Yang Chuchu had already taken five days of leave. The director personally called her to do some ideological work for her and asked her to quickly return to the crew to participate in the filming. She was the heroine and her role was very important. If she continued to be absent like this, the drama would be ruined. Really can't do it anymore
It went on.
Yang Chuchu also knew that she had to cheer up and work, so she agreed to the director to return to the crew for filming the next day.
The sky turned dark, and Yang Chuchu pretended to have just returned home from the set.
When Cheng Ying saw her coming in, she raised her head and asked with concern: "Chu Chu, are you very tired from filming recently? It seems that you don't look well every time you come back. If you are tired, you should rest properly."
"Mom, I'm fine!" Yang Chuchu immediately concealed the sadness on his face, smiled and shook his head.
Cheng Ying was flipping through her phone. Yang Chuchu looked at her, hesitated, and couldn't help but asked: "Mom, can I ask you something?"
Cheng Ying looked up at her and nodded: "If you have anything, just ask!" "Um... where is my father?" Yang Chuchu asked bravely. In fact, she also asked when she was a child, and her mother always asked I was very impatient. Later, my mother simply said that her father was dead and no longer alive, and asked her not to have any more.
Ask again.
Yang Chuchu was very afraid that her mother would be angry, so the older she grew and the more sensible she became, the less she dared to ask about this matter, just for fear of exposing her mother's scars.
Sure enough, Cheng Ying's expression froze. She looked at her daughter in astonishment. For a long time, her face turned ugly: "Why did you ask again?" In the scene, I... I don't know how to get along with my father more naturally. The director also said that my acting skills are stiff, so I asked you about this.
. "Yang Chuchu looked at her mother's expression nervously and tried hard to explain.
Cheng Ying sighed lightly and said calmly: "I remember telling you before, just treat him as dead. Don't have high hopes for a dead person."
"Mom, do you know where he is?" Yang Chuchu felt that her mother really seemed to be hiding something from her.
Cheng Ying sneered: "Even if I knew, I wouldn't say anything. I hope you won't ask about him again in the future."
"Mom, I'm not a child anymore. If you know where he is, can you tell me? I want to see him." Yang Chuchu didn't know where the courage came from, and suddenly made this request.
As soon as she finished speaking, she closed her eyes tightly and waited for her mother to roar at her.
However, after waiting for a long time, she did not hear her mother's angry scolding. She couldn't help but open half of her eyes and saw Cheng Ying leaning on the sofa sluggishly, as if she had lost her soul, with a look of sadness on her face. "Mom!" Yang Chuchu was startled and quickly walked over step by step. Finally, she squatted next to her mother and gently shook her arm with her hand: "Mom, did I make you angry again? ? Don’t be angry, I won’t ask again in the future
Now, if you say he is dead, I will treat him as dead. I no longer want to know where he is or who he is. "
Cheng Ying looked at her daughter's nervous little face with red eyes, and laughed to herself: "If you didn't tell me, I wouldn't have known you had grown up, and I would have always thought you were an ignorant child. .”
"Mom, I'm sorry. I know this is your scar, and I shouldn't have opened it." Yang Chuchu pressed her face against her mother's knees, her legs already kneeling on the ground. She was afraid that her mother would be sad.
Cheng Ying's fingers gently stroked her long hair. Finally, she sighed: "Chu Chu, do you really want to know where your father is?"
"I really want to know, Mom, why do you never mention him? Is he a heinous sinner?" Yang Chuchu asked with a sad look. "No...he is not evil, he just married another woman, formed a family, and had children. Chuchu, I'm sorry, no matter how hard my mother tries, she can't give you a complete family. I can't possibly give you a complete family. he
I snatched it away from other women, and I was the one with an unfair reputation. "When Cheng Ying said this, her face was filled with tears and she was extremely sad.
Yang Chuchu's heart ached with discomfort, and she couldn't help but reach out and hug her mother. She finally understood why her mother never mentioned her father. It turned out that that man had become someone else's father, and she was not even qualified to call him.
"Mom, don't cry, I'm sorry, I will never mention him again, never again!" Yang Chuchu also cried softly.
The mother and daughter hugged and cried for a long time, and finally stopped crying. Both of their eyes were red and swollen. "Chu Chu, do you blame me for keeping it secret from you? Mom can't help it. I can't let you really become an illegitimate daughter in the eyes of others, but you are not. When I was with him, he was not married. At that time, he said he would marry me, but I didn't expect that he would marry someone else as soon as he turned around. Moreover, he knelt in front of me that day and said he was sorry for me and asked me to let him go. What could I do? I was pregnant , but I have to accept such unfair treatment, I am also desperate!" Cheng Ying first
For the first time she mentioned to Yang Chuchu what happened to her in the past, she felt that her daughter had grown up and she had the right to know who her father was and understand the decisions she made back then.
"Mom, I blamed you before, but I don't blame you now. I know it's not your fault!" Yang Chuchu lowered her head, not daring to look into her mother's sad eyes. "Actually, in the years after I gave birth to you, I was very tired and annoyed when I took you to start a business by myself. I even thought about going to have a fight with him. I would not live happily, and I would also want to break up his family. Let him pay for being ridiculed, but later
, and I feel that doing so is meaningless. "Cheng Ying laughed at herself, closed her eyes, and thought about those painful days. She never had the courage to continue living that kind of life.
"Mom, why did he marry someone else? Didn't he ever love you?" Yang Chuchu asked angrily. "Before the flowers and under the moon, he said a lot of sweet words to me. It's a pity that no matter how sweet love is, it can't compete with the word poverty. He is very handsome. After being attracted by his current wife, she pursued him feverishly. The other party is a rich girl, and her family has
With great power, your father wanted to pursue an official career and get promoted step by step, so he chose his official career and gave up on me! "When Cheng Ying thinks back now, she feels that she was very stupid back then.
"Mom, has he been promoted now?" Yang Chuchu sneered, suddenly she no longer wanted to see that scumbag father, and he was not worthy of being her father. "Yes, he has been promoted and his career is really successful!" Cheng Ying said sarcastically.