'Zhang Rufen' committed suicide in front of her, but she didn't feel any emotion, she didn't even raise her eyelids to see 'Zhang Rufen' lying on the ground and still dying.
Zhang Rufen finished eating the food in a slow manner, washed the plate and put it back in the kitchen. Afterwards, she ignored the woman on the floor who had lost her breath, and went back to her room to start packing her luggage.
Zhang Rufen didn't know how she became her son, and she didn't know why she went through all this.
During the months of being tortured by another 'Zhang Rufen', her psychology was also undergoing rapid changes.
Even after being tortured by herself for more than three months, Zhang Rufen didn't feel that she had done something wrong. She watched Qi Huang compromise little by little, and would only obey her, but never resist her.
Zhang Rufen clearly felt Qi Huang's mood and feelings, the more she watched, the more she looked down on this cowardly son of hers.
She has treated him like that, won't he resist? Is it that hard to escape? Was it that hard not to have hope in her
The other party is obviously a scumbag, why do you still obey her
Later, with the passage of time, Zhang Rufen slowly began to control Qi Wang's body, and the consciousness that belonged to her own son seemed to gradually disappear in the day after day of torment, and then she replaced her son's Existence has become 'Qi Wang'.
At the moment when the identity was completely changed, Zhang Rufen slowly forgot that she was the woman who howled crazily and tried her best to control her son. She brought herself into the role of Qi Wang and felt that she had become Qi Huan.
They are all adults and have the ability to live independently, why should they be restricted by their mothers
If she hits the wall, let her hit the wall, if she runs outside howling, let her run outside and howl, if she kills herself with a knife, let her kill herself with a knife, if she hangs herself, let her hang herself.
Why be soft-hearted? Her life is her own, she can do whatever she wants, it's not her who hurts, and it's not her who will die, why do she have to compromise with her when she is clearly unwilling
As this day after day repeated, Zhang Rufen forgot her identity, and her memory became confused. Gradually, she felt that she was Qi Wang, the poor child kidnapped by her mother with affection.
The corpse on the ground was already stiff, but Zhang Rufen didn't look at her. Carrying her luggage, she walked around the corpse on the ground and walked out of the house that had trapped her for many years.
Zhang Rufen actually knew that when the day was over, everything would be reset, and everything would return to the original state, and she would confront another 'Zhang Rufen' again.
That 'Zhang Rufen' has died many, many times, and she has experimented with various ways of dying. Every day is repeated, but the development is different every day.
No matter how hard Zhang Rufen tried, she couldn't seem to get rid of that crazy woman.
Only she knows herself best, even though Zhang Rufen now thinks she is Qi Wang, subconsciously she still knows who she is.
That crazy woman will never change, she will never change what she believes, even if everyone says she is wrong, she will not think that she is really wrong.
She will blame everything on others, just like now, she feels that everything is Qi Huang's own fault.
Is it so difficult for an adult to get rid of his mother
Just be ruthless, watch her commit suicide, and then run away far away, never contacting him, the sky is high and the earth is far away, how can she find him
As for whether that crazy woman will seek death after he leaves, that's completely irrelevant.
That crazy woman would seek death and life only when facing her son, threatening him with her own life. When her son didn't like her, who would she sing for by herself
Zhang Rufen hired a taxi and asked the driver to take her to the airport in the provincial capital.
"Sir, if you go to the airport, it will cost two thousand yuan for a round trip. Are you sure you want to go to the airport?"
Zhang Rufen nodded, and said softly: "I'm sure, I'll give you three thousand yuan, you go as fast as you can without speeding, I'm in a hurry."
When Zhang Rufen was in the room just now, she had already booked a plane ticket. If all goes well, she can take the plane and escape from this place. Before everything restarts, she can escape to another city.
Everything here will be far away, she will not be restrained.
"If you went to Aoki University desperately, how could such a thing happen?"
"How good the schools in the provincial capital are, only fools would stay in Qingzhou City."
"Fortunately, you are still a very smart and talented student, can't you see that she is using this method to imprison you?"
Zhang Rufen closed her eyes, but she kept complaining in her heart. She didn't know who she was talking to, and it seemed that she was only talking to herself.
With such a clumsy method, those who can be deceived and trapped are only children who still have feelings for her.
The speed of the car was very fast. It only took three hours from Qingzhou to the airport. When we got here, it was not even lunch time. Zhang Rufen paid the fare and got out of the car with her luggage.
She yearns for freedom, as long as she is not willing, no one can trap her, no matter if it is love, family affection, or other feelings, as long as she refuses to compromise, those are just passing clouds.
She is a real person, a young man with independent personality and self-thought.
Can you trap her with feelings and that life? It was like a dream.
Zhang Rufen pushed the sunglasses on the bridge of her nose, and strode towards the airport.
Seeing this scene outside the monitor, Qi Wang perfectly accepted Zhang Rufen's idea: "..."
The system popped up out of nowhere, and the cold mechanical sound seemed to be gloating: [Oh, host, your car has overturned, and the props you bought with points obviously didn't have the desired effect.]
Not only did it not have the desired effect, but it also developed Zhang Rufen's strange character.
Watching myself committing suicide in front of myself again and again, watching myself harm myself in various ways, watching myself crying and rolling, watching myself slowly turning into a cold corpse...
But Zhang Rufen still didn't realize her mistake. In fact, she didn't feel that she had done anything wrong. She still believed so firmly until now.
[Host, in this infinite loop of more than three months, she killed herself a dozen times, watched herself die in front of her face a dozen times, and tried to escape a dozen times. But she never felt that she was wrong.]
Zhang Rufen's thoughts are very strange now, she feels that the one who persecuted Qi Wang has nothing wrong with her, and she attributes all the mistakes to her son, thinking that he is too soft-hearted, that he can't be cruel, Otherwise it wouldn't make life so bad.
From a certain point of view, Zhang Rufen's thoughts are not wrong. The reason why she was confident in the past was not because of the original owner's feelings for her, because she was reluctant to hurt her, so she compromised again and again, and finally ended up committing suicide by jumping off the building end.
The original owner must think that his mother loves him deeply, because he loves his son too much, so he wants to keep him by his side, and wants to control everything about him, but seeing Zhang Rufen's actions in this virtual world Because, Qi Wang has seen her truest side through her fake coat.
Zhang Rufen is far from loving her son as much as she showed. She didn't even distort her feelings because she loved her son too much. In fact, she didn't love the original owner. What's more, she subconsciously hated the original owner of.
Zhang Rufen yearns for freedom, she doesn't like to be restrained by others, she wants to live a free life, since she tried to change 'Zhang Rufen' a few times before and failed in the end, she didn't care about her and allowed her to commit suicide and self-mutilation , and herself, in the remaining countless cycles, she will escape from Qingzhou City and go to the farthest place she can go.
Zhang Rufen is a selfish person in essence. It is precisely because she does not love her son, and even hates him for binding her wings so that she cannot fly freely. Break his rebellious bones and turn him into an obedient puppet.
Qi Wang knew what Zhang Rufen was thinking. She probably felt that her beautiful life was ruined by this child, so why should he have a free, beautiful, and happy life
So after seeing the suffering the original owner suffered and knowing the original owner's mood, she didn't feel any guilt at all. Instead, she felt that the original owner was too weak and cowardly, which caused his life to become like this.
Qi Huan: "..."
Qi Wang had vaguely noticed this before, Zhang Rufen has always been sober, she clearly knows what she is doing, and also knows the consequences of everything she does, she is using her feelings and her own life to fight Bind your own child, and then step by step turn him into what you want.
This world has been cycled countless times, no matter how vicious a person is, after he becomes a victim and is treated so cruelly by himself, he will more or less feel remorse for the things he has done, even if they are actually If you only regret it because you have been treated equally, you will also have regrets.
Only Zhang Rufen was different, she didn't have even the slightest bit of remorse, instead she kept blaming the original owner, thinking that all of this was his fault.
It was his fault that she herself became that hysterical, it was his fault that he wanted to die, it was also his fault that his life was miserable.
And she herself is innocent, just like a lotus out of water, a white lotus in a prosperous age, she has nothing wrong with her.
Seeing Zhang Rufen who had boarded the plane and began to close his eyes to rest his mind, Qi Wang silently turned off the monitor.
[Zhang Rufen is as smelly and hard as the stones in the latrine, you believe me, no matter how many times this virtual world is reset, no matter how many times she restarts, she will not realize her mistake, and you lost money on the item up.]
Listening to the system's gloating voice, Qi Huang was silent for a while, and then said: "It seems that the products produced by the system may not be high-quality products, and I will not waste money casually in the future."
system:"… "
What does it mean to lift a rock and shoot yourself in the foot? This is called, Grandet was finally willing to spend points, but it turned people into Grandet again...
[Actually, it's still useful. Look, doesn't this expose Zhang Rufen's true face? Let you know that the task object in this world is actually not that easy to deal with.]
Qi Wang: "Hehe."
system:"… "
Qi Wang didn't argue with the system, he adjusted the data in the virtual world, and reverted everything back to the time when the original owner's college entrance examination application was changed by Zhang Rufen.
On the plane, Zhang Rufen fell asleep unknowingly because she was too tired, but when she opened her eyes again, she found that she was a seventeen-year-old Qi Huang. At this time, she just knew that "Zhang Rufen" changed her wish.
Zhang Rufen remembers her thoughts at that time. She is actually not reluctant to part with her son, but just unwilling to see him go to Aoki University. With his intelligence, if he really goes to Aoki University, he will definitely skyrocket and live a good life. A day that everyone envies.
Why was she betrayed and rotted in the mud, but her son was able to live a good life that everyone envied
Because of him, her life has become a pool of mud, and he will naturally rot in the mud with her.
She is having a hard time, and he doesn't want to have a good life either.
So Zhang Rufen changed Qi Wang's wish, and made Qi Wang, who could have gone to a higher education institution, become a student of a second-rate university.
Zhang Rufen didn't regret what she had done, if Qi Wang really had the backbone, he would have retaken the exam, but didn't he obediently go to that second-rate university? He didn't even make a fuss, he didn't care about his own life, so who could he expect to care
However, when the person who changed her choice was Zhang Rufen, and when she knew that her good life had been ruined, she immediately turned upside down, letting everyone know the ugly face of "Zhang Rufen".
Wanting to destroy her, let her slump like mud in this rotten and smelly place, and want her life to be a mess, is simply a dream.
She is having a hard time, and no one wants to have a good time.
Zhang Rufen, who made a fuss, packed her things and left the house. She didn't want to see that woman's ugly face for a second.
This home feels suffocating, and she must run far away.
However, when the screen changed, Zhang Rufen realized that she had turned into Qi Wang, a teacher who was admitted to a key high school in the provincial capital.
This time, Zhang Rufen didn't even tell 'Zhang Rufen', she just packed her things and went to the provincial capital.
You decide your own life, if you don't tell her where you are, can she still find you? What can she do if she can't find you and can't stretch her hand so far
Don't look at 'Zhang Rufen' crying, howling and committing suicide in front of Qi Wang, but when he is not in front of him, there is no stage, who will 'Zhang Rufen' sing for
Qi Wang, who saw Zhang Rufen's series of operations outside the monitor, raised his hand and touched his chin, with a thoughtful expression on his face.
He seems to already know how to deal with the tasks of this world.
What Zhang Rufen fears and hates the most is that her son will break free from her palm and live a happy life. She is selfish and cold-blooded, and the person she cares most about is herself. In order to achieve her goal, she will do whatever it takes.
Qi Wang felt that there was really no need for him to confront Zhang Rufen face to face, as long as his life was brilliant enough, Zhang Rufen would be able to drive herself to death.
What's the point of fighting the enemy yourself? It is the best policy to let the enemy deal with himself.
This prop no longer meant to be used anymore, Qi Wang pulled Zhang Rufen's consciousness out and put it back into her body.
However, her consciousness and body have been separated for a long time, and it will take some time to reintegrate together. It will take at least a month for her to wake up.
And Qi Wang used this month to make a lot of arrangements.
He wants to be separated from Zhang Rufen, but even if he leaves, he can't let himself bear the reputation of being unfilial.
Isn't that standing at the highest point of morality? Looking at who won't.
When Zhang Rufen woke up, the first thing she saw was Qi Wang standing in front of her, looking at her with concern.
Seeing this face that she had used for a long time suddenly appeared in front of her, the expression on Zhang Rufen's face froze, she stared blankly at him, and did not react for a while.
If the person she saw was Qi Wang, then who is she
Just when Zhang Rufen was in a daze, Qi Huang suddenly laughed, and then heard him shouting: "Doctor, doctor, come quickly, my mother has woken up."
A few minutes later, hurried footsteps came, and a group of doctors in white coats surrounded Zhang Rufen. They took various instruments and began to examine her. Zhang Rufen, who didn't know what happened, could only Passively accept the doctor's examination.
Is she finally out of those weird cycles? She became herself again