This sentence almost didn't make the tears that she finally endured to fall down again.
Zuo Yu put her in his arms and said, "I know I'm useless and ridiculous. Even though you know you don't like me in your heart, you still hold a little hope. You must look down on me like this, right?"
"Zuo Yu..." She wanted to say, she didn't, she didn't look down on him.
Zuo Yu looked at her, "I just want to ask, do you have me in your heart for so many years? Even just a little bit."
"..." Lin Wei looked at Zuo Yu, in fact, she never seriously thought about this issue.
She always felt that the person she liked was Gu Yuze, that he liked him, he was more important than everything she had.
And Zuo Yu was just the one who brought her warmth.
She will miss everything he gives.
But she never thought about whether she really liked him.
Now hearing him ask this question, she doesn't know what to say.
Zuo Yu smiled self-deprecatingly, "If you never liked me at all, I will leave, and I will never come back, nor will I appear in front of you. If... I mean if, you like me a little bit. , then, are you willing to let me come back to you again?"
When he said this, his tone was very humble. He was such a good person, but he was extremely humble in front of her.
Fear of being disliked, hated, and looked down upon.
So even if he likes her very much and is very unwilling, he still wants to stay away from her.
Even wanting to come back to her side feels like a luxury...
Lin Wei looked at Zuo Yu and tears fell. In fact, he didn't need to do this. She always felt that fate was unfair to her. The person she liked had never looked at her, but now that she saw Zuo Yu, she realized that, Maybe she didn't know how to appreciate it.
Zuo Yu said, "I'm going back."
She didn't speak, in his eyes, it seemed like a silent rejection.
He turned and was about to leave, but a hand grabbed the sleeve of his shirt.
"… "-
Back in the room, Lin Wei sat on the bed, covered with a quilt, Zuo Yu brought her hot water, "Drink some water."
The house is very cold, there is no heat at all.
Lin Wei stretched out her hand and took his water. Usually the house is cold, but now with him, it immediately becomes warm again.
She drank the water and felt a little warmer in her heart, looked at Zuo Yu, "Thank you."
"And this." Zuo Yu took a hot water bottle, which he had just installed. It was a little hot, and he handed it to her arms. "You will feel more comfortable holding this."
Lin Wei reached out and took it, holding the hot water bottle in her arms, "I didn't even know I had these at home."
I don't know where he got it from.
Zuo Yu said: "I moved it when I moved, and I put it there. I just checked it, and it can still be used."
He has always done their housework, and Lin Wei doesn't have to do anything, so Zuo Yu knows better than her about where to put things in the house.
When she was looking for something, all she had to do was ask him.
Lin Wei looked at Zuo Yu and was moved, "Thank you."
Thinking of this, her eyes were wet again. Zuo Yu looked at her, "Why are you crying again?"
"I just think I'm so happy when you're here." With him, it was like suddenly having the whole world, and the whole family warmed up.
Zuo Yu got into bed and hugged her in his arms after a long absence. Several months have passed since they broke up.
He didn't even think that one day, he would come back to her.
Lin Wei was lying in his arms, leaning against his chest, feeling unprecedented warmth.
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