“Don’t, don’t do this…” Xinluo fell to the ground. Fortunately, Lu Yuchen’s arm cushioned her fall so she didn’t fall.
"Lu Yuchen, I beg you... don't do this..."
She loved him, she really loved him.
But his kiss made her feel scared.
I clearly didn't feel any disgust when he hugged me.
But when his thin lips kissed her, the heart-wrenching pain surged out.
The memory of being rude and unreasonable, having her clothes torn off and being treated mercilessly, came flooding back to her.
Those intertwined traces he left behind.
The memory of my back being hit and hurt, even torn, against the cold wooden board.
Even if the brain has forced itself to forget, the body will still retain a subconscious instinctive protective reaction.
Xinluo hugged herself helplessly, her arms trembling, "No, Lu Yuchen... Please don't..."
"Okay, I'll let go... Xiao Luo, don't be afraid..." Lu Yuchen slowly let go of her hands after making sure she was sitting firmly.
He stepped aside, half squatted, and looked down at her.
The man's brows were tightly knitted together, and his usually calm eyes were already filled with a myriad of thoughts.
"Little Luo, don't be afraid. Everything is over... Those annoying things will never happen again, I promise."
Lu Yuchen has the memories of two personalities and knows exactly what Xiao Luo is afraid of.
And the one who caused all these mistakes was himself.
It was his cruelty and distrust that deeply hurt Xiao Luo.
"… "
Xinluo didn't look up, but just wrapped her arms tightly around herself and sat there sobbing softly.
She...she was afraid of Lu Yuchen.
Afraid of his closeness and his touch.
The more you loved and trusted this person, the more afraid and resistant your body will be.
Nothing can leave a shadow of fear more than being hurt by the person closest to you and the one you trust the most.
Lu Yuchen stood quietly by the side, saying nothing.
He knew that in such a situation, if he kept getting closer, it would only intensify Xinluo's emotions.
Lu Yuchen waited patiently for Xinluo to vent. He half-knelt in front of Xinluo and stared at her quietly.
Until Xinluo's intermittent sobbing gradually stopped.
"Be good, it's okay..." Lu Yuchen's big hand gently covered her head.
When he just touched the top of her head, Xinluo trembled unconsciously.
But when she found that the man did not approach her but just touched her gently, the fear gradually disappeared.
Lu Yuchen's big hand gently soothed Xinluo.
While stroking Xinluo's fur, he whispered in a deep and mellow voice: "Before this awakening, my memory changed due to some accidents."
Lu Yuchen deliberately did not mention that it was the second personality that caused everything.
He has already left, so let him stay in front of Xinluo and show his best side.
"Because of this reason, I had a misunderstanding about you. I thought you had married several men in succession and had given birth to several children for other men. I actually damn well misunderstood you as a woman without principles..."
Xinluo was stunned when she heard Lu Yuchen's words.
Then she looked up at him, tears hanging on her long eyelashes, and wanted to explain anxiously.
"Don't be impatient." He gently placed his bony index finger on her lips. "No need to explain. I know these are all fake. My Xiao Luo is not that kind of woman."
Having said this, Lu Yuchen suddenly revealed a bitter smile.
The deep black eyes are full of self-loathing. (To be continued)