Ning Xi smiled bitterly, "You can probably guess what happened next. After I became pregnant, I thought the child was Su Yan's, so I insisted on keeping it. At the time, Su Yan was on a business trip in a very remote place abroad, and he didn't come back until I was almost eight months pregnant...
After he came back, he told me the whole truth... The person that night was not him... The child was not his... He caught Ning Xueluo doing something to me, so he said that the person that night was him in order to cover up Ning Xueluo's crime...
When Ning Xueluo told me the whole truth, I was crossing the road in a state of excitement and got into a car accident. The child... died at birth... This was probably the only mercy God had for me...
Otherwise, I really don’t know how to face and treat this child…”
Ning Xi finished speaking all these words in one breath, and all the emotions from those years came to her mind at this moment, "Heh... do you know how I felt at that time... The collapse of the heavens and the split of the earth is nothing more than this...
Ning Xueluo and Su Yan didn't know. In fact, I doubted Su Yan's words from the beginning. Although my memory of that night was very confused, I felt that it was impossible to forget it...
That strange man... is very scary...
I'm in pain... It hurts...
The pain of feeling like you are dying...
After that, I had a high fever for a week and was hospitalized for more than a month before I recovered. I still can't forget the shameful feeling when I went to see the doctor...
At that time, the only person who supported me that night was Su Yan. I couldn't even imagine the outcome if that person wasn't my boyfriend...
So, I kept deceiving myself... until I couldn't deceive myself anymore... until I paid a greater price... "
Ning Xi paused, then continued, "Later, my fear of men followed me everywhere. I hated and rejected contact with men. The one time five years ago was my only sexual experience...
I saw a psychiatrist for a long time, but there was no result. But later on, I didn’t care anymore…”
After listening to everything Ning Xi had said, especially the fear she showed when she mentioned the strange man, Lu Tingxiao's eyes were filled with murderous intent, "Who is that man?"
Ning Xi's body subconsciously trembled slightly, "I don't know... I've searched for a long time... There is no clue... I'm not sure if it was arranged by Ning Xueluo... It's as if... that person has never appeared in this world..."
After finally finishing all of this, Ning Xi's face was blank as she stared blankly at the man in front of her, "I'm done... This is my past...
You are so good... so good that sometimes I think in a mean way... if only you were a little bit worse... a little bit more scumbag... "
Lu Tingxiao stared at the girl in front of him with a frown on his face. He said sternly, "Ning Xi, I can tell you clearly that you are a lover who sees beauty in everything. Because you like me and love me, that's why you think everything about me is good! My first time, my only time, was with another woman, and even... we had a child together, a stain that will never be erased in my life..."
"Nonsense! Xiaobao is not a stain!" Ning Xi's dazed expression suddenly disappeared, and she stared with an extremely serious look.
Lu Tingxiao laughed helplessly, "That's right. To me, everything that happened to you is nothing. No matter what your experiences and past were, they are all you. They make up the you of today, the you that I love the most."