than I imagined, so the monitor did look very tired. Although she felt it was a bit inappropriate, she thought about it and decided to take it. With gratitude and curiosity, he agreed to my suggestion.
Although the monitor said this, the way I looked at her clearly showed lingering sadness. Who knows if the monitor would go to bed without dinner after I left
Alas, monitor, you have violated what Buddhism calls "persistence." "As long as you keep breathing, you can live a long life." The reason why human beings die, just like Xiao Hei, is because at some point they can no longer persist. ah!
After that, my father had a long conversation with me. He was a man who could not escape the emotional whirlpool of the past, but he had many unique insights on life and death, which could be said to have reached the depth of a philosopher.
I vaguely remembered that when my own puppy died of illness many years ago, the sky was very clear and hatefully blue. It wasn't until nightfall, when I secretly buried it in the community garden, that God shed a few tears.
"It's okay," I tried to sound casual. "As long as the dogs are not barking and biting, I will feed them some food if I have it on hand."
"Monitor, have you not eaten? Do you want me to go downstairs and buy you something?"
The rain was not heavy, but the squad leader seemed to be getting closer to me. Compared to the physical proximity, I felt that the distance between our minds was getting closer because we knew that we had similar experiences.
Ah, I finally realized what I said many times before, "I'll feed it to you", but today is not the right occasion. I have to concentrate on cooking and stop telling dirty jokes.
Instead, I nodded, "That's right. If there is no world after death, then the dead Xiao Hei's current state of existence is 'nothingness'. This is an extremely beautiful state, even better than the sweetest sleep." . If you don’t believe it, try to recall what your state was like before you were born.”
After that, my father had a long conversation with me. He was a man who could not escape the emotional whirlpool of the past, but he had many unique insights on life and death, which could be said to have reached the depth of a philosopher.
The monitor shook his head, "My parents are atheists, and so am I."
The squad leader breathed in the cool air after the rain and sighed faintly: "I'm not as tolerant as you. I visit Xiao Hei every week and have developed a habit. Now I want to suddenly change the habit..."
No matter how healthy a dog is, the lifespan is only more than ten years. In other words, after more than ten years, the squad leader will definitely taste the pain of losing his beloved dog again, and the longer the time together, the greater the pain, because they are together every day. It became a habit.
Instead, I nodded, "That's right. If there is no world after death, then the dead Xiao Hei's current state of existence is 'nothingness'. This is an extremely beautiful state, even better than the sweetest sleep." . If you don’t believe it, try to recall what your state was like before you were born.”
"Whether it is buried or cremated, it doesn't matter at all." After attracting the monitor's attention, I pointed to my chest, "Bingham Lampman said: The best place to bury a dog is the owner's heart. "
Alas, monitor, you have violated what Buddhism calls "persistence." "As long as you keep breathing, you can live a long life." The reason why human beings die, just like Xiao Hei, is because at some point they can no longer persist. ah!