Perhaps because of Wang Lintao's presence, Jiang Xiao was able to let go of all her wariness and became more affectionate towards Gu Yan.
more importantly…
"Actually, I... liked Atao back then." This was a secret that had been buried deep in his heart for many years. Jiang Xiao never told anyone.
Even Wang Lintao himself didn't know.
But today, she said it to a person she had only met for less than an hour.
Maybe it's because... the other party will have to go his own way in the future.
After hearing this, Gu Yan was not surprised, but continued to tell Jiang Xiao many things about Wang Lintao at the Beikan Soldier Camp.
Jiang Xiao was fascinated.
Maybe it was because she knew that the two of them were destined to be destined to never be together again, but she actually didn't inquire about each other for many years.
But just because you don't inquire doesn't mean you don't care.
The thoughts and longing in my heart are very strong, entangled with guilt, making people more and more crazy.
Gradually, Jiang Xiao's expression slowly changed. She may have lost the ability to distinguish between reason and reality.
Gu Yan noticed it and knew that she might be sick again.
Therefore, while the other party was still conscious, Gu Yan said, "My target is the female special space warrior."
Jiang Xiao was stunned.
She raised her head and looked at the beautiful female college student in front of her.
"Yes, it's difficult..."
"I know," Gu Yan nodded with firm eyes, "but people always have ideals. For the sake of ideals, you must work hard to pursue your goals. This is a natural thing. In fact, no matter what you do, you will encounter dangers . Yes, it may be more difficult for women to engage in these professions. However, even a lesbian walking on the road may be harmed by someone, so what does it matter what profession she does? "
"But..." Jiang Xiao wanted to refute, but after thinking for a long time, he still didn't know what to say.
Gu Yan continued, "It's precisely because it's difficult that I want to challenge it more. Also, if you become stronger, wouldn't you be able to protect yourself and protect more others?"
Protect yourself and protect more people...
Jiang Xiao lowered his head, with crystal tears falling from the corners of his eyes.
She covered her face, tears streaming down her fingers.
"I am too weak. I cannot protect myself, and I have harmed many people. I..."
"So, we still have to become stronger, better, and braver. Moreover," Gu Yan quietly looked at Jiang Xiao, who was in tears, and said softly, "Keeping running away, or even wanting to end the rest of your life, are all The behavior of a coward. I don’t know if you had heroic thoughts when you were my age, but I do now. I want to work hard and make myself better. The glory of the Space Marines is the noblest pursuit in my heart. .”
Jiang Xiao was moved.
Back then, she was so impassioned, so passionate and youthful.
only…
Jiang Xiao said calmly and lonely, "You have to think about it carefully. If you really choose this path, you can only move forward bravely. There is no time to spend time in the past and the next, and there is no time to live that kind of romance like other lesbians." A stable life.”
Jiang Xiao meant that because of this, she had completely missed Wang Lintao's love.
Two people can never go back to the beginning.
Wang Lintao would even continue to blame her for wiping out their entire team.
Gu Yan smiled and said softly but firmly, "I'm married."
"What?" Jiang Xiao was very surprised.
(End of chapter)