Ji Shangqing fell to the floor like a sculpture. The notebook in his hand had been squeezed tightly in his hand, and it had changed shape. He really didn't expect that his father would be so cold-blooded and put a hand in his hand. The daughter he raised was killed so cruelly. If he was not his biological son, would he end up like his sister, not even knowing how he died
Thinking of the day Ji Yunning was buried, his father stood in front of her grave and cried for a long time. Ji Shangqing only felt fake at the moment. Even his life seemed to be distorted. He couldn't tell what feelings were real. If family ties can be erased, who can he trust
Lan opened the door slightly, holding two large bags of things she bought from the supermarket. Her two slender little hands were all red from being strangled, which showed how heavy the things she was carrying were.
She shook her hand, trying to regain some feeling in her numb fingers. He felt that Ji Shangqing was not in a good mood these days, but when she asked him, he didn't say a word. Lan Weiwei was still very worried about him.
Therefore, she came back directly after class and wanted to make dinner for him.
She saw a light in the bedroom, so she walked over lightly and saw the man sitting on the floor. Lan Weiwei looked startled and immediately asked softly: "Ji Shangqing, why are you sitting on the floor? It's so cold!" "
Moreover, she found that Ji Shangqing was not only sitting on the floor, but he was also wearing only a thin gray turtleneck sweater. On this winter night with temperatures close to zero, his body couldn't bear it.
"Get out and leave me alone!" Ji Shangqing began to doubt life at this moment. His heart seemed to be distorted by someone's abstraction. He couldn't distinguish between true and false. He felt that there was no other emotion in the world that was worthy of him. To give.
Lan was stunned for a moment, hearing the indifference in Ji Shangqing's voice. She stayed where she was for a moment, not knowing what to do.
"What happened to you? You can tell me..."
"Telling you? Who are you to me? Lan Weiwei, I want you to get out!" Ji Shangqing roared angrily.
Lan shuddered slightly, her beautiful eyes widened instantly, and she looked in disbelief at the man who hugged her a few days ago and said he wanted to be her boyfriend. At this moment, he seemed to be a different person, and his personality had also changed. , he was taciturn and unkempt these days, as if he had experienced a huge blow in his life.
Lan Weiwei has no contact with the upper class society, so she doesn't know that Mr. Ji has passed away, nor does she know that all this is caused by his father Ji Lin. She seems to be living in two different worlds from him. She lives the most daily and simple life. The only thing she knows how to calculate now is three meals a day, plus her academic performance. She doesn't care about anything else.
"Okay!" Lan Weiwei is a very knowledgeable girl. She will listen carefully to what Ji Shangqing says and will not put any pressure on him.
Ji Shangqing originally just had a bad breath in his heart with nowhere to vent. When he saw her coming in, it disturbed her sadness. Moreover, he didn't want anyone to see him in such a mess, so he was cruel to her and asked her to go out. , but I didn’t expect that she really went out.
When the door closed, the last thing in Ji Shangqing's heart seemed to disappear and became empty.
He turned his head in disbelief and looked at the door that was lightly closed by the girl. He suddenly got up from the ground. The next second, he opened the door and saw that Lan Weiwei did not leave with her bag. Instead, he opened the shopping bag, holding a cabbage and a fish in his hand, as if preparing to make him dinner.
Lan Weiwei was startled when she heard someone forcefully open the door behind her. She just stared at him blankly, forgetting that she was still holding a half-dead fish in her hand.
The two people looked at each other across a living room, unable to read the emotions in each other's eyes.
"Is it okay to eat fish tonight?" It wasn't until the fish caught in Lan Weiwei's hand swung its tail to prove its existence that Lan Weiwei was startled and asked him in a cautious voice.
Ji Shangqing's red eyes were filled with tears that were too late to suppress. When he heard her simplest question, he nodded subconsciously: "Okay!"
Lan breathed a sigh of relief, took the dishes and went directly into the kitchen.
Ji Shangqing leaned against the door wall helplessly, holding his face with both hands, dragging his heavy body into the bathroom. In the mirror, was the man with stubble sprouting really him
In the past, he attached great importance to image engineering. He had to change out the clothes and shoes he wore for a day. But now, he has been wearing this set of clothes for three days. His short hair, which he had styled before, It was also as messy as a chicken coop, and he could hardly find his high-spirited and confident self.
"Doesn't she dislike me like this?" Ji Shangqing couldn't help but murmur. Lan Weiwei looked at him with eyes that were still gentle and gentle. He was not scared away by his slovenly appearance. He seemed to be in high spirits these days. Like a patient, he would lose his temper from time to time. Even he hated himself like this, but Lan Weiwei did not leave. Instead, she would come back at noon to cook for him. Even if he didn't eat, she would definitely cook it. Call him.
Ji Shangqing reached out and touched the thorny beard, and finally decided to change his appearance.
When he took a shower, looked at his face and hair before coming out, Lan Weiwei was startled and couldn't help but asked him worriedly: "Are you going out?"
"No, I just thought about one thing clearly!" Ji Shangqing shook his head and laughed at himself.
Lan was slightly startled: "Have you thought about something clearly?"
"My dad is a complete bastard. He deserves to die. A thousand or ten thousand times is not enough!" Ji Shangqing suddenly gritted his teeth and cursed, leaving Lan Weiwei confused.
Ji Shangqing covered his face in pain, as if he had no face to see anyone again: "Did you know? Just a few days ago, my father forced my grandfather to commit suicide."
"Ah?" Lan Weiwei's whole body trembled, he couldn't believe that such a serious thing had happened to him.
"I really don't want to accept this fact, but it's all true. Just now, I saw the diary written by my dad. He pretended that my sister was killed in an accident." Ji Shangqing completely let go of his inner feelings. The pain was shared, and his eyes became red again.
Lan Weiwei's breathing was stagnant, and it was hard to believe that there was really someone worse off than herself in this world.
"From now on, I will really be alone. I have no shame to see my grandma again. I can only live alone!" Ji Shangqing endured the sadness in his heart, but he still shed tears and couldn't help crying.
This was the first time Lan Weiwei saw a man cry, and he cried loudly, like a child who had been wronged and wanted to vent.
Lan Weiwei was still chopping vegetables with a kitchen knife in her hand. At this moment, she was dumbfounded. She quickly put down the kitchen knife, shaking it off for fear of hearing something more shocking.
"Ji Shangqing, please forgive me!" Lan Weiwei knew that there was no point in saying anything. He had to bear this pain alone until he was calm and indifferent.
"Wei Wei, are my family scary? Are you afraid of me?" Ji Shangqing deliberately looked gloomy to scare her, wanting to see her true reaction.
"I'm not afraid of you!" Lan said, shaking his head slightly.
Ji Shangqing didn't believe it and deliberately sneered: "Have you already thought about how to stay away from me?"
Lan turned around slightly and walked in front of him. Her height was only as high as the man's shoulders. She raised her head and looked straight at him with a pair of clear eyes: "You are the first one to let me know." As a man who has repaid you with warmth, I will not leave you unless you want to drive me away."
"What you said...are you telling the truth?" Ji Shangqing stared at her beautiful big eyes with some suffocation, not daring to believe her words.
"I swear, everything I say to you is true!" Lan Wei raised his hand and made a simple oath.
"Why? My house is in such a mess, why aren't you afraid?" Ji Shangqing felt ridiculous.
Lan Weiwei raised her lips and smiled: "That's because I didn't take you to see my home. My home is much messier than yours."
"I don't mean the chaos at home, I mean my family relationship." Ji Shangqing frowned.
"My family relationship is not simple either!" Lan Wei shrugged her shoulders, saying that she had never lost in a tough competition.