until the next morning.
Gu Qiqi cleverly set an alarm clock, and she got up before Gong Jue got up.
At combat speed, after washing and getting ready, he was dressed in a white shirt with twelve buttons, dark blue jeans, and a conservative and warm cashmere coat before he walked out of the dressing room with peace of mind.
I bumped into a man who just woke up and was sleepy
"hug"
Stupid man is like a big pet, begging for cuddling unceremoniously
The bag in Gu Qiqi's hand fell to the ground with a "click".
It's been a long time since I saw Gong Jue "waking up cute", Gu Qiqi was not used to it all of a sudden, the wife is generous and loving, and the contrast with the usual rough and domineering man is so cute
However, when she thought about how Gong Jue's "getting up" came about, she couldn't laugh anymore.
Even, there is an unstoppable heartache
Ever since listening to Gong Jue talk about her childhood experience, she finally understood that Gong Jue's cuteness when he wakes up is not an innate cuteness, but a very unpopular mental illness ptsd in medicine.
ptsd, the full name is post-traumatic stress disorder, usually a mental disorder caused by experiencing the most brutal physical torture, mutilation of limbs, or witnessing extreme scenes such as death and abuse of close people.
Some people will become numb and lose that cruel memory;
Some people will become strongly aggressive, attack others, or commit suicide;
There are also people who will inspire the second personality, the third personality, the nth personality, and so on.
As for Gongjue, it is similar to this situation. At the moment of waking up every day, when the willpower is weakest, another personality trait in the body is inspired, the cute big dog character.
why is this
Of course it was because when I was a child, I witnessed the tragic death of a female wolf;
When I was a teenager, I witnessed the cook being raped by men;
And in order to protect the snow wolves and avenge the cook, he personally killed more than 180 enemies
All kinds of perverted cruelties deliberately created by Earl Herve back then did not defeat the Duke of Gong, but subtly hurt his spiritual world.
Injuries in childhood are almost irreversible in adulthood.
I'm afraid even Gong Jue himself didn't realize that his body was protecting him with the strange expression of "getting up".
At this moment, Gu Qiqi looked at the man in front of him with complicated eyes, begging for a hug in a daze.
She opened her arms and hugged his muscular body tightly, tightly.
Such a domineering man, such a man who never admits defeat, has such an unfortunate and unbearable past.
However, he, who has suffered a huge mental injury, only chooses to use a funny-looking "get up cute" to cover up the scars, and silently cover up those dark experiences.
When he faces the world, he is always so indestructible and domineering.
And when facing her, he always thinks of shouldering all responsibilities immediately, blocking all wind and rain, and preventing her from being hurt in the slightest.
Who will know the pain he silently hides
Gu Qiqi's eyes gradually turned red, she was really distressed, so distressed
At this moment, she completely forgave him.
He forgave him for the harsh words he had thrown at her, and to face the world's slander on his own without telling her.
forgive him
Well, and yesterday he tormented her in different ways for a day and a night, so she forgave him.