Sheng Dong didn't know.
Until Wen Xiaoxiao left the bridal shop, he still didn't find the answer.
Why he loves her but can't give her the minimum respect.
Why can't he keep himself from hurting her again and again
what is this
Sheng Dong seemed to be in a daze, he sat motionless in the wheelchair, thinking, thinking.
The employees in the store didn't dare to come forward to disturb, Weng Ling watched Wen Xiaoxiao leave, and looked at Sheng Dong's lonely back outside the window, her heart seemed to be stabbed by needles.
She opened the door and walked in, whispering in Sheng Dong's ear, "Let's go back."
Sheng Dong didn't object, he was still immersed in his own world, allowing Weng Ling to push him out of the bridal shop.
They compensated for the one-day loss in the store, and after the group left, the bridal dress shop started to discuss frantically like a frying pan.
...
Jiang Shinan's car was still parked outside the bridal shop. He was worried about letting Wen Xiaoxiao drive alone, so he drove her car by himself.
Wen Xiaoxiao didn't dare to cry in front of him, she looked out the window, holding back desperately.
"Smile, in front of me, you don't need to hide any emotions, you can cry if you want to." Jiang Shinan freed one hand, held her clenched fist, and opened her fingers little by little. It's full of sunken nails.
Wen Xiaoxiao was holding back at first, but with Jiang Shinan's words, all her efforts were in vain, and her tears overflowed her eyes uncontrollably, as if a bank had burst.
Jiang Shinan drove the car into an alley and stopped, and gently hugged her into his arms.
Wen Xiaoxiao burst into tears, she thought she had let go of everything in the past, she thought she could talk about the past calmly.
But in the end, she found that she still thought highly of herself.
It turned out that it wasn't that I stopped complaining, nor did I stop hating.
The anger in her heart was just hidden in the deepest part of her heart, and she didn't dare to touch it, because it would be dripping with blood at any time.
"Why does he still bother me! Why can he say the words to forgive me so easily? I am a human being, and my heart is full of flesh. After so many injuries, can a simple sentence of sorry be forgiven? Did you forgive me
Then what am I? What are all the injuries I have suffered in the past
For four full years, I fled to a foreign country without a home to return to. I didn’t even know that my father had cancer, and I couldn’t serve him at the hospital bed. I lived with self-blame and guilt every day.
I dare not beg my parents' forgiveness, I can't even say it, but what about him, why should he! Why does he think that I will forgive him so self-righteously, what makes him! "
Wen Xiaoxiao couldn't control the resentment in her heart, she had suppressed it for too long.
She herself lives in guilt, cautiously, and struggling.
But Sheng Dong could make her forgive so easily.
Jiang Shinan hugged her tightly, the clothes on his chest were soon soaked with tears, and the hot tears burned his skin.
"I'm useless, I can't protect you."
Over the years, Jiang Shinan was the only witness to how Wen Xiaoxiao came here step by step. He said this more than once, and he really felt that he was useless.
He doesn't have Sheng Dong's posture and Sheng Dong's status.
There are some things that Shengdong only needs to move his fingers, and he doesn't even have to do it himself, there are thousands of people who try to figure out his thoughts and do it for him.
But for them, it takes a lot of effort, and they have to pay the same price.
They have worked so hard for so long, even if the economy can be self-sufficient, they still have to bow to fate, power, and the muzzle of a black hole.
He hated the feeling.
He really hates it.
He hated the feeling that he could only stand by her side and tried his best, but there was nothing he could do.
Wen Xiaoxiao suddenly looked up at him: "What nonsense are you talking about! You have been by my side to protect me. Without you, I... I might have jumped into the sea with sails."
Wen Xiaoxiao realized that her grief might have affected Jiang Shinan.
She hastily wiped away her tears.
"Shi Nan, we have no way to decide our background, but we have earned everything we have now. You are already very powerful. Really, you and I have the same background, so we have no right or no right. However, you can lead me to make a career in the United States.
Everything I have is given by you. You accompany me, help me, and guide me. You never need a reason to support me. These are the most precious things in my heart, and they cannot be bought with any amount of money.
I'm sorry, I know I shouldn't cry, but don't get me wrong, I didn't cry for Sheng Dong, my tears flowed for myself who was struggling on the verge of pain, you... "
"Fool, how could I have misunderstood you." Seeing her anxious look, Jiang Shinan felt as if his heart had been smeared with honey. She cared so much about his feelings, and this was what he cherished most.
"Do you still want to cry? When you cry enough, I'll go to the pharmacy and buy you an ice pack, otherwise my parents will think I'm bullying you, and I'll be miserable." Jiang Shinan joked.
Wen Xiaoxiao took a deep breath, swallowed the soreness in her throat, and said: "By the way, there is also my wedding dress..."
Wen Xiaoxiao liked that wedding dress very much, but now she doesn't want to go back.
"I'm sorry, I was going to try on the wedding dress happily today, but..."
Jiang Shinan frowned and looked at her: "Fool, what does it matter, the wedding dress is not important, as long as we show up, it doesn't matter what we wear, and besides, you...you look good in whatever you wear."
Hearing his last barely audible whisper, Wen Xiaoxiao raised her eyebrows to look at him, only to find that his ears were red.
...
Sheng Dong sat in the car thinking for a long, long time, without saying a word, Weng Ling was a little worried about him, but she didn't dare to disturb him.
Originally, he wanted to go back to the old house, but on the way, Sheng Dong suddenly changed his mind and asked the guards to contact the prison. He wanted to see Liang Yin.
Weng Ling was very surprised: "Why did you suddenly think of going to see her? Can't it be another day? You'd better go home and rest now."
Sheng Dong ignored it, he couldn't figure out why.
As Wen Xiaoxiao said, if he loves her, why doesn't he believe her
She said that he loved Liang Yin, so he could trust her without reservation.
Is it really
Sheng Dong suddenly became dazed, he couldn't find the answer, his heart seemed to be full of wooden thorns, he had to find the answer and pull out the wooden thorns before the wound festered.
Weng Ling knew she couldn't stop him, so she had no choice but to accompany him.
The guards originally wanted to greet the prison in advance, and they could pick up people when they arrived, but unexpectedly, they got an unexpected news.
"What? When did this happen, why didn't anyone report it?!"