"It's not easy to take care of a baby. You see my brother is so soft and easy to get hurt. You have to be careful even when holding him. At that time, Dad was not by your side, and Mom had to take care of you and Zhezhe alone. Isn't it very difficult?" Hard?"
Xixi pursed her lips, feeling that her father was right.
However, now that her mother doesn't want her anymore, she is still very sad in her heart, and she still has no way to forget it.
Xu Chenyu didn't rush her, and gave her time to think slowly by herself.
After a while, he said: "Hee Hee, Dad never asked you, do you hate Dad? Since you were young, Dad has never been by your side and never fulfilled any responsibilities. You must really hate Dad?"
Xixi shook her head hastily: "No, how could Xixi hate Dad, Dad is the best dad in the world."
Although she also had doubts, if Dad really loves them so much, why can't he live with them
But mother always told them over and over again that father loved them, and the reason why they couldn't live with them was because of unavoidable difficulties.
Although she didn't understand it very well until now, after she saw her father, she knew that her mother hadn't lied to her.
Dad is very good, he is very kind to her and Zhe Zhe, he is the best dad in the world.
Xu Chenyu rubbed her head lovingly: "I haven't seen my father until I was eight years old. Don't you really blame my father?"
Xixi shook her head: "I've met my father. My mother often showed us your photos. She said that although we can't live together, my father loves us the most."
Xu Chenyu's nose suddenly became sore.
In fact, he has always known that Xixi and Zhezhe didn't have the slightest hatred for him, and even accepted him so easily, this must have something to do with Tian Xin.
For so many years, she has never said a bad word about him, and has always maintained the image of his father in front of the children.
The children will have such deep feelings for him, a father they have never met.
"Thank you Xixi, although Dad did not participate in your past, but Dad really likes Xixi, Dad promised Xixi that he will try his best to be a good father." Xu Chenyu spoke so emotionally for the first time, in front of his daughter, It's almost an instinct.
Xixi nodded and lay happily in his arms.
Seeing that she was in a good mood, Xu Chenyu put his arms around her and asked, "Xixi, Dad wants to ask you a question."
"What?"
"From birth to eight years old, your father has never been by your side. You are very sensible and you are not angry with your father at all. Then why did your mother have to leave because of some things? In just one year, you were angry with her Are you angry?"
"Can Hee Hee tell Dad?"
Almost as soon as he finished speaking, Xixi's eyes turned red. This question was like a sad switch, she couldn't think about it, and when she thought about it, she felt so sad that she wanted to cry.
"Does Xixi know? Mom loves Xixi the most, and Xixi ignores her mother. Mom is very sad."
Xixi burst into tears: "She doesn't love me!"
If you love her, you won't leave her without saying a word. If you love her, you won't... feel that she is a drag when she is sick.
She wanted to tell her father what was in her heart, but she couldn't say such words, as long as she thought about it, she would feel so sad that she would die.
It felt as if her heart was being held in the palm of her hand. She cried so hard that it was difficult for her to breathe.
She was also afraid of waking Xiao Junjun up, so she could only hold her lips and cry, and the tears stayed behind, making Xu Chenyu feel like a knife was twisting his heart.
"Okay, okay, Xixi don't cry, silly girl, how can mother not love you, what a silly girl, even father can see that mother loves you the most."
"No! No! No!" Xixi shook her head stubbornly.
Xu Chenyu wiped her tears patiently: "Why not, doesn't Xixi believe in Dad?"
She wanted to say that she believed in her father, but she opened her mouth and cried even more aggrieved.
"Has Dad ever lied to Xixi?"
She shook her head.
"That's right, Dad won't lie to Hee Hee."
She used to think that her mother loved her the most. Although her father was not around, her mother and brother were the best. She was the happiest little princess in the world.
However, she is not in good health, she is sick, and her mother doesn't like her, and she doesn't even want her anymore.
The more Xixi thought about it, the more sad she became, and she couldn't breathe well from crying. She beat her chest, and she couldn't breathe.
Seeing her appearance, Xu Chenyu really felt distressed, hugged her and coaxed her, but didn't dare to say anything.
In fact, Xu Chenyu didn't know that the comparison he made just now was not valid.
In the first eight years, because he did not appear in Xixi's life, Xixi's feelings for him were actually not deep, or very hazy.
Therefore, the lack of paternal love for eight years will not affect Xixi's perception of him.
But Tian Xin is different.
From birth, Xixi only had her mother and elder brother.
She knows that she is different from others. She is not in good health, can't go out at will, can't fight, can't even go to school like other children, and she can't even talk.
Although she seems to have a lively personality, she is actually very inferior in her heart.
Because of Tian Xin and Zhe Zhe's company, or because they depend on each other for life, she can face it calmly and optimistically.
However, her mother, who has always been her strong reason, abandoned her, even when she was dying of illness, she never came to see her. Such a blow is fatal.
Because in Xixi's heart, her mother is the most important person to her, so being abandoned by her mother is the most unforgivable, or least possible way for her to face it.
Xu Chenyu was not good at coaxing people, so he could only hold his daughter in his arms and pat her gently.
"Father, are you going to dislike Xixi?" The little girl's eyes were full of uneasiness and fragility.
Xu Chenyu's heart ached when he saw it: "How could it be? Dad, like mom, also likes Xixi the most. Xixi is our only daughter. She is sensible and cute. Dad always knows that we Xixi love her the most. Sensible."
Xu Chenyu's voice is deep and deep, which is naturally able to give people a kind of stable power, which makes people feel inexplicably at ease.
"Really?"
"Of course." Xu Chenyu smiled and wiped away her tears: "If Xixi doesn't cry, Dad will tell you a secret."
Children's curiosity is always the most important. She wiped her face, raised her head, and looked at him with big watery eyes: "What secret?"
Xu Chenyu whispered in her ear: "Actually, in the room before, mom was crying just like Xixi, and dad couldn't coax her well after coaxing her for a long time."
Xixi was taken aback, looked at him in surprise, and subconsciously asked: "Why is mother crying?" Xu Chenyu raised his hand to comb her bangs: "She said that Xixi didn't like her anymore, she was very sad, and cried very sadly."