A classic is indeed a classic, even if it is just an animation, the profound meaning behind it is also sobering. However, Yunshan was not in the mood to appreciate or comprehend. It was already difficult for her to persist until the end of the movie. In her eyes, every frame on the screen was a scene of the Witch Clan's trip. At that time, Even if she loses her mind, the memory still exists in her mind, as if she is watching the images that are constantly emerging in front of her from the perspective of a third person. Every second she spends in the seat is a kind of torture for her.
However, she did not just leave or choose to escape. Qin Hao never let go of Yunshan's hand from the beginning to the end of the movie. As he said, he would accompany her through it, no matter how difficult it was.
After watching the movie, Yunshan was almost exhausted. She was covered in sweat and her arms were shaking slightly. Those who didn't know thought she was watching some thrilling horror movie. With her current state and mood, she was obviously not suitable to continue other dating activities. Even if Duanmurui felt it was a pity, how could a simple and kind-hearted girl have any objections, so the three of them went home together.
Passing by a flower shop on the way, Duanmurui left with the excuse that the flowers ordered by some customers needed to be packaged and delivered the next day, leaving the two of them alone. Qin Hao sent Yunshan home. She was currently in a very mental state. It is unstable and thus puts great pressure on the body, which requires rest.
From beginning to end, Yunshan didn't say a word. It was as if she was suffering from amnesia. She sat blankly like a wooden figure. She got out of the car with a stiff body and went upstairs. Under Qin Hao's arrangement, she went back to the house and lay down, closing her eyes. .
Qin Hao never let go of Yun Shan's hand throughout the whole process. When the latter fell asleep, he sat by the bed and stayed with her for a moment.
Time passed by minute by minute, until it was completely dark. Suddenly, Yunshan, who was sleeping, started to move. Her body trembled slightly at first, and then the movements became larger and larger, until she was tossing and turning on the bed. He moved, his face full of complex expressions of panic, sadness, sorrow, and fear, and his mouth was whispering and hurriedly repeating a few words like he was talking in sleep, as if he was apologizing to someone.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's my fault, forgive me..."
Qin Hao knew who Yunshan was apologizing to. He held Yunshan's little hand tightly and hurriedly shook her awake.
"Sister Shan, are you having a nightmare?"
Yunshan, who had just been awakened, was obviously still a little bit unconscious. She stared blankly at Qin Hao, who was full of concern. After a while, she suddenly threw herself into the latter's arms and cried loudly: "I... I see. When we arrived at Da Mao and Er Mao, we saw the clan leader, Wu Zi, and many, many clan members. They were all covered in blood and had been chopped by me with my knife. They begged me for help, loudly begging for mercy, and wanted me to stop. But I didn't. I just slashed and killed them like crazy. I don't know why. My hands didn't obey my orders. I..."
Yunshan was crying because her emotions were out of control. No matter how strong a woman she was, no matter how she played the role of a sister who took care of Qin Hao in her life, at this moment, she was still a woman after all. She was also lonely, sad and fragile. When she needs to be understood, comforted and taken care of, she also needs a chest that she can rely on and talk to, an emotion that can accompany her through difficult moments.
Qin Hao naturally accepted all of this, hugged her head, gently stroked her hair with his palms, and said softly: "It's not your fault, don't be sad, don't be sad, everything is fate, it is those who control it at will. The fault of our destiny guy has nothing to do with you. I think that since your tribe has chosen to let you enter the sealed land, it has already represented their choice. They will definitely not blame you. On the contrary, you must Live well, you are the last member of the Wu Clan in the world. Your life not only represents you, but also represents those clan members who died, and represents the entire Wu Clan. If you are still alive, the Wu Clan will not perish. They will They all live in your heart. Believe me, everything will be fine. Am I still with you? You still have many people who care about you and love you. Your existence has absolute significance... "
Compared with being dull and dull, completely immersed in his own sad world, unable to receive any information from the outside world, in Qin Hao's view, being able to vent his emotions freely is at least very beneficial to Yunshan's release. Stress behavior.
He tried his best to comfort her, without talking too much about who was right and who was wrong in this tragedy, and who should take what position. Instead, he talked about it in a few words, focusing on Yunshan's inner needs. He just wanted her to understand, She is not alone. Even if she loses a group of tribesmen who have just learned her life experience, she will always have other people around her who love her, care about her, and accompany her, not only Qin Hao, but also Duanmu Rui and Song Yao. Others, even Mu Qianxue, were actually worried about her, otherwise they would not take the initiative to give Qin Hao a holiday.
Qin Hao is not a person who speaks like a lotus flower, and some of the words he says are not magic medicine that can 100% eliminate Yunshan's heart problems. However, for Yunshan, who is now extremely fragile and full of pressure and sadness, those Words are like life-saving straws. If you hold on to them, you won't want to let go. Perhaps, subconsciously in her heart, she also hopes that someone can help her and pull her out of the quagmire. .
Gradually, Yunshan's mood became calmer. Even if a strong woman is fragile, she will not let her fragility wrap around her forever. No matter how she thinks about atonement or what kind of lifestyle she wants in the future, at least Yunshan will find a way. Live well, this is the best explanation to those clan members who died innocently, and it is also the best gift to those who care and love her. Only in this way can one be worthy of the word "strong".
"I'm much better. Thank you, Hao. I won't sink like this anymore. I should do something for the future. However, I am still a little worried. The Tiger Soul Sword still remains in my body, and it seems to be in my body. Sleeping, I can't communicate with it, and I don't want to use it. However, I am very scared. I can still remember my appearance at that time, like a monster. If I encounter such a helpless situation again in the future, What should I do if I can't control my sanity? I don't want to become a monster anymore!" Yunshan said in a deep voice with a lonely expression. She let herself go, but she didn't really forgive herself in her heart. During the tragedy of the Wu clan, she Always consider yourself guilty.
It was precisely because of this that she had to ask clearly that tragedy often happened once and it was enough. She could not experience a second tragedy, either physically or mentally, otherwise, she felt that she would definitely collapse.
In fact, Qin Hao doesn't know all about this. Even the old demon may not be able to explain clearly. After all, the tiger soul is a spiritual creature with independent consciousness. A person who can pretend to be Chi You uses energy to interfere with the mind of the high priest and deceive her into counting. Can a weapon that has killed countless people seeking escape be considered a simple weapon
Even if it now recognizes Yunshan as its master, who can know whether it will have other ideas and changes one day in the future
Qin Hao did not choose to deceive Yun Shan because of this. On the contrary, he told Yun Shan all the facts. However, after telling the facts, he added: "Remember the movie we watched in the afternoon? Shinji is here Do you know what I thought when I pulled out Rei Ayanami? Now, I just want to tell you that no matter whether you will become a monster in the future or whether such a rampage will happen again, I will always be by your side. At that time, I, who was already a monster, will pull you to my side just like Shinji, and we will either sink together or be reborn together!" (To be continued)