When Gu Chonglin woke up, he saw Shanshan sitting there with a drawing board in her hand, drawing something.
"Shanshan." He said.
She looked up at him, "Awake?"
There was a warm smile on his face.
In front of him, she always wanted to keep smiling.
She really didn't want him to only remember her crying nose forever, it was so ugly.
Gu Chonglin looked at her, she went back today, obviously dressed up.
He said, "Are you home?"
"Well." Shanshan said, "I went back to take a shower and slept."
"Why don't you sleep for a while?"
"I can't see you, I can't sleep well." Sometimes when he is on business trips and she is at home, he often calls her.
She is not like Ye Fanxing, she is sensible and will not disturb her considering that Fu Jingyu is busy.
She likes sticking to him very much, and will call him whenever she misses him.
Gu Chonglin also likes her like this.
He held her hand, "You have to learn to sleep by yourself, you know?"
"Can't learn."
"..." Gu Chonglin lowered his eyelids and said, "Actually, I have something to tell you today."
"What?" Shanshan asked.
Her voice was soft and waxy.
Gu Chonglin said: "The doctor told me today that my condition may be cured if I start treatment now."
"It's a good thing," Shanshan said.
Gu Chonglin said: "But the risk will also be great."
"Oh."
Shanshan responded with a word.
Gu Chonglin said: "For example, I can live for a year if I drag it like this, but if the treatment fails, I can only live for two months."
"..." Two months.
so short.
Gu Chonglin looked into her eyes, "I tell you this because I plan to receive treatment. But before that, I have something to tell you."
Shanshan looked at him without making a sound. She felt that it became difficult for her to even breathe.
Gu Chonglin said: "If I unfortunately leave, don't be self-willed, don't be foolish, you have to be good and obedient, you know?"
"… "
Gu Chonglin clenched her hand, "Take good care of Yuer and Xiaofeng, don't let them lose their father, not even their mother, I want to see you alive. After I leave, you can find someone who treats you well and let him Take care of you. We Shanshan are so cute, there are sure to be many good boys who will like it."
There have been many people chasing her.
He knows.
"What are you talking about?" Shanshan's voice was a little more dissatisfied, and she really didn't like hearing her say this.
"Listen to me." Gu Chonglin's voice was low, magnetic, and somewhat hoarse.
Asking his wife to find someone who likes her to take care of her after he leaves, this kind of words makes his heart very uncomfortable.
But he knew that she couldn't live without someone else to take care of her.
And she was still young, so she didn't need to be a widow for his whole life.
Gu Chonglin said: "You must find a reliable person, and remember to take it home to your family to see, they can feel at ease. Although you have always hated your mother, she is the right person when it comes to your finding a partner. I won't pit you. I hope you can live well and not be bullied. Take care of Yu'er and Xiaofeng. As long as you occasionally think of me, it's enough."
He only hoped that in her heart, there should be a little place left.
Shanshan bit her lip and glared at him, "You think so well, you want to leave me alone, and you want me to find someone else. If I really found someone else, I'll forget you, and I won't remember you. who is it."
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