[Bingyin, Year of the Tiger, October 9th]
I really failed this time, but I don’t regret it at all.
Jiang Yuebai is probably jumping up and down right now, calling me stupid, or maybe she is sitting in the valley right now, crying with emotion.
I, Xie Jingshan, do what I say and live up to your trust!
It’s a pity that Tian Nanxing, this bastard, is too lucky. He was injured by me and trapped by Jiang Yuebai, but he is still alive. What’s more, he is so bold that he even dared to capture me, the young master of Shanhai Tower.
At this moment, we are taking a detour from the northern waters of the Chaos Land to the Nether Sea, and he wants to take me to the Shura Territory.
He planted an unknown orchid on my body, sealed my dantian and monitored my movements, used sorcery to change my breath and appearance, took away most of my belongings, and left Jixiang, who was wearing a collar, to keep me company.
Tiannanxing said that he would not kill me, as long as I cooperated, he would let me go when he saw Jiang Yuebai.
He said it lightly, but I always felt it was not that easy.
I, Xie Jingshan, will never sit still and wait for death!
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[Bingyin, Year of the Tiger, December 20]
Well, I decided to sit tight and wait.
Today we arrived at Minghai Wentian Island, where there is a shop of Shanhailou. Tiannanxing took me there directly without waiting for me to find a way to pass on the message.
I learned that my grandfather had gone to the outer sea of the North Sea accompanied by my father, preparing to overcome the tribulation of transformation into a god.
Now my mother is the only one in the family. Just the shop on Wentian Island makes me feel the tense atmosphere. I also saw people from Feiyan Pavilion guarding Shanhai Tower in secret.
Regardless of whether my grandfather succeeds or fails in his transformation into a god, Shanhai Tower will lose an important pillar. Even if my father successfully conceives a fetus, there is no guarantee that the evil forces will not take this opportunity to seize the inventory of Shanhai Tower. Shanhai Tower can only work together with Feiyan Pavilion.
If something happens to me, my family will have trouble finding peace. My grandfather's attempts to transform into a spirit were interrupted many times because of me. This time I cannot hinder my grandfather again. I must ensure that both my grandfather and Shanhai Tower can overcome this difficulty smoothly.
Tiannanxing expected this to be the case, so he asked me to write a letter home to let them know I was safe.
Knowing clearly that he had bad intentions, I could only obey him. This was the first time in my life that I met someone who made me hate him so much but could do nothing about it. It turned out that Jiang Yuebai was right. I had been living in a false and beautiful world and had never seen the true evil of human nature.
No, it’s the demon that has evil intentions.
I***!!
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[Dingmao, Year of the Rabbit, February 2]
I didn't know that the sea-sealing formation on the Nether Sea had been pierced like a sieve. That was a formation jointly set up by three gods-transforming monks. Tiannanxing told me to pierce it
From this, it seems that this formation will not last long.
The Shura Region was dark and gloomy. Tian Nanxing had obviously been here before, and he took me straight to the deepest part with ease.
I was bored on the way, so I asked him why he had to take Jiang Yuebai's body.
Tiannanxing said that he promised someone that he would find a good body for that person to start a new life.
My heart skipped a beat. Is this the same old Blue Flame Land trick again? Is he going to revive the old ghost monster? He's a lowly blue demon (I didn't write that wrong), he can't possibly fall in love with someone, right
I wanted to ask again, but Tiannanxing refused to say anything and just led me to continue on my way.
I remember Jiang Yuebai told me that Lu Nanzhi was practicing in Shura Domain.
Forget it, it’s better not to run into it. I’ll find a way to escape by myself. She’s having a hard time already, I can’t cause her any more trouble.
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[Dingmao, Year of the Rabbit, June 6]
Bastard! Bastard! That cheap old bastard! !
He actually dug out my sword bone in an attempt to replace his own body, and also tried his messy grafting on me. What a lunatic!
If he can't kill me, I will cut him into pieces one day!
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[Dingmao, Year of the Rabbit, December 12]
Hahaha, that bad old bastard Lan failed again. It's so satisfying to see him smashing things in frustration!
How could he take away my sword bone so easily
The bone-growing medicine given by Tiannanxing tastes so bad. Sometimes I think it would be better not to take the medicine at all, and just let him dig out all my sword bones and then die like this. It would be too painful.
When I was a kid and got a few scrapes on my skin, my grandfather's eyes were filled with pity. If he saw that I only have a few bones left now, I wonder how heartbroken he would be.
I'm almost thirty years old, and I actually miss my mother.
I still have to take the medicine. I can't give up like this. I have to go back alive. I can't let my grandfather worry, let my mother be without a son, let Shanhai Tower have no successor, and let Jiang Yuebai laugh at me for being nothing.
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[Wu Chen, Year of the Dragon, April 4]
I was actually somewhat used to it. I was used to staying in the dark dungeon, used to the sounds of ghosts howling outside, used to Tiannanxing digging my bones and feeding me medicine every now and then, and used to the strange things growing on my body.
Poor Jixiang, he became thinner due to hunger because of me. Now his attitude towards me is much better. Every time when my bones were dug out and I was in so much pain that I couldn't move, he would stay by my side and squeak to comfort me.
I knew she would come, but I didn't want her to come at all. I didn't want her to see me like this.
Today is the day for me to write a letter to my mother to report my safety. Last time I seemed to have written that I was kidnapped by three female cultivators from the villages in Baipu Territory. This time I will write about my experience of seeing injustice and drawing my sword to slay demons.
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[Ji Si, Year of the Snake, May 5]
It's been three years, why hasn't Jiang Yuebai come yet
Is she really not coming to save me? Did I misjudge her
No, no, no, she is not a selfish person, she will definitely come! She must have been tripped up by something!
But I’m really scared, afraid that I won’t be able to hold on until the day she comes.
Only now do I realize that all the things my grandfather told me were correct. My grandfather said that the amount of suffering and happiness a person will experience is predetermined. If one is unwilling to suffer when young, the suffering will accumulate into a big one and make one suffer enough all at once.
I must have lived too well before, so God has saved a great disaster for me.
I threw away and vomited all the medicine Tiannanxing gave me. In a few days, I will be able to escape from this suffering and start over again, right
Jiang Yuebai, if you come here and see a pile of dry bones, remember to stick the few bones I have left on the body of Tiannanxing, and tell my parents and grandfather,
I am an unfilial child. I am sorry for you. If there is a chance for me to be reborn again... If there is a chance for me to be reborn again...
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[Ji Si, Year of the Snake, June 6]
Jiang Yuebai, thank you, it's you who woke me up again.
I was in a daze between life and death, and I saw the woman with her back to me again. I walked over, and she turned around and slapped me in the face, still in the shape of Jiang Yuebai.
When I opened my eyes, I saw the jade ring on my hand. It was the one I gave to Jiang Yuebai when she was seven years old and went to Yinshan Mine. Later she gave it back to me, and I have been wearing it all these years.
Jiang Yuebai was only seven years old at the time, yet he was able to survive in the Yinshan Mine, a place where people are eaten, for five years. And Lu Nanzhi, who carried the fate of the furnace and tripod and became a demon to avenge his father's murder.
Song Zhiang's water and fire spiritual roots conflicted with each other, so he had to remove his water spiritual root and practice in the palace of Hades. Ge Yuchan endured for many years just to become famous. Yun Shang lost her parents at a young age and survived alone in the Spirit Beast Valley.
Shen Huaixi also had his wings cut off, watched his parents kill each other, was controlled by Qingnangzi for many years, and endured humiliation.
No one around me has an easy life. Aren’t we all practicing hard now and trying to survive under the will of heaven
Why can’t I, Xie Jingshan, do it
I swore at a young age that I would always be the first in everything, even if it meant suffering, I would suffer the most!
Even if I turn into a monster, even if I have to crawl, I will crawl out of this hell!
What does it matter if I am contaminated by flesh and blood? My heart is sincere and my sword bone is pure. No matter how dirty the world is, it will never be contaminated by me!
Jiang Yuebai, I knew you would come.
If you don't come, I won't die!
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[Gengwu, Year of the Horse, July 7]
In the fourth year, I let Tiannanxing dig out my bones and feed me medicine without any ripples in my heart, and I responded calmly.
Since my Dantian was sealed, I practiced sword skills in the dungeon every day, accompanied by good fortune.
In recent years, I have had more time to sit down and think. Looking back on my life, I realized that I have never grown up.
Many times, in many things, I was too naive, just like this time, it was just a quarrel of personal feelings, it was too immature.
What’s the point of this bullshit sword immortal reincarnation? Why should I live like someone else? Can’t I be Xie Jingshan
I dug out the red mole on the palm of my hand. From now on, I am just myself.
I have gained something recently. Good fortune and misfortune go hand in hand. This suffering is not in vain. What he took away from me, I will take back with my own hands! (Erase this line)
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[Xinwei, Year of the Goat, August 8]
In the fifth year, I often fell asleep for no reason. After waking up, I forgot what happened before. I didn’t know what Tiannanxing had done to me.
Today, Tiannanxing said that Jiang Yuebai had left the demon clan and was heading towards the Shura Realm. It turned out that she had been sleeping for the past five years.
Fortunately, she didn't come too early, allowing me to have this experience and grow.
I asked Tian Nanxing whether his grandfather had succeeded in becoming a god, but he didn't say a word. He just told me to prepare well and wait for Jiang Yuebai to arrive, then I would be free.
There was not a single truth in Tian Nanxing's mouth. He had not been able to graft my sword bone over the years, and he had put so much effort into my body, there was absolutely no way he would let me go easily.
I feel a little uneasy in my heart, but I believe that Jiang Yuebai is as cunning as a fox and will be able to turn danger into safety and turn disaster into blessing.
Continue practicing sword skills today!
There is another chapter, in progress
(End of this chapter)