Wen Xiaoxiao looked at him in shock, he spoke in a mess, and his language organization ability was too poor.
But she just understood every word he said.
So the two of them were tricked by Liang Yin again
"So, you don't really want to abandon Fanfan, do you? If you knew all the truth five years ago, you would have kept Fanfan, right?"
"Of course! Fanfan is my son, you don't know how much I looked forward to his birth back then!" Thinking of those years, those experiences that seemed like a world away, both of them felt exhausted.
"You don't know how much I expected for our marriage back then. It was because I had too much hope that I lost my mind at that time."
Sheng Dong was very remorseful, hated that he was still too young at that time, and was so easily calculated and manipulated by others.
So much so that he lost his loved one, and separated from his only biological flesh and blood for five full years.
Looking at Wen Xiaoxiao's expressionless face, Sheng Dong asked cautiously: "Do you... believe me? Are you still willing to believe my words?"
Wen Xiaoxiao looked at the dry fallen leaves at the front of her feet, and said nothing for a long time.
The spark of hope in Sheng Dong's eyes slowly extinguished.
He curled his lips and smiled self-deprecatingly. He didn't choose to believe her when she cried and even fell down on the floor and explained to him.
Now, with his few words, why should she believe him.
"No, that's good. In this way, at least I feel that I'm not pathetic to the extreme. When Fanfan grows up, I won't be cruel anymore, and I don't have to make up all kinds of white lies to deceive him. "
"Do you believe me? Are you really willing to believe me?" Sheng Dong looked at her in shock and joy, feeling a little overwhelmed with joy.
Compared to his happiness, Wen Xiaoxiao felt that all his emotions had become numb from the severe pain in the soles of his feet.
She is so tired.
She has never had too much ambition in life, she is a simple and ordinary woman.
She just wants to live a simple and peaceful life.
But why, God wants to torment her like this.
Her entire youth, in her best years as a woman, was actually living in the calculations and conspiracies of others.
Perhaps, if she hadn't wanted a part-time job back then, hadn't accepted the offer to be a nanny in the villa, and hadn't grown more frustrated and courageous after being taught the hostess' arrogance...
Or, if she had been able to resist for a little longer on the night when he was drunk and raped her back then, on the second day after the incident, she would not have been so panicked that she forgot to take the medicine afterward...
Will there be no five years of pain for each of them
Looking back now, Wen Xiaoxiao only feels tired.
But when she was asked if she really regretted it, those painful memories seemed to have gone away, and only Fanfan's poor and sensible face was left in her mind.
Although God made such a big joke with her, it still gave her such a sensible son with mercy.
If she really wanted to exchange these pains for her sail, she thought, she would be willing.
"Don't mention the past. The past has passed. It's time to forget." Wen Xiaoxiao looked back. Although he didn't see the kidnappers who were chasing after him, he knew it in his heart. With their speed, those people will catch up sooner or later.
She looked at Sheng Dong and said, "Hurry up and go, if you delay any longer, both of us will die. If you can go out and ask someone to save me, maybe I will still have a chance."
She paused, because she knew Shengdong's stubborn temper, she said again: "Think about Fanfan, his childhood was already pitiful enough, do you want him to lose his biological parents at the same time within a day?"
She stretched out her hand to push him: "Hurry up, I'll wait for you to bring someone to rescue me."
Sheng Dong understood what she meant, the past is over, and it's time to forget the entangled pain, but can he really forget it
The most painful memory in the past has now become one of the few memories they have experienced together.
Sheng Dong found painfully that he still couldn't become so free and easy.
He held Wen Xiaoxiao's hand and said expressionlessly: "No matter what you say, I will never leave you alone. You know, I have always been the most selfish person."
Wen Xiaoxiao frowned, why can't this person make sense!
She wanted to say something, but saw him standing up suddenly, then pulling her up, half-bending down in front of her, and directly carrying her on his back brutally.
"What are you doing, let me down!" Is he crazy!
Now that they have no water or food, if he carries her on his back, it will only drag him down!
At that time, neither of them will be able to get out!
"If you really don't want Fanfan to lose both you and me in one day, then shut up, don't provoke me to talk, and let me save my energy." Sheng Dong leaned on her crutches and walked forward with difficulty. Go, one sentence blocked all the truths she wanted to say.
Wen Xiaoxiao knew that he couldn't persuade him, if the quarrel continued, the two of them would lose their strength faster.
In the late autumn weather, his forehead was covered with fine sweat.
She raised her hand to wipe it off for him, and he grinned and turned to smile at her.
That smile was very satisfied, and there seemed to be no trace of fatigue on his face.
Wen Xiaoxiao pursed her lips, hugged his shoulders tightly with both hands, trying to lighten his burden as much as possible.
They stopped and walked, walked and walked for a whole day, but they still didn't get out of the woods.
Wen Xiaoxiao took out the half bag of chocolates, there were two bars left, she fed him half at noon, now that the sun was about to set, she broke off the other half and handed it to his mouth.
Sheng Dong looked down: "I'm not hungry, you can eat."
"You're exhausting your energy fast now. If you don't eat, we won't be able to go out. Are you sure you don't want to eat?"
Wen Xiaoxiao said softly, it wasn't a big reason, he just showed him the facts, sure enough, he hesitated, and ate the chocolate anyway.
"You eat too."
"Nonsense, I'm going to starve to death." She withdrew her hand, intentionally made the packaging bag rattle, and lightly licked the chocolate, feeling the bitter-sweet taste spreading in her mouth.
The man who was walking forward with her in his arms suddenly stopped.
"What's wrong?" She carefully put the chocolate away, and only then did she see his frowning.
Sheng Dong's eyes fell on a withered tree stump two steps away, and his voice was a little heavy: "Have we been here already?"
Wen Xiaoxiao was startled immediately, she struggled, Sheng Dong put her down, she landed on one foot, carefully looked at the surrounding environment, and suddenly saw a bloody dead leaf.
That was what he threw down after cleaning the small stones and dirt on the soles of her feet.
Looking at the familiar short pile, Wen Xiaoxiao's heart suddenly became cold: "Are we walking back again?"