"What are you talking about? If you don't come back, I won't see you for a day?" Shi's mother frowned at her son.
"How do you feel about your body? Is there any discomfort?" Shi Chen asked.
"No, my health is completely recovered, you don't have to worry about it." Shi Mu said.
"Don't hide it from me. If you feel uncomfortable, you must tell me, okay?" Shi Chen looked at his mother worriedly.
"I know." Shi's mother went to warm up the dishes for her son.
Shi Chen went to take a shower, and he could eat when he came out. Shi Chen sat down and ate with chopsticks. Shi's mother looked at him and said, "Ah Chen, what do you think about getting married? You are not young this year. It's time to get married, I think Da Shuang has always liked you, or you two should get married."
"Don't listen to her nonsense, it's impossible for me and her to get married." Shi Chen answered with a slap in the face.
"Why can't you? The big couple is very good, and we are also very close to our family. You two are also about the same age, and you have a common language, which is very good."
"Mom, don't talk about it. I have plans. I'm only twenty-five this year. Why are you in a hurry?"
"Twenty-five is not too young. I think Da Shuang is very good. She helped me a lot this time when I was hospitalized. She really likes you. If you marry her, you will be happy. Da Shuang's family conditions are not bad. Well, there is still a house at home, which can be used for you to live in after marriage, and your burden will be light then."
"Mom! Don't mention this matter again in the future! I don't want to hear it." Shi Chen said.
"..."
Shi's mother looked at her son with extremely complicated emotions.
"Achen, don't you... Still can't forget Xiaodie?" Shi Mu's voice was very soft, as if she was afraid of disturbing something.
When Shi Chen heard Xiaodie's name, he paused while eating, and then continued to eat, "You think too much, I haven't thought about it, I know it's impossible for me and her."
"I'm sorry, child, it's all mother's fault. I'm the one who got you in trouble. If it wasn't for my body, you wouldn't be..."
"Stop talking, I don't want to hear this. Since I am your son, I have my own responsibilities! Without you, I don't even have a home."
When Shi's mother heard what her son said, she became even more sad.
What a good person his son is, but why did he have a mother like her
After Shi Chen had dinner, he left again. Shi's mother sent her son away, and the moment she closed the door, she couldn't help crying anymore. It's wonderful to be able to live, but because of her, my son has missed too much.
She remembered that when her son was young, because she was weak and sick, her son was much more sensible than his peers at a young age and could do everything. While other children were playing outside, her son was at home helping her make medicine.
When Shi's mother thought of this, she blamed herself, no, she can't drag her son down anymore.
She returned to the small sofa in the living room and sat down. She took a few deep breaths before trying to calm herself down.
She is a single mother, just because Shi Chen's arrival was a mistake.
He was born after she was raped, and she didn't even know who that man was, and because of this incident, her only relative in this world, her biological father, was pissed off to death.
Later, she wanted to go to the hospital to have an abortion, but the doctor told her that her constitution was not suitable for abortion, and if the abortion was forced, she would not survive.