Zhang Rufen hates eating offal the most. No matter what kind of animal offal she is, she never eats it. But now that she has been forced to eat so much pork liver fried rice, Zhang Rufen feels like her stomach is overwhelmed. She feels like vomiting, but now she She couldn't control this body at all, even if she was extremely disgusted, she could only endure it forcibly.
The 'Zhang Rufen' on the opposite side saw her eating all these things obediently, with a gratified smile on her face, and said in a warm voice: "I just said that it is useful for you to eat this, you see that you have been eating for so long, and your complexion It is much more rosy than before, and there is no sign of dizziness from time to time, and you will be completely healed after taking it for a few months."
Normally, Zhang Rufen felt that she said these words out of concern for her son. She hates internal organs so much. She went to the vegetable market to pick out pork livers for her son, cleaned them carefully, and made pork livers for him. Real estate speculators, Qi Wang should be grateful for this love of his son.
But now that she has changed her identity and angle, Zhang Rufen doesn't know why, she just feels that the familiar face on the opposite side looks particularly odious, she feels disgusted in her heart, and her stomach churns, she feels that she wants to vomit Come out, but the body is completely out of her control.
Zhang Rufen felt that she was confined in her son's body, she could see, hear, hear and feel, but she couldn't control this body no matter what.
"Mom, thank you, but I feel that I have been eating for so long, and my health has improved a lot. Why don't you change the taste, I don't really want to eat pork liver fried rice."
Zhang Rufen heard her body say such words, she was in this body at this time, and she could clearly feel her son's emotions.
He doesn't like to eat pork liver fried rice. He ate it before to make his mother happy, but he has been eating pork liver fried rice for the past few months.
Qi Wang tentatively said these words, when he spoke, there was a smile on his face, and even some imperceptible flattery.
Facing his mother, he had to be careful with what he said, for fear that his mother would get angry, he had to think carefully about every word, from tone of voice to words, he had to think about it before saying it.
Zhang Rufen clearly felt her son's cautiousness, which made her feel very uncomfortable.
So in Qi Wang's eyes, is she so scary as a mother
However, just after he finished speaking, the face of 'Zhang Rufen' who was sitting across from her instantly sank. She didn't speak, but just looked at Qi Huang with a pair of dark eyes. The atmosphere in the restaurant changed because of her expression change. became dignified.
Changing to her son, Zhang Rufen also felt a little uncomfortable seeing her expression.
It's just a trivial matter, why are you angry
However, it was such a trivial matter that caused 'Zhang Rufen' to fall into a rage. She looked at Qi Wang coldly for a while, then snatched the plate in front of Qi Wang, and threw it heavily on the ground. on the ground.
The sound of the shattering porcelain plate broke the silence in the room, and at the same time, 'Zhang Rufen' howled towards Qi Huang at the top of his lungs.
"Qi Wang, you are heartless, I knew I was useless now, and you started to dislike me, can I have any bad thoughts towards you as a mother? I worked hard to cook for you , just want to give you a good body, how did you treat me? Is there a son like you in the world?"
Qi Wang seemed to have been frightened by 'Zhang Rufen''s sudden violent behavior, and hurriedly wanted to defend herself, saying that she didn't mean it that way, but Zhang Rufen didn't mean to listen to his explanation at all. After she dropped the plate, she rushed to the side, and then He started banging his head against the wall, roaring as he hit it.
"It's all my fault. I'm useless. I can't give my son a good life. Now even my own son despises me. I'm such a wimp. I've done so much for him, but he doesn't know anything about being good. I Why are you still alive? Let me die!"
Zhang Rufen 'hit the wall was amazing, her head hit the wall, and she made a loud noise, and Qi Zhen seemed to be scared by her appearance, apologizing to her, saying that she was her own. No, he didn't mean that.
"Mom, Mom, I was wrong, can I eat it? I was wrong, I was really wrong, can you forgive me?"
'Zhang Rufen' didn't answer, but hit the wall harder, the skull hit the hard concrete wall, making a loud bang bang bang, no matter who stood here, there would be no doubt He really thought that she was going to knock herself to death.
No matter how much Qi Wang begged for mercy, she never spoke, just kept banging her head against the wall, and finally forced Qi Wang to have no choice but to kneel on the ground and kowtow frantically to 'Zhang Rufen'.
"Mom, I'm wrong, it's all my fault, don't do this, I'll admit my mistake to you, can't I admit my mistake?"
His head hit the floor tiles hard, again and again, until his own head was bleeding, and the blood flowed all over his face. 'Zhang Rufen' just stopped hitting the wall. She didn't look at the kneeling man on the ground. Qi Wang, like a ghost, floated all the way back to his room.
The moment the door closed, Zhang Rufen, who was trapped in Qi Wang's body, finally gained control of her body.
In order to beg for mercy from 'Zhang Rufen' just now, Qi Huang kowtowed so hard that Zhang Rufen just felt dizzy, and the brains sealed in his brain seemed to start to sway.
She raised her head blankly and wiped her forehead. When she saw the blood on her hands, Zhang Rufen's body suddenly began to tremble violently.
Zhang Rufen has never looked at her behavior from another angle. All her crazy actions are to force Qi Wang to obey. Whether it is self-harm or suicide, she is all to make Qi Wang bow to herself.
Zhang Rufen felt that Qi Wang's life was given by her, she raised him single-handedly, everything he had should belong to him, so as long as he dared to resist, Zhang Rufen would do everything possible to torment him.
Zhang Rufen never felt that what she did was wrong. She felt that there was nothing wrong with what she did. Every time she saw Qi Wang kowtow to her to admit his mistake, she would calm down when he kowtowed until his head was bleeding. It will be like what she did just now, as if she didn't see her son with blood all over her face, go back to the room, and let her son reflect on himself.
Zhang Rufen feels that raising a child is like training a dog. As long as he is subdued and afraid of tossing, the child will be obedient.
She didn't beat or scold him, he knew he was wrong, he kowtowed to her to admit his mistake, all of this was his own will, and had nothing to do with her.
In the past, Zhang Rufen always believed so firmly. Until now, when she entered her son's body and shared his vision and feelings, she discovered that even if one person doesn't beat or scold you, she can still live life to the fullest. To toss crazy.
She sat on the ground blankly for a long time, then slowly got up and staggered towards the room.
Qi Wang was very skillful in cleaning and bandaging the wound. Obviously, he had done this countless times. He cleaned up his wound, washed the blood off his face, and then left the room, went to the kitchen to get the pork liver in the lunch box Fried rice, and then walked to the door of 'Zhang Rufen''s room with stiff steps.
"Mom, I'm leaving."
The people in the house did not respond, it was as quiet as if there was no one inside, Qi Wang stood at the door of her room for a while, then turned and left the house.
Zhang Rufen was trapped in Qi Wang's body. Except for occasional cases when she could use this body, most of the time, she could only maintain a clear consciousness, being led by the owner of this body like a puppet. move around.
Until now, Zhang Rufen didn't know what happened, but what happened right now made Zhang Rufen feel an indescribable feeling in her heart. She was very scared and panicked, but she didn't know what she was afraid of. The crazy self is still the child who is going to be driven crazy by himself.
Qi wanted to die.
While walking to work, he was thinking about various ways to die. When he saw a car on the motorway, he fantasized about being hit by a car; death; when passing the manhole cover, he imagined that he stepped on the air and fell to his death...
Zhang Rufen, who was inside Qi Wang's body, could clearly feel that her son no longer had the desire to survive. He thought about various ways to die, and then thought that using that way of death was the easiest and quickest, and would not bring any harm to others. trouble.
Zhang Rufen feels that she loves her son. Since her husband died, she has put all her thoughts on her son. All her feelings and attention are on her son. He is her pillar. She just wants her son to be by her side forever, always listen to her, and never leave.
She thought that she had broken her son's rebellious bones, but what she didn't expect was that her son would actually want to commit suicide.
She really just wanted him to be obedient, why did he want to die
Zhang Rufen was very upset, she tried to tell her son that she loved him, everything she did was for him, as long as he was obedient, she would definitely not continue to make trouble.
But she can perceive all the emotions and thoughts of her son, but she has no way to pass on her own emotions and thoughts to her son.
After Zhang Rufen saw his son arrived at school, he secretly began to use his mobile phone to search the Internet for various ways to seek death. He even took out a notebook and secretly took notes, and that notebook was full of pros and cons of various ways of dying.
Her son was in pain, and he wanted to end this pain with death. What was even more frightening was that she found that she would be the source of his son's pain.
How could this be? It's not her fault, everything she did was for Qi Wang's good, how could she harm him
Zhang Rufen didn't admit that she did something wrong, even though she was in Qi Wang's body, she could already clearly feel her son's joys, sorrows, sorrows, joys and thoughts, she didn't feel that she had done anything wrong.
She didn't do anything, it was just too strict, how could she be sorry for her son? His desire to die has nothing to do with her, it's all because of his own cowardice.
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After Qi Wang outside the monitor saw this scene, he didn't think there was any surprise. He turned off the monitor, called the hospital, and told the hospital that there was a comatose patient here, and asked the hospital to send an ambulance.
Yesterday, Qi Wang exchanged an immersive game console to the system. The original purpose of this game console is similar to that of a holographic game, but after Qi Wang exchanged it, he changed the settings and put Zhang Rufen's consciousness into it.
Everything in the game world is generated according to the memory of the original owner. Now Zhang Rufen has become the original owner. If she has the heart of repentance, realizes her mistakes, and can change, she can come out of the game .
As the actual controller of the game console, Qi Wang can see everything that happens in the game.
He thought that with a different identity and perspective, Zhang Rufen would be touched and realize that everything she did was wrong. Even if she didn't wake up immediately, at least she would try to see herself from the perspective of her son. those behaviors.
However, Qi Wang obviously underestimated Zhang Rufen's stubbornness and shamelessness. Even though she had personally experienced the pain her son endured, she did not realize her mistake, but felt that her son was too fragile.
To be honest, Qi Wang has experienced so many worlds and met so many mission targets, but he has never met someone like Zhang Rufen.
For other people, Zhang Rufen is not a bad person, she is even a pretty good person, no matter in the mouth of the work unit or her neighbors, she can be called a good person.
But only with her own son, she acted like a complete demon.