"What did you guess?" Li Hugo said.
"How do you know I guessed?" Mu Xisha asked.
Li Yuguo looked at the sky. At this time, the rain actually started to fall. In a few breaths, it became heavier and heavier. The rain hit the sesame cakes in Li Yuguo's bag and softened it. Li Yuguo quickly moved the bag to his chest and used his body to protect the sesame cakes. Being soaked, he said: "You are a very smart woman. Otherwise, how could you have lurked in a land of tigers and wolves like the capital for so long without being discovered? And what you just said, I never told The second person, even my parents."
"It is precisely because you have experienced those cruel things that you...are so disgusted with the fighting in the court, right? It is precisely because you know the debt you owed her in your previous life that you are so kind to a woman you have only met for less than a month. Wrong?" Mu Xisha said. She put a hand on her heart and her eyelashes drooped. She couldn't bear it: "I thought I was already lonely and no one understood me... But I didn't expect that there was someone better than me in this world. Lonely…”
Mu Xisha's words pierced into Li Huguo's heart like a steel needle.
Yes, it was precisely because he witnessed his brother's death and became a victim of power that he cared so much about the affairs of the court. No matter what, Li Hugo did not want to take the initiative to get involved because he was worried about losing again.
Li Huguo only told people about many things that he didn't want to participate, that he wanted to wait until death and live a leisurely life. But as a human being and a man, why didn't he have ambitions for power and strength? Not only was he ambitious, he was also very ambitious, but all these desires were restrained and suppressed by his reason.
"It's very painful." Mu Xisha walked over step by step, "I can feel your pain... I hide all the sadness in my heart. When others ask, I can only face them with a fake smile. This feeling of living under a mask once made me despair, you know... In fact, when you took me away from Tingxue Pavilion, it was really the most desperate time for me... But I stepped on the lake with you. , I feel freedom, the kind of freedom you mentioned... that kind of carefree, like a little bird flying freely among the blue sky and white clouds, I really like that feeling... "
"Have you said enough?" Li Yuguo looked at Mu Xisha, "I have to go, I still have things to do... If you want to find something sensational, go find someone else. I'm not good at sensation."
"This is not sensational!" Mu Xisha put one hand on the wall and breathed heavily, "You saved me once, let me save you this time!"
"Who else knows about this?" Li Huguo asked.
Mu Xisha was stunned for a moment, then she smiled sadly: "Do you want... to kill me? But don't worry, what everyone cares about is just a person's value. Past lives and the past are all fictitious things. If you hadn't mentioned it accidentally before, maybe I wouldn't care about these details in my life... Of course, you saved my life, if you want to go back, you can always!"
As she said that, Mu Xisha stretched out her hand, with her whole body in the shape of "big". She looked at Li Huguo firmly, as if she didn't intend to resist.
Li Yuguo pushed the blade of the knife forward. When it was still one centimeter away from Mu Xisha's neck, Li Yuguo put away the knife decisively: "Go back, at most half a year. After half a year, most people will forget the memory of Mu Xisha. They are forgetful animals. No matter in the past, now or in the future, half a year is enough for people to forget something."
"Then I left half a year later and lived in seclusion. Is this the best result?" Mu Xisha smiled miserably, "By the way, there is one thing I haven't told you yet..."
"you say."
"Actually, Bai Gu Ai is not dead." Mu Xisha said, her voice sonorous and powerful, making Li Yuguo's eyes widen.
But soon, Li Yuguo's expression relaxed a lot: "Yeah, she's not dead..."
"Will you go find her?"
"certainly!"
"Do you love Bone Mourning? Or do you love the memory of your past? Or maybe it's a woman who is very similar to her in your previous life." Mu Xisha said, her words were like blades , is a sharp tip, once exported, it can hit the vital point directly.
Among all the women Li Yuguo had met, Mu Xisha was definitely in the top three in terms of brains. She was so thoughtful and thoughtful. If she were born a man, she would probably become the confidant of a big shot in the future.
And Mu Xisha's words made Li Yuguo hesitate for a moment. He looked up at the sky. The rain in the sky was getting heavier and heavier, and the rain ruthlessly wet his hair, clothes, and shoes...
It slid down his resolute face, dripped from his chin, and landed on the muddy ground.
His shoes were already covered with mud, and he had stepped into a small puddle, but Li Hugo didn't seem to intend to move. He was in a daze.
"Yes... Do I really love her? Or... I just owe her a debt, so I..." Li Yuguo's lips trembled, and he couldn't help but sigh bitterly in his heart.
Thinking back to when Li Yuguo met Bai Gu Ai, Li Yuguo was actually more surprised at that time, and then he mistook her for someone else.
He carries the memories of three lifetimes, but what about her? She is just a person similar to Yun Yuechen... and she is also a twin, but she is not her. Apart from the common encounters this year, the two of them met almost by chance without any common memories.
Li Yuguo subconsciously thought of her as Yun Xianchen or Yun Yuechen, but in fact... did he really like her
Li Yuguo fell into hesitation, but at this moment, Mu Xisha ran over without knowing it. She said: "Don't force yourself so much, okay? I can understand you... I can understand your feelings. … I didn’t mean to make you sad, but now I find that you suppress yourself too much. There are some things that you obviously want to do, but you let reason suppress it and can’t let yourself do it anymore. There are some things that you clearly don’t want to do. Touch, but you force yourself to touch..."
"Why bother?" Li Hugo said.
"Ah?" Mu Xisha looked at Li Yuguo puzzled, "What did you say?"
"I said why should you? Why should you care about me so much? Our fates are not intertwined. What you owe me and what I owe you have already been paid off. Wait for half a year and then leave the capital, a place of right and wrong. Isn't that right? Okay?" Li Huguo said as the rain kept hitting his face.
Mu Xisha smiled and said: "Why? Don't you feel it? Since you took me away from Tingxue Pavilion, our destiny has been together... Since you took me away, can't you be serious about it?" Are you responsible for me?"
Rumble…
A bolt of lightning appeared from the sky, illuminating the darkness and making Li Yuguo's heart feel as if he had been shocked by electricity.