Look around blankly!
There... should there be something? Why can't I remember some of them
It is ridiculous to say that I have always loved loneliness. Compared with the noise of the crowd, I would rather live alone and stay lonely. () But, it turns out that getting along with yourself is not easy
Perhaps you should give up being a perfectionist, and you won't be stuck in a maze in every plot, afraid that you will make an irreparable mistake when you take one step, so he stays in the abyss. () In the hesitation, miss more.
Come on, you have been making mistakes, but you have been reluctant to admit it. ()
I have tried countless times to read the books I have written, this one, the previous one, the previous one, but I can't do it, too many fallacies. I never recall the so-called childhood or youth. I don’t know why, but the pain is so profound that it will never heal, so that I have some doubts. Has there been happiness and laughter? Simply give up all of it!
Anyway, I can write great as compensation, but what if I can’t? What if we repeat the same mistakes? What can be used to compensate? Now that it is so unbearable, how can you show weakness to anyone
I would rather close my eyes and indulge in the illusion, rather than open my eyes and look at this incomplete world, the incomplete self. () Like a self-willed and stubborn child, rolling and crying in the mall, I just want that toy!
But damn it, knowing that you can get nothing in this way! Stand up and stop crying!
Although it has been said countless times that it is necessary to do it as a job, it is really difficult. Too many things have been overwhelmed unknowingly. The dignity and value of the individual, the meaning and proof of existence, is this morbid
I have tried to delete this text several times. Isn't silence the best way to deal with pain and helplessness? Why endure the shame anymore. However, there are questions that can't be answered even if you write a hundred diaries, and questions that you can't answer even if you think about it a thousand times in your life.
Therefore, it is necessary to use this method to make a decision and admit that one's weakness is in front of tens of thousands of people.
"Well, I'm a third-rate author who often writes unfavorable plots!"
However, even if I keep making mistakes, I still want to go on.
Hey, answer me, is anyone listening? Is anyone waiting? If you are alone, you still can't get down!
Try to muster the courage, accept all these fallacies, face this reality, cross this desert, and find that dream! To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to qiian to vote for recommendations and monthly tickets. Your support is my greatest motivation. For mobile phone users, please go to mqiian to read. ()