It Seems I Love You Very Much

Chapter 1352: This is the feeling of wanting to die

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"Yes, but you didn't say you don't want to find a boyfriend..."

"Now I suddenly want to find someone again, Yan Xi, I think you are right, you can find a boyfriend to work together to build a career." Cheng Yuan expressed her thoughts eagerly.

Lan Yanxi was startled by her, then sat up again, blinked and looked at her: "Cheng Yuan, are you okay?"

"I'm fine. You just said you wanted to introduce me to a boyfriend, right? Who is it?" Cheng Yuan asked blushing and shyly.

"Adjutant Chu, Chu Lie, the one who calls you every day!" Lan Yanxi blinked and said blankly.

"I'm not worthy of him!" Cheng Yuan suddenly discovered a very real problem, turned around, and said sadly.

"How could you not be worthy of him? You are already very good." Lan Yanxi was immediately worried for her.

Cheng Yuan turned her back to her, looked at the night scene outside the window, and asked quietly: "Yan Xi, it would be great if I could be as confident as you, but I am born with low self-esteem, so I work so hard."

"Me? I have always been blindly confident. Everyone has twenty-four hours a day. It is a good thing to find ways to make yourself happy. Even if you are coaxing yourself or lying to yourself, you still have to be happy." This is Lan Yanxi's way of doing things is to think in the best direction.

"Yan Xi, you always give people an optimistic and optimistic feeling. I am really happy to have a friend like you." Cheng Yuan turned around with a smile and appreciation.

"Actually, you can also be happier. Many people like to weave their lives in dreams, but it is also very important to be able to live in reality. Cheng Yuan, don't worry. I've asked about it. Chu Lu doesn't have a girlfriend. He is now I'm single!" Lan Yanxi, a matchmaker, was very professional and had inquired about everything before she dared to match up with her friends.

"Really?" Cheng Yuan suddenly became excited.

"Wait a minute!" Lan Yanxi narrowed her beautiful big eyes and stared at Cheng Yuan.

Only then did Cheng Yuan realize that she seemed to have been happy too early and had exposed something.

"Cheng Yuan, you are dishonest and you lied to me!" Lan Yanxi pretended to be angry.

Cheng Yuan hurried over, sat beside her bed, and held one of her hands: "Yan Xi, I didn't lie to you, I really don't deserve him!"

"So, you have actually liked him for a long time, right? No wonder you reacted so quickly just now. When you heard that I was going to introduce him to you, you didn't even care about your clothes. You must like him very much, right?" Lan Yanxi suddenly seemed to have discovered a new world. It turned out that he had drawn the red line correctly.

Cheng Yuan finally nodded and admitted honestly: "Yes, I have actually liked him for a long time, but he doesn't know it, and I don't dare to let him know."

"Why don't people know if you like it? Then it's easy for you to miss your own happiness." Lan Yanxi couldn't help but sigh.

"Of course I'm scared and anxious, but I just don't dare to confess. Yan Xi, who confessed first between you and the Vice President?" Cheng Yuan suddenly became curious.

"Me!" Lan Yanxi pointed to her face shamelessly: "I didn't like him at first. I thought he was uninteresting, old-fashioned, and didn't have the vigor of our young people. But with him As soon as I got in touch with him, I realized that he was a very nice person. He didn’t play any emotional tricks and just showed me that he liked him. I was immediately conquered by his sincerity and fell in love with him without any reason."

"Yes, yes, I don't like to play tricks in relationships. I also like to be sincere. There are people around me who treat relationships like their boyfriends like a game. Who loses and who wins must be clearly divided. I feel scared when I see him. , there is no safety guarantee at all." Cheng Yuan was instantly aroused by Lan Yanxi as a girl, and she was no longer the cold and indifferent character of the Iron-Blooded King Kong.

"Don't worry, I think Adjutant Chu definitely doesn't have time to play tricks with women. Men who value their careers are usually more gentle and tolerant towards women." Lan Yanxi comforted her.

"Yan Xi, do you think he will like me? I'm not beautiful, I'm not gentle, and I don't have any femininity at all!" Cheng Yuan looked at Lan Yanxi's appearance at the moment, weak and slender, with long silky hair. Her charming little face is set off by this charming look. When Mr. Vice President looks at it, he will probably love her even more. Looking at himself again, his hair is shorter than that of a man, and his skills are better than that of a man's. Well, her speech was more manly than that of a man. She realized that she was not a woman at all, and she really wanted to cry and faint in the toilet.

"There are many definitions of beauty. You have your own advantages. Besides, you have beautiful facial features, a good figure, and a heroic appearance. I believe many men still like your type." Lan Yanxi really felt that Cheng Yuan Quite beautiful too.

"Yan Xi, you are really good at comforting people. You look like a man to me. If Adjutant Chu doesn't want to be my boyfriend and girlfriend, but just wants to be my brother, then I'll be doomed!" Cheng Yuanyi With a shocked expression on her face, she buried her face in her hands. The more she thought about it, the sadder she became. When she reported the report to the police academy, her family had reminded her that it would be difficult for a woman to find a boyfriend if she was too strong and stubborn. What man wouldn't want her? A woman is petite and charming, and she needs her own protection

But at that time, she was as stubborn as a cow, and she even said harsh words, and she would be single for the rest of her life. Unexpectedly, on the day she graduated from the police academy, she bumped into Chu Li. He was an elite senior in her school. At the school's graduation ceremony, he performed a martial arts performance with a group of seniors. His handsome and stylish moves directly hit her. soul.

The girl who said she wanted to be single suddenly felt that a little flower bloomed in her dry heart, and the color of the whole world turned pink. She was so damn excited.

When she armed herself into a female man who didn't need anyone's love or protection, the male priest who fell from the sky gave her the most fatal tenderness.

"Cheng Yuan, are you okay?" Lan Yanxi felt that she had done something bad and made Cheng Yuan cry. Cheng Yuan really cried, like a child, crying loudly, like losing her beloved toy, crying without caring.

"Cheng Yuan, I'm sorry, it's all my fault. It's my fault. I shouldn't have mentioned anything about my boyfriend. Can you please stop crying?" Lan Yanxi was at a loss and her mind was blank. She wanted to comfort her, but found that there was no way to comfort her.

"Yan Xi, I'm done, my life is done!" Cheng Yuan was really sad. She liked someone, but found that she could never be with him. That feeling was like wanting to die, the end of the world. Same.

"You're not done yet. You're so young and you still have a long life. Don't be so pessimistic!" Lan Yanxi quickly reached out and pulled the tissue to wipe her nose and tears.

"No, I know, my life is really over. I will definitely not be the type that Adjutant Chu likes!" Cheng Yuan's eyes were red from crying, she was really wronged and sad.

"Things in this world are not absolute. What if Adjutant Chu likes someone like you? You have to hold on to a little hope!" Lan Yanxi felt that Cheng Yuan was as cute as a child. If Chu The adjutant noticed this about her and might have liked her. After all, children are very lovable.

"No, there is no such thing as a good thing!" Cheng Yuan kept sobbing and couldn't wipe away her tears.

"Yes, I will try my best to help you!" Lan Yanxi decided to help Cheng Yuan, who had no self-confidence.

Cheng Yuan looked at her with bright eyes and grabbed her arm nervously and excitedly: "Yan Xi, will you really help me?"

"Of course, such a good man can't let others get there first. Besides, you like him so much, which is already his blessing!" Lan Yanxi reached out and patted her shoulder, comforting her with a smile.

"Thank you, Yan Xi. If I really get together with him, you will be my lifelong benefactor. I will repay this kindness throughout my life!" Cheng Yuan said seriously.

"If you don't want to pay it back, just don't forget to give me wedding candy when the time comes. You've helped me now, and I was so shameless that I didn't even say I wanted to pay it back!" Lan Yanxi said with a smile.

Cheng Yuan also laughed.

"Mr. Vice President is coming tomorrow, Yan Xi. I wish you a happy day. I'm going to bed first!" Cheng Yuan felt that she would have a good dream tonight.

Lan Yanxi sighed: "Yes, it's great that we can see him tomorrow. I really hope that time will pass quickly and the sky will light up earlier."

Thinking of being alone and having insomnia was a really sour feeling, but Lan Yanxi was willing to be so painful and happy. At around three o'clock in the morning, she even got up and wrote a diary.

In fact, Ling Mofeng, who had the same thoughts as Lan Yanxi, did not fall asleep in the early morning. He lay on his big bed, closed his eyes, and saw those images of her squeezed under the sheets, her gentle and fragrant body, vaguely He was still in his arms, but when he opened his eyes, they were empty. He couldn't help but laugh at himself. Since having Lan Yanxi, he was no longer used to being alone in his life.

However, he can go see her tomorrow. Knowing that her condition has improved, he can let go of his nervousness.