Fu Qingyun smiled slowly, his clear voice was very nice: "Well, it's very obvious."
Xiao Ning was depressed: "Do you have the ability to read minds? It's so far away, I can tell that I'm not in a good mood."
Fu Qingyun was silent for a moment, and said: "Miss Ningning, do you remember that I told you before that when I was young, my family sent me to study abroad?"
Xiao Ning: "I remember. You also said that in order to exercise your independence, your family only sent a servant to follow you, but they never did housework for you, and you had to do everything by yourself. By the way, you And wash the socks by yourself, hee hee"
Fu Qingyun smiled embarrassedly: "You remember the socks clearly. Actually, I haven't told you yet, I haven't been abroad all the time."
Xiao Ning: "Oh, you have been back in the middle so you can speak Chinese so well"
Fu Qingyun nodded: "Well, after a short period of time after I came back, I worked hard to get my family to give me a chance to come back and study in the sixth grade of elementary school. However, I didn't learn Chinese at that time. I was very withdrawn at that time, and my Chinese I speak stutteringly, with a foreign accent. My classmates are always laughing at my accent, accusing me of always getting full marks in foreign language exams, and complaining that my compositions are written like papers, which are different from them. No one wants to be friends with me. Even so, I still tried my best to stay. But my grandfather said to me, Qingyun, don’t stay anymore, the country is not suitable for you, you are not happy, you should go abroad to study. I am very depressed, I thought to myself that I am not happy, can you also see it? I am very unconvinced."
Xiao Ning listened to the events of Fu Qingyun's childhood with great interest. The image of a slightly withdrawn and stubborn little boy appeared before her eyes: "And then?"
Fu Qingyun: "Then one day, I passed by the large floor-to-ceiling mirror at home and glanced inadvertently. I found that my entire brow was locked, and the corners of my lips were pursed seriously like a little old man. I was lifeless, and I was stunned. I didn't realize that I was so unhappy. I thought that going back to China was something I always wanted to do, but my unhappiness was still written on my face. It turned out that a person I really can't hide my emotions."
Xiao Ning sighed: "Yes."
Can't hide.
It's like she has to understand Liu Rushi's "relapse" even if she convinces herself 10,000 times, and she needs to be considerate of a woman who has gone through such a miserable experience and is now in such pain.
But frankly speaking, she really wanted to be a bad woman in her heart, take Bai Yeyuan away from Liu Rushi, and never see each other for the rest of her life.
But can Bai Yeyuan really never see Liu Rushi for the rest of his life
This time it was just an illness, so Bai Yeyuan took it for granted and didn't want to visit.
What if Liu Rushi succeeds in committing suicide next time and is dying in bed
Or Liu Rushi's self-harm behavior has escalated, and more rigorous and careful treatment and care are needed
She couldn't help herself not to think about these uncomfortable things.
And these possibilities that exist in the future are like a boulder flying from the sky for no reason, pressing on her heart, making her breathless and in a bad mood.
Fortunately, Fu Qingyun explained her patiently: "Later, after I realized this, I took the initiative to tell my grandfather that I would like to go abroad. At least during the study period, I am still more adaptable to foreign teaching methods. I can use what I like. I don’t need to think too much about interpersonal relationships. Although I’m lonely, I’m growing up very fast. I’m 16 years old and have already obtained a doctorate in law. At the age of 18, I formally practiced in foreign courts and became the most The young judges later qualified for justice”