Si Yusheng was also very injured, and I was also teased by others. After further investigation, I found that this was not the case, and now I am vaguely embarrassed.
I know that it has nothing to do with you, and of course I know how confused I was at the beginning, even if your father really did it, but I can't blame it on you, and revenge on you.
I really don’t deserve to be a man. I want to protect you. My responsibility is to protect you. I marry you to live a peaceful life and protect you.
If you are willing to marry so far away for me, and leave your hometown behind, there is no one behind to protect you, then I should protect you.
As a result, I still hurt you time and time again. I stand with Mingxiang to stand up for her every time. I blame you on your head. If I am anybody, I may still feel aggrieved...
I know how much harm I have caused to you. I know that these are irreparable. I was wrong and I really knew it was wrong. Of course, it is useless to admit my mistakes. Si Yusheng wants to hear about Zhaoyan’s other things, "Then you love him. ?"
"Love? What is love? I don't know... I have loved someone before, but he doesn't love me.
I don’t love my eldest brother, I don’t love him at all. Let me marry him. I feel moved when I see him. I want to marry him and be with him. I don’t have this feeling, and it’s not very strong. It's just a sense of security and belonging, let me know to go home on time and stay by his side.
But I don’t love him. I once loved a person, but that person was not worthy of my love. He failed me. I gave him my heart, but he broke my heart and made soup. Drink it to another woman.
Since he doesn't love me, why should he marry me
Why do you want to pledge each other to the mountain alliances I made? I like Big Brother? I have never liked him before, my eldest brother knows it, and I know it too.
We all know that I don't love him, nor do I like him. All I like is that he is good to me. I also know what big brother thinks about me, but I can't repay anything. I can't repay anything. I'm sorry, big brother.
But there is no way. I originally had a home here, but that home didn’t welcome me anymore. There was another woman living in that home. I didn’t like it anymore, including the one I originally loved. Now I don’t love him anymore. .
He probably doesn't love me anymore. He hurts me too many times. Why does he hurt me so many times? I still want to find him with a smile, and stick to him with a smile
I have many scars on my body, many scars are still there, many injuries are still there, I will be particularly afraid of cold when it is cold, heat is better.
But when it's cold, I will have a fever, catch a cold, and I am particularly afraid of the cold. If it is not good or it will rain, my legs can't even walk. These are sequelae.
The most important thing is that I once had a child, my child is my life, he is my life's hope, but no, he was killed by his woman!
But he didn’t even feel sad, he didn’t even pursue it, and he didn’t come to me so many times to comfort me. My child just disappeared. You must know that this is not only my child, but also his child, his own flesh and blood. , Are not as important as a woman.
What else can I expect? This is the only time I have been deprived of my qualifications to be a mother. What am I still doing with him? I know. Finding someone who loves me is more important than finding someone I love. At least he will protect me, at least He can give me happiness. "