Dear Qiao Mohan:
Mr. Qiao, when you see this letter, I have already left with Mu'er.
I can't let go of Mu'er.
You could have taken her away without saying a word, but after you used brutal means of kidnapping - I'm sorry, I have to do the same.
Are you surprised that I have been so obedient for so long, but I am willing to leave you
Yes, I, Su Qing, will actually leave you one day on my own initiative.
I know that in your eyes, it has always been my wishful thinking, or even that I have tried my best to get involved with you.
In your heart, you may look down on me...
But I want to say that, at least once, my love for you was not mixed with the slightest ulterior motive.
If I love you, I love you, but if I don’t love you anymore, I don’t love you anymore.
Thank you for teaching me how to love someone, but thank you for bringing me so many bitter memories.
I think there are many things in this world that are more worthy of my cherishing than love.
Such as family love and friendship.
So... Even though I heard you say you loved me last night, I still chose to leave.
Because I'm tired and scared.
I am afraid that your love is just an illusion. I am afraid that your feelings are short-lived and fleeting.
After all, you said you loved me so affectionately at the beginning.
Use all your love and all your passion to make me believe that we can be happy.
Unfortunately, when I finally took that step, you took your hand back.
I'm sorry Qiao Mohan... I can't do it anymore.
Some things, once missed, can never be returned.
Some hearts, once hurt, will never dare to try again.
Forgive my cowardice, Qiao Mohan... You don't need to love me, never.
Because I no longer dare to believe in your love.
Su Qing, stay.
…
When Qiao Mohan was lying on the big bed, with Su Qing's fragrance filling his nostrils, he read such a cruel letter.
Yes, cruel.
How cruel he had been to Su Qing in the past, now all that cruelty was coming back upon him.
It was not until this moment that Qiao Mohan clearly felt what it felt like to be deeply hurt by the one you loved.
It was as if a hand had thrust into his chest and dug out his heart along with his flesh and blood.
Only those who have experienced it can understand the pain that pierces your bones and wrenches your heart.
Qiao Mohan leaned back and let himself sink completely into the bed.
How he wished that he had not missed it, if he had not done so many things to hurt Xiaoqing... maybe she would come back.
But now, he has changed and told her that he loves her.
Everything, but to no avail.
He didn't know. Even if he found Su Qing's whereabouts, he didn't know how he should face it.
What should he do to make Xiaoqing change her mind
*
Half a year later.
The autumn sunshine shines on the quiet path in the suburbs of a foreign country.
A pregnant oriental woman, holding a little girl in one hand and holding a large bouquet of lilac flowers in the other, walked towards the extremely eye-catching brick-red villa at the end of the road.
The foreign neighbors living nearby were already familiar with this woman with a beautiful oriental face.
In the eyes of foreigners, the faces of Oriental women appear extremely young and tender.
If it weren't for the fact that she was pregnant and was always accompanied by a little girl who looked extremely similar to her and had a pair of cute and charming almond-shaped eyes.
Almost no one believed that this young oriental woman who looked delicate and pretty was already a mother of two children.
The lilac flowers in the woman's hands were still stained with the freshest dew.
As she passed by, the breeze brought the fragrance of lilac, and even the soil exuded a lazy warmth.
"su
Y, the due date is approaching, you can't run around anymore. You have to be careful when living alone, if anything happens, just let your little cutie knock on the door. "
The old neighbor saw Su Qing, who was pregnant and holding little Mu'er's hand to buy flowers, and gave her enthusiastic advice.
The neighbors around are willing to give the greatest help to such a beautiful and gentle oriental woman.
"Thank you Judy, I'm fine. The doctor said that I need to move more during this period. Don't worry... I've called my friend and she will fly over to accompany me in the next few days."
Su Qing responded to her neighbor with a smile.
Thinking of Xinluo who was about to arrive, her heart was filled with anticipation.
It’s been half a year since they last met, she… misses Luo Luo so much.
Update completed, see you tomorrow night at 6 o'clock~ (to be continued)