Xiaobai's whole body was stiff when he heard that, he really wished he could go back to that time now, and hated those people's ruthlessness even more.
He didn't even dare to listen anymore... He wanted to stop her, but she let her continue.
"I begged the Luo family, but no one paid attention to me. In the end, it was my mother who gave me her private house and asked me to see a doctor for the child first." Luo Baige didn't want to talk about it anymore. Now that she thought about it, she felt that Incredible.
She never thought that she could survive it. At that time, with a sick child, she could really live every day, and every day she lived was earned.
"I tell you this because I want to tell you that you may think that I raised Luo Yu and even saved his life. In fact, in my heart, Luo Yu is my salvation! So I don't hate you. Because you gave me Luo Yu, so that I have the courage to live to this day, and I will also make myself better and better. If there is no Luo Yu, my identity will be discovered by the Luo family. I think, by then I may live not go down."
Xiao Bai looked at her quietly. To be honest, he didn't expect her to say this to him. After hearing her words, his heart seemed to be stabbed repeatedly by a steel needle.
After Luo Baige finished speaking, she stopped talking. She finished the bowl of porridge quietly, said something to Xiaobai, then got up and went back to the room.
Xiaobai sat there for a long time without moving the porridge in the bowl.
He kept thinking about the situation of Luo Baige and Luo Yu over and over again, and couldn't help thinking that he knew that he was very responsible for what happened to her.
Back then, if he hadn't made a conclusion about her chasing him so hastily, and if he was willing to investigate, the result might have been different from what it is now.
But, as she said, when she really brought the child here, what would happen to him? What would you think of her? What would his family think of her
With his temper, I'm afraid there will be no good results. Maybe the child will stay, and she...
Xiaobai rubbed his forehead, and became even more upset. He felt uncomfortable for something. He stood up and kicked the table in front of him forcefully, cursed a cursive word, and went upstairs.
Luo Baige took a shower and changed her clothes. After putting on the mask, she lay on the bed staring at the ceiling in a daze. She just wanted to say these words today, and she was never a person who wronged herself.
Back then, she hated this man. After all, he made herself suffer so much. It can be said that all her sufferings were because of him.
Now she doesn't think so anymore, all these sufferings should be borne by her, and she can't blame anyone.
The source of the suffering was actually not him.
Moreover, the older Luo Yu got, the more she felt that she had nothing to do with that man.
At the beginning, she liked him a little, so she willingly had a relationship with him and wanted to marry her.
Everything is her fault.
However, she still told everything about that year, she didn't want to be with Bai Sixian, but she had to let him know what she had endured back then.
Even if it was for Luo Yu, it was still his child, and he was actually responsible.
She just hoped that when he faced her, his mind could be calmer.
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Xiaobai slept with Luo Yu again, Luo Baige woke up very early the next day, she had to rush to the hospital for an infusion after breakfast, she still regretted her life.
Fortunately, the poisoning incident in the restaurant is over, and now everything is back to normal.