"No, that's not possible, Lolo..."
Su Qing shook her head, and kept shaking her head.
"In addition to the reasons just mentioned, there is a second reason. I cannot give birth to this child, not only because it would be unfair to him, but also because it would be unfair to Mu'er."
At this point, Su Qing's hands were even stronger than before, and even the joints on her fingers turned white.
This is too difficult for her to say, but this is the most important and fundamental reason.
"I don't dare to have this baby, I really don't dare... If I take this baby with me, marry another man and start a family, then we will be a happy family of three. Luo Luo, have you ever thought about what my Mu'er will do when that time comes? What will she do?"
"I already have a complete family. The judge will definitely not give Mu'er to me... When the time comes, my Mu'er will be sad and upset. She will think that her mother has abandoned her... Just like before, leaving her alone and not wanting her..."
Speaking of this, Su Qing burst into tears.
Because I felt sorry for Mu'er, tears kept flowing out.
She hugged Xinluo and cried inconsolably.
To her, both children are her flesh and blood, the apple of her eye.
Giving up either of them would be a torture more painful than lingchi.
But she had already felt sorry for Mu'er, deeply sorry. She had missed Mu'er's growth and left Mu'er alone in the Qiao family.
Although that was not her intention, the fact is that for Mu'er, a sensible and pitiful child, she was abandoned by her biological mother.
Whenever she thought of this, Su Qing's heart felt as if it was tightening in pain.
She always felt indebted to Mu'er, and if she had to choose a child, she... could not let go of Mu'er's hand no matter what.
"Alright, alright, Xiaoqing, don't cry... If you say no, then don't. We'll listen to you, okay? Calm down first. Your belly is still small, so there's still time. I... we'll think of a way, think of a way... Let me think about it first, don't rush to make a decision."
At this time, Xinluo could only use a delaying tactic to delay Su Qing.
She didn't blame Xiaoqing for being cruel to the baby in her belly. She knew why Xiaoqing had such considerations.
They are all mothers. No mother would treat her children like this unless they are desperate.
…
Xinluo held the fragile Su Qing in his arms, tightly.
Her peach blossom eyes, which had long been stained red by tears, were glowing faintly.
Xinluo told herself that she must make Xiaoqing happy, must help her, and keep both children safe.
*
After this burst of crying, Su Qing's emotions finally stabilized.
Xinluo asked someone to send Su Qing back to the Lu family to rest.
She drove herself to Junyu Hotel.
At this moment, Mrs. Qiao Jiang Manyun was having afternoon tea with other noble ladies in the cafe of Junyu Hotel.
Xinluo arrived at the hotel entrance, and Sadie, who had already received the message and was waiting there, handed her several large shopping bags filled with baby clothes and baby supplies.
Sadie was puzzled: "Miss, why did you suddenly tell me to buy these things? Are you... pregnant again?"
The eldest lady and Lu Yuchen are in love, and the couple now have four children.
Sadie wasn't at all surprised at their ability to create a baby.
But last time I heard from the eldest daughter, she said that she has been taking contraceptive pills and doesn’t want to have any more children.
Sadie wondered if there was something wrong with the drug's efficacy and it was no longer working? (To be continued)