But you have to understand that even if your mother made a mistake in this matter, it is a very stupid thing for you to punish yourself with other people's mistakes, understand
You are better now. Compared to the time when you were sick and laughed at as a fool before, it should be a good thing. But now, you are punishing yourself. In the past, every time you came back, Dad could still see you happy, but now? Even if you hate your mother, hate me, hate all the people in this world who are sorry for you, will you be happier than before? "
His father's words made Shanshan's hand in the palm of her hand unconsciously.
Yes, she was not happy, and since she got better, she has not been very happy.
She had something in her heart and was carrying too heavy a burden.
I used to be able to sleep with my eyes closed at night, but now I can't help thinking too much.
I will think of the silly self, the self who was bullied and looked down upon.
She is not happy.
I don't even remember how long I have been unhappy.
Every time I look at my mother talking, I want to slap her.
As if it could change something.
But father is right, what can she change
She can't change anything.
Even if she leaves this home completely, she will never be able to find the years she lost before.
…
At night, several children in the family slept.
Gu Chonglin hadn't slept yet, he sat beside the bed and looked at Shanshan who was already asleep.
She was covered with a quilt, her face tightly wrinkled, her long hair parted.
He looked at her, took her fingers, and kissed her gently.
Her hands were cold, and he wanted to kiss her hot.
Looking at her, I feel a little distressed and a little worried.
What Dad Huo said was exactly what Gu Chonglin thought.
He always hoped that she could reconcile with her mother, instead of being able to fight every two sentences like now.
She loves her mother, and in her heart, she is still full of expectations for this home, so she can't let it go.
He only knew that even if she got rid of this family completely, she would not be happy.
Humans are very magical creatures. Few people can really deny their six relatives. In their bones, they will habitually want to be loved and taken care of by their relatives.
Not to mention Shanshan.
But sometimes Gu Chonglin doesn't know what to say to make her happy.
She is not like before, she could be deceived by two words before, but she is very smart now.
Not bad at all.
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He looked at her and knew that it was not easy for her now.
Sometimes it is easy for people to fall into a misunderstanding, and they will not let themselves go. The current Shanshan probably feels this way.
Gu Chonglin didn't feel sleepy at all.
After Shanshan finished talking to Dad Huo tonight, she was very silent. He asked them what they said, but she didn't answer.
He looked at her, just worried.
…
He watched her for a long time before closing the window and going to bed.
In the morning, it was just dawn, the servants at home had already woken up, Yu'er also got up early, gently pushed open the door of the small light bulb room, and walked in. Seeing that the little bulb was still sleeping, she climbed onto the bed, "Brother."
"..." Little Bulb opened his eyes and looked at Yu'er who had climbed onto his bed again for some unknown reason, with a horrified expression on his face.
After all, what Ye Fanxing said to him before was still deeply ingrained in his mind. He was responsible for sleeping with the girl, and he remembered it clearly.
He said, "Why are you here?"
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