Zhao Jiuge stood alone in the wind and rain, his weak body swaying even more. For a long time, he dragged his weak body to a big tree. He leaned against the trunk regardless of the mud and water, his eyes were blurred, and he didn't know what he was thinking. What are you wearing
The summer rain came and went quickly, and the heavy rain soon stopped. The water dripped from the leaves, and the drops hit Zhao Jiuge's face. Only then did he recover from his hazy state of mindlessness. come over.
A rain fell down, and the indescribable mood in Zhao Jiuge's chest calmed down. He looked up at the sky, maybe everything was destined, and those who practiced on this path fell, or even lost their souls, and could not be reincarnated. Compared to the monks, he was already quite lucky.
At least I can live a peaceful and stable life for a hundred years, living day after day like an ordinary person. Although it is dull, it is not a kind of happiness.
The wonderful life he once had was dismissed as a dream and gone with the wind. Thinking about how he accidentally embarked on the path of cultivation and ended up in this situation, Zhao Jiuge laughed to himself.
After exhaling, he swept away the depression in his heart, and the smile returned to Zhao Jiuge's pale and delicate face. The air after the rain was already extremely fresh, and Zhao Jiuge's whole mood improved.
After crying and venting, Zhao Jiuge no longer thought about the things that made him unhappy. Perhaps Zhao Jiuge was just a little unwilling to accept the broken elixir, but for that stunning woman Pei Susu, this was probably the reason why he was so worried. .
The dark clouds dispersed and the sun shone on the earth again. Zhao Jiuge showed no emotion at all, but no matter what, Zhao Jiuge was never the kind of person to give up easily. After resting for a while, Zhao Jiuge wanted to see what kind of condition his body was in now. Although he knew that the spiritual elixir was broken and there was no possibility of cultivation, which was also an unchanging fact, Zhao Jiuge thought with a fluke mentality that maybe there was a slight possibility
Anyway, barefoot people are not afraid of wearing shoes. Although they are in the wild, but now that their cultivation is gone, how can they still be so afraid? Even if they encounter a little danger, they are just the strength to tie up the chicken, so Zhao Jiuge simply crosses his legs everywhere. , to explore the current condition of his body.
But after finally seeing the situation, Zhao Jiuge couldn't help but laugh or cry. His health was in terrible shape.
Not only was the eighth-grade spiritual elixir missing from the Dantian abdomen, but the phantom of the Laughing Buddha, the Sanskrit Dharmakaya, was also missing. Without the support of spiritual power, not only the Sanskrit Dharmakaya, but even the four golden-patterned dragons could not be condensed again.
Although his meridians were not damaged at all, without the support of spiritual power, everything was in vain. Zhao Jiuge wanted to run the technique as he did at the beginning, absorbing spiritual power into his body, but the result was just as the legend said, the surrounding spiritual power was not at all It can no longer enter the body.
After trying for a long time, Zhao Jiuge was sweating profusely, but the result was still the same. This made Zhao Jiuge simply choose to give up, and the only hope in his heart was shattered.
However, this time, Zhao Jiuge was not disappointed. Perhaps he had already prepared for the worst for this result. He stood up slowly. Zhao Jiuge smiled mockingly, and then talked to himself.
"I'm fine now. I'm a mortal again. But even without my spiritual power, my physical body is probably much stronger than many low-level monks."
Now that he has no spiritual power, his storage ring cannot be used, let alone control the flying sword. Even if he wants to put 'Han Ming' in the storage ring, he cannot do it. This makes Zhao Jiuge feel helpless. Could it be A top-quality spiritual weapon is going to be used for chopping firewood
With 'Han Ming' on his back, Zhao Jiuge glanced at the direction, and then he was full of pride. So what if he lost his cultivation? Can’t I continue to visit the beautiful mountains, rivers and mountains all over the world? Even an ordinary person cannot go to every place. Although the journey is a little bumpy and difficult, Zhao Jiuge has never lacked perseverance. Thinking that he will live the rest of his life for a hundred years, he might as well walk around and see more, and always It's much better than finding a place to survive.
Thinking of this, Zhao Jiuge immediately set off and walked towards the east, the route he had always planned.
Walking alone in the deep mountains and old forests, only Xiao Hei is with him. This makes Zhao Jiuge, who is empty in his heart, not lonely. Xiao Hei, who has been sleeping, seems to understand what happened. There is a little sadness in his energetic eyes, and his lively temperament in the past. He was honest, as if he was afraid of affecting Zhao Jiuge's mood, but he still screamed in sorrow occasionally.
"Fortunately, I have you with me when I'm at my lowest point."
Zhao Jiuge didn't take it seriously. Instead, he stroked Xiao Hei's fur and said calmly. It seemed that after a rain, Zhao Jiuge's mentality slowly recovered.
This is because Zhao Jiuge is optimistic by nature and can withstand ups and downs. Ordinary people would probably not be able to withstand this setback long ago. There are many magical pills in history that after being broken due to various reasons, could not bear the sharp contrast between before and after, and directly A person who dies by suicide.
Zhao Jiuge was carrying 'Han Ming' on his back, stumbling, with only Xiao Hei by his side. His back looked a little lonely. In this place where strength is respected, strength is the foundation. Without strength, everything is lost.
Zhao Jiuge had just thought about returning to the sect to find his master Jian Wuxin, but he felt that even the Xuantian Sword Sect could not solve this problem, otherwise so many people would not have died in depression.
Moreover, even if he went back, he would not know how to face the elders of the sect and the senior sister Fu Hongling. Although he felt a lot of reluctance in his heart, Zhao Jiuge had no choice but to just treat him as if he died outside. He had decided not to He went back, traveled around the world with his useless body, and spent the rest of his life, just drifting wherever he went.
Everything in the past has turned into memories. Even though he was unwilling to give up too much, Zhao Jiuge could only silently hide this pain in his heart.
Zhao Jiuge, who had been walking for a while, suddenly stopped and looked up at the sky. This moment was very similar to the moment when the old man was killed. He was both so scared and confused, but he was different at this moment than he was then. It seems a little different because I have grown up.
After shaking his head, Zhao Jiuge continued on his way. The first priority was to find a city to stay, otherwise after dark, he had no cultivation, and he could drink a pot of every spiritual beast he met. Even though he looked like a useless person now, he was not afraid of death. , but you can't die so cowardly. Since God left you a life, then there is a reason for it.
In his memory, there was a fairly large city where the border between Leizhou and Qingzhou was connected. Zhao Jiuge kept walking towards the east.
Along the way, Zhao Jiuge kept thinking about Pei Susu's last words, what is good and what is evil
This sentence has always impacted Zhao Jiuge's soul. It has to be said that even he himself can't explain a reason. For a long time, when people mention evil cultivators, they have an image of being ruthless and unscrupulous. It seems like this feeling It has been integrated into the bones, but in fact, some righteous people, for their own selfish desires, are not doing some more vicious things than those evil cultivators, but they are just extremely clever and conceal it.
Perhaps it is true as Pei Susu said, nothing is so absolute, and he cannot kill everyone on the same boat just because of one thing.
It's just that although the truth is true, the identities of the two are too different. One is the chief disciple of the Xuantian Sword Sect in the sacred land, and the other is the daughter of the leader of the Demon Sect. How can these two people come together.
Back then, Pei Susu's mother was a direct disciple of the Wandao Sect. For the sake of love, she betrayed her sect and came to the Demon Sect to be with Pei Songtao. Later, the Wandao Sect did not hesitate to clean up the family and sent people to kill Pei Susu's mother. From then on, Pei Songtao and The Ten Thousand Dao Sects are at odds with each other.
A direct disciple is like this, not to mention that Zhao Jiuge is the head disciple of Xuantian Sword Sect and is also the chief disciple. He is a person who may take over Xuantian Sword Sect in the future. If this matter really breaks out, what will others do? Looking at Xuantian Sword Sect, Jian Wuxin's old face has to be completely wiped out.
Moreover, it is impossible for the two of them to give up their identities for another person. Even if Zhao Jiuge cannot practice, he will not follow Pei Susu back to the Demon Sect. It is obviously impossible for Pei Susu to give up everything and his father. , so both of them knew this very well. Even though Pei Susu was extremely sad, she no longer pestered Zhao Jiuge.
Asking what love is in the world, it only involves life and death. Zhao Jiuge can die for Pei Susu, but he cannot be with her. This is perhaps the greatest sorrow in life.
There are endless tears of lovesickness, and red beans are thrown away. There are endless spring willows and spring flowers that fill the painting building. I can't sleep well. After the wind and rain on the screen window, I can't forget the new sorrows and the old people. The word "love" is the most irritating.
As we headed east, the weather got better, and the downpour stopped completely. Along the way, there were still some water drops on the flowers and plants in the deep mountains and old forests.
Zhao Jiuge suddenly felt like he was setting aside the dark clouds to see tomorrow, and the weather was also weird. It was raining heavily just now, but now the sun has come out again.
The rainbow after the rain was so beautiful. Zhao Jiuge squinted his eyes and couldn't help but take a second look. At this moment, he felt that he had missed too many things in his daily practice. There were countless things in the world, such as this rainbow, mountains and rivers. , river, maybe seeing these things, my mind will change quietly without knowing it. This is why I am a useless person now, but I still insist on walking the rest of the distance.
At this moment, the depression in Zhao Jiuge's heart seemed to be gone, and even the way he looked at the world again became completely different.
Looking at the colorful rainbow after the rain and the white clouds in the sky, Zhao Jiuge suddenly changed his mood. He had a feeling of watching the flowers blooming and falling in front of the court, not being surprised by the favor or humiliation, and looking at the clouds in the sky, leaving no intention to leave.
Zhao Jiuge was immersed in his own mind. The knot in his heart was untied at this moment. At the same time, he also let go of everything. But at this moment, a strange scene happened.
At this moment, the spiritual energy around him was pouring into his body crazily. Zhao Jiuge had never seen such speed in his life. At least even with his cultivation in the late stage of spiritual pill realm, he could not absorb the spiritual energy so fast.
Zhao Jiuge, who had just untied his knot, was still enjoying the feeling of the summer wind blowing on his face. He was stunned by this sudden scene. If there was anyone next to him, he would be surprised to find that the spiritual energy was shining with little rays of light, rich and refined. Pure, visible to the naked eye, poured directly into Zhao Jiuge's body and was transformed into spiritual power through his meridians.
Zhao Jiuge's eyes widened, and his head felt a little dazed. He didn't use the technique to absorb spiritual power deliberately, and even if he deliberately used the technique to absorb spiritual power, it would not be effective. He had tried this for a long time just now.
So what's going on!
Although Zhao Jiuge didn't quite understand, his dark eyes were full of joy, because it seemed that there was hope for him to practice again!