Xiaofei...
The name made Dong Chengling slightly distracted. She walked to the balcony and opened the floor-to-ceiling windows to let the cool night breeze blow into the house.
"I thought Ren Suo you liked cats better."
Dong Chengling turned to look at him, and said with a smile, "Cats and birds cannot be raised together."
"Wrong, I don't like keeping cats." Ren Suo shook his head. He didn't say it before. Being approached by cats and understanding what cats are saying.
He used to think 'meow meow meow' was cute, but now he understands it, and he knows that these meows mean: 'My balls are so itchy', 'My balls are so dirty, I need to lick them clean', 'Hahaha this Sand sculpture human beings, I scold him, he is still very happy'.
All beauty comes from distance, just like no matter how beautiful a girl is, she cannot escape the cycle of grains, unless it is a paper person.
Dong Chengling sat next to Ren Suo and asked, "Why do you suddenly want to talk to me about this?"
Because I got information from the game just now and wanted to test it out. Of course, it was impossible for Ren Suo to tell the truth, so he said, "I suddenly want to talk to you about this, there is no reason."
"That's great." Dong Chengling leaned sideways, propping his chin with his palms, with a sentimental expression on his face: "Maybe this is... a heart-to-heart connection?"
Have a tacit understanding? Ren Suo was slightly taken aback, what, you are also a bird
"When I was in junior high school, I spent the summer vacation in my hometown." Dong Chengling pressed his left hand on the glass coffee table, and his light white fingers followed her words like playing a piano, knocking on the glass with a pleasant sound. Being able to make a sound, this level of strength let Suo Gan beat him.
"I usually leave my hometown in these two days and go back to the city to study. At this time, grandpa always makes a lot of things, fried, salted, and dried, and put them in my hands for me to take back... He always wants I am white and fat."
"I was also a left-behind child when I was young. My parents were working in the city and had no time to take care of me. My grandparents took care of me. Later, when my grandma died of illness, when my parents came back to express their condolences, they took me to the city to study."
"When my grandfather took me out when I was young, he would definitely take Xiao Fei with him. Xiao Fei is a bird he raised, and I don't know what species it is. I just remember that it was weak in singing, and it was very difficult to fly, as if it was very old. It’s the same, but grandpa called it Xiao Fei, saying that it used to fly as fast as an airplane, grandpa seems to have never left his hometown in his whole life, and he has never even been on a train.”
"My grandpa and I are very close. Every year at this time, I always dream that I go back to my hometown and see my grandpa, just like in the past, always lying on a bamboo chair in a place where the sun is out of the door, teasing Xiao Fei. Xiao Fei is weak twittering to him... but grandpa died when I was in high school."
Ren Suo had expected this turning point, and asked, "What about Xiao Fei?"
"I don't know, after grandpa died, it disappeared. But it is too old, and has been raised by grandpa since childhood, so it has no ability to survive at all..." Dong Chengling stretched out his finger and flicked in the air, as if there was a bird there: "Maybe he left with grandpa."
Ren Suo was silent. He didn't know what to say now. He had never experienced life and death before, and everything he said was a scene of weakness. Finally, he said: "Your grandfather must be happy for you now."
"Maybe." Dong Chengling looked at Ren Suo, smiled and said: "Ren Suo, you suddenly said that you want to raise a bird and name it Xiao Fei, which really surprised me, because I happened to recall Grandpa and Xiao Fei these two days fly… "
Ren Suo's heart trembled, and he said quickly: "This is a tacit understanding!"
"Yes." Dong Chengling nodded: "I never told anyone else, and you don't know my parents... It's great that you can hear my thoughts."
Dong Chengling's echo: .
Ren Suo blinked, looked at Dong Chengling, the two looked at each other, and fell silent for a while.
Just when Ren Suo was about to feel something, Dong Chengling said: "Do you know, Ren Suo, human abilities have limits..."
This sentence instantly pulled Ren Suo out of the ambiguous atmosphere: "Huh?"
"The only thing I've learned from my short life...the more you work hard, the more you will find that human abilities have limits...unless you surpass human beings."
"Whether you are an emperor, a general, or a beautiful woman, you are no match for the laws of nature, birth, old age, sickness, and death, and the passage of time.
When people are burned to ashes, the composition is similar to that of apatite. After thousands of years, wouldn't they enter the cycle of nature early and leave no trace? Is the short life of a person really meaningful? "
Ren Suo was stunned: "Is there?"
"Of course." Dong Chengling said with a smile: "Why do we worship the mountains to worship our ancestors and remember our ancestors
Why do newborns have a hundred-day banquet when they are born, and celebrate their birthdays every year
Why do human beings need to go to the government to register and get a certificate when they reproduce and exchange bodily fluids, and invite relatives and friends to witness a ceremony
Because of life and death, time, separation and inheritance, human beings have given enough meaning to them little by little for thousands of years. Although these things are invisible and intangible, and are usually useless, the short life of a person is because of these "meanings" , rather than a pile of apatite, a tombstone.
However, the meaningful apatite is still scattered by the wind; and the tombstone with writing is still a stone. "
Dong Chengling looked at Ren Suo and said seriously: "You know what? I am happiest tonight because you have been promoted to the second rank. Because it means that you have caught up."
I have already determined my own path, and for this, I am willing to give up a lot of 'meaning' in life. Because those "meanings" are gifts prepared by human beings for their short life of only a hundred years, and I believe that when I can reach the end of the road, there will be a more "meaningful" future waiting for me. "
But I would also be happy if there are like-minded people walking side by side. Although I don't know whether I will succeed in surpassing human beings or turn into a pile of apatite when I reach the end of the road, but even if I fail, I can complain that it is the fault of the world without hating myself. "
Like-minded person, is Ren Suo
Of course, although Ren Suo draws prizes, plays games, mixes papers, and uses rewards to improve his aptitude, he knows that he is a hardworking and good monk.
Most importantly, he heard Dong Chengling's echo: .
"I will follow you, and I will catch up with you soon." Ren Suo vowed without thinking about it.
"That's it."
Dong Chengling leaned on Ren Suo's shoulder and said in a low voice, "I just finished training...let me lean on for a while."
"Can."
Dong Chengling's echo: .
Ren Suo reckoned that Dong Chengling probably didn't tell anyone the reason why she practiced so hard. Now that she told Ren Suo the secret hidden in her heart, she naturally felt relaxed, and it was normal to want to find someone to rely on.
After a while, Ren Suo heard a voice from the bottom of his heart:
"Key found."
"The key is in a sleep state, starting to get it."
Asleep, Ren Suo thought for a while, picked up Dong Chengling and carried her into her room unexpectedly lightly, and then followed Ren Suo's own habit, turned on the air conditioner in the room, and covered Dong Chengling with a quilt, this time for sure Can have a good sleep.
Ren Suo gently placed his hand on Dong Chengling's arm, waited for a few minutes and then quietly left.
When Ren Suo left to close the door, Dong Chengling slowly opened his eyes, curled up in the quilt like a little bear, turned sideways and looked at the stool Ren Suo was sitting on just now, with a smile on his face, dimples came out , and issued a 'hum' sound of unknown meaning.
Ren Suo who walked downstairs was taken aback:
For those who are related to Ren Suo, Ren Suo has not blocked their negative emotional notifications, so that he can immediately know whether his actions have caused any adverse effects. Otherwise, why did Ren Suo dare to be so arrogant towards Kuang Tu? It's because the latter is easy to bully!
But he just left without doing anything, why is Dong Chengling still a little bit dissatisfied
Because he was too shocked, Ren Suo didn't notice the dark approach of the black bell, and when he found a black shadow in the corner of his eyes, it was too late
"Fuck you dead cat"
"Boss, I was wrong"