"Because I don't want to bring unhappy feelings to you." Shanshan looked at the sky, "Sometimes I think, if I'm not getting better, but I've been stupid, how wonderful it would be!"
"What nonsense." Gu Chonglin stretched out his hand and asked her to pillow his arm. She raised her head and leaned against his hand.
Shanshan said to Gu Chonglin: "When I look at my mother now, I will remember that before, I didn't even want to talk to her. Is it unreasonable for me to be like this? I hate myself like this. It's all over, but I just can't let it go."
Gu Chonglin said, "If you don't like it in the future, we won't come back."
Shanshan looked at Gu Chonglin and smiled, "I think so too, but those are my parents."
Gu Chonglin didn't say anything, just looked at her.
He seemed to understand her feeling of wanting to be loved by her parents, but hating them for not loving him enough.
Shanshan leaned against him, "You know what? When I go out now, others are afraid of me and in awe of me. They all know that I am the eldest lady of the Huo family, and they don't dare to provoke me. But sometimes, When I wake up in the middle of the night, I will find that in this world, I have only you. I have nothing but you."
Just like he was in the Gu family, although his brother and father still cared about him, they didn't have the slightest sense of belonging. They were like two lonely people, huddled together for warmth.
Gu Chonglin said, "Just me, isn't it enough?"
She used to say that as long as he was there, it was enough.
Shanshan looked at Gu Chonglin, "Then you have to hurt me more."
Gu Chonglin said, "Okay, I will definitely love you in the future."
Although, he loved her very much, and all his thoughts were spent on her.
Shanshan said, "It's even more painful than Yu'er."
"Children, even eat Yu'er's vinegar?" Gu Chonglin laughed.
Shanshan nodded, "Well. I'm just childish! Do you dislike me?"
Gu Chonglin sat up and stayed here with Shanshan for a while before returning home.
When I got home, everyone in the family was in the living room, talking around Mama Huo.
Seeing Shanshan coming back, Mother Huo looked up at her, looking a little embarrassed.
Dad Huo was also there. Seeing Shanshan, he said, "I'm back."
Shanshan came over, "Dad."
I didn't say hello to Huo's mother.
Huo's father said, "sit here."
Shanshan walked over and sat down next to her father.
Huo's father looked at her, "I heard you quarreled with your mother?"
Shanshan didn't speak, it was the default.
Huo's father said: "the past is in the past, and your mother knows it's wrong. Don't care about her."
Shanshan looked at her father, "For you, these things have passed, but for me, I will always remember those things."
Mother Huo looked at Shanshan and said, "don't you just think I'm not good enough for you? How can I be good to you? When you were sick, I also worried about you. You gave birth to rain, I I don’t miss out to help take care of you. It turns out that in your eyes, I have never done anything for you.”
It's just that Huo's mother always wants to save face, and she will never allow others to know that her daughter is ill and is a lunatic. She will feel very ashamed.
Shanshan smiled and didn't want to talk to Huo's mother.
Huo's mother said: "As soon as I talk to you, you act like this. Huo Lingshan, now that you are better, you have become arrogant! Don't take me seriously. Don't think about it, you have been sick for so many years. , who is working hard for you."
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