He wanted to hug her a few more times while he still had the strength to hug her.
If one day my condition worsens, I'm afraid even hugging her will become a problem.
Gu Qingxin cooked soup, and she made Bei Minghan drink a bowl before allowing him to go upstairs.
After drinking the warm soup, Bei Minghan only felt the warmth in his stomach, which was extraordinarily comfortable.
"Is it good to drink?" Gu Qingxin looked at him with her chin in her hand.
"It's delicious!" Bei Minghan looked up at her and smiled.
"Then I will cook soup for you every day from now on."
every day…
Bei Minghan looked at her bright little face, and was stimulated by this word to the nerves of pain, which made his face turn pale.
He quickly lowered his head and continued to drink his soup, not wanting her to see his changes.
After finishing the soup, Bei Minghan insisted on holding Gu Qingxin and went upstairs.
When taking a bath, he gently rubbed her back, and Gu Qingxin was very comfortable lying on the bathtub.
"Xin'er, if one day... I am no longer by your side, what will happen to you?" Bei Minghan asked her suddenly.
Gu Qingxin wanted to turn around, but he pushed her back, and she asked, "You're not by my side? Then where are you going?"
"I mean if." Bei Minghan paused for a moment while rubbing her back.
Gu Qingxin blurted out almost without hesitation, "If you are no longer by my side, no matter where you go, I will look for you until I find you."
"What if...you can't find me all this time?" Bei Minghan looked at her nervously.
"Then keep looking... keep looking." Gu Qingxin turned to look at him.
Bei Minghan quickly coughed lightly, lowering his eyelashes to hide the pain in his eyes.
"What if you never find it, and I went to a place you can't go to?" Bei Minghan took a deep breath, raised his eyelashes and asked him.
Gu Qingxin looked at him, this time she didn't answer right away, but just looked at him, both of them were silent.
"No matter where...you go to heaven, I will go to heaven with you, and if you go to hell, I will accompany you to hell... If I can never find you, there is only one possibility, that is, you don't have to be in this world anymore, then Just dead..."
Gu Qingxin paused at this point, looked at him, and Bei Minghan continued to look at her, and saw her red lips slightly parted, "Then I will die with you."
Bei Minghan looked at her in shock, Gu Qingxin smiled, showing a few white teeth, "So, don't really disappear so that I can't find you, I'm actually not very patient, you should know ... If you keep me from being able to find you for a year, I will treat you as dead, and I will go to hell to find you."
Bei Minghan's body was as stiff as a rock. He looked at her, trying to tell her not to do this, but he couldn't utter a single word.
Because it was so shocking, he didn't expect her answer to be like this!
Gu Qingxin smiled brighter, put her arms around him, and touched his lips with her finger, "So, no matter why you ask me like this today, don't let me lose you for too long in the future, I will do what I say. "
…
Gu Qingxin had already fallen asleep, but Bei Minghan couldn't fall asleep anyway. He stared at her sleeping face, but he was in a state of confusion.
But there is a voice in my mind that is getting clearer and clearer, he can die, but she cannot die!
Even if he dies, it is entirely his own fault, but she is different, she is still so young, she will have a very good life in the future, he can't let her lose her life for him...