Qin Hao just looked straight at the figure in front of him, and the excitement in his eyes gradually turned cold. He still couldn't believe that the person in front of him was the idol he once regarded as his idol. He didn't understand the goal of moving forward. How could one person become such an extreme and almost completely different person? Even if Xiao Feng vented his inner confession, he still couldn't understand it.
The instructor, the one who taught him how to adapt to this society as a gangster who had lived in the mountains since childhood, the brother who had always taken care of him like an elder brother in life and actions, the one who often looked at his wife's photos and giggled, and often joked about introducing his sister to Why did the honest man he took as his wife become so scary
"So you become a dog for the Holy Sect? Act as a blade for the culprit who killed the brothers, and swing the butcher's knife at your own people? You betrayed the country, betrayed Zero's honor, and acted as a collaborator. Have you ever thought that you are worthy of those who died? Brothers? To your parents who always hope that you can bring glory to your ancestors? To your sister who always regards your brother as a great hero
You should know that I have been to Ping'an Town and met my uncle and aunt. They are all responsible people. Even if they would rather live a harder life, they still give the money I sent to my sister-in-law, just because they don't want to owe others. , although they are small people, they have their own dignity and stubbornness. But as their son, you have abandoned your dignity and lost your face. Do you think they will be happy to see you like this? Are you proud or ashamed? "
Qin Hao stared at Xiao Feng angrily, with a lot of sadness in his eyes. Indeed, what they had experienced was so unfair. They had paid but were betrayed. However, this was by no means because they gave up their bottom line principles and crushed them. Reasons to break your heart and go to extremes.
He has always believed that the world is unfair. Some people have a bright future when they are born, and some people even have a problem in survival. But this does not mean that life is destined to be like this. If it is not fair, then fight , people whose survival is a problem can still surpass those who have a bright future, but they have to put in unimaginable efforts.
However, if you use this as a reason to act recklessly, do whatever it takes to gain power, and throw away anything, wouldn't it be no different from an animal
"Don't mention them!!" Xiao Feng narrowed his eyes slightly, a sharp light flashed in his eyes, and then turned into endless sadness, and whispered, "It has nothing to do with them, I am no longer their son , their son had already died in that war that year, Xiao Feng is already dead! Since I came back to life, I have never shown my true face to others, and now I am not Xiao Feng, but a ghost face!"
"Qin Hao, I know you are very strong, but do you think you alone can be stronger than an organization that has taken root in this world and developed silently for thousands of years or even longer? Without an in-depth understanding of the Holy Sect, you will never I know how powerful this organization is. Even though it has been five years since I joined the Holy Sect, what I have come into contact with is still only the tip of the iceberg of this huge organization. Don’t think that your personal force is invincible in the world. You can’t compare with your foundation. We, compared to individual force, there are countless masters in the Holy Sect, and various methods are endless. It is not difficult to defeat you!
Don't think I am being alarmist. The reason why you can live safely until now is not that the Holy Sect cannot deal with you, but that you treat the Holy Son differently from others. He has given you too many opportunities invisibly. Otherwise, you Do you think you can really escape this fatal situation so narrowly? Instead of confronting an opponent who is simply unable to compete and hoping to complete an impossible reversal, it is better to focus on what is in front of you. At least, those who betrayed us back then, whether it was Cao Hong, Xu Fanghua, or even the entire Xu family, all died in front of me. This is enough, I have avenged them! "
"You are simply ugly to the extreme! You keep complaining about the injustice and ugliness of the world, but what is the difference between your current appearance and ugliness? Brother Feng, no, you are no longer worthy of being my brother, nor do you want to be my companion. Instructor!" Qin Hao refuted Xiao Feng angrily, "Both Cao Hong and the Xu family are just slaves of the Holy Sect. The real murderer should be the Holy Sect, an organization that should not exist. What you said is just It's just self-deception and comfort, because now you are greedy for life and afraid of death, see profit and forget justice, and no longer remember the friendship between brothers!"
"Do you know that the decision-making of the Xu family must have been instigated by the Holy Sect? Maybe it was just the Xu family fighting for power for their own selfish desires? What you think is always just what you think. It does not mean that it is the truth of the matter. It is just a guess. Don’t you think it’s too hasty to be an enemy of an organization like the Holy Sect?” Xiao Feng avoided talking about himself and asked Qin Hao instead.
Qin Hao's words were stagnant. He had not thought about it carefully before, but now that Xiao Feng mentioned it, it seemed that he had really ignored such an important point. However, by this time, the conflict between Qin Hao and the Holy Sect could no longer be eased, and he would not pay too much attention to this question.
"I will find out about this matter. I will judge whether there is someone else behind the scenes or let this be the end of the matter." Qin Hao was silent for a while and then spoke again.
By this time, the two people's emotions had gradually stabilized, and they were no longer as excited as before. For a while, the entire air seemed to solidify. The two just stared at each other for a long time, in silence. Breed and sprout.
It's not that Qin Hao doesn't want to speak, but that he really doesn't know where to speak. Even though his mood has stabilized now, he still can't accept the fact that Xiao Feng is still alive and has become a lackey of the Holy Sect. For a time, he, who has always been decisive in killing, Caught in a dilemma, not knowing what to do.
Perhaps because he couldn't bear the awkward atmosphere, Xiao Feng finally took the initiative to speak. After a period of rest, he had recovered some strength, enough to support him to stand up and calmly looked into Qin Hao's eyes: "Bi Dou I lost. The winner is the king and the loser is the bandit. What do you want to do with me? I have nothing to say!"
Qin Hao took a deep breath. This matter was really difficult to execute, which made him a little confused. From a moral point of view, Xiao Feng's hands were stained with the blood of so many Skynet base soldiers. He, Qin Hao, should kill the opponent and take revenge, so as to comfort the spirits of the soldiers in heaven. But from a personal emotional point of view, Xiao Feng had to Feng was one of the brothers who desperately tried to delay the enemy so that he could break through and survive. He owed the other party more than one life, and he wanted to give Xiao Feng a chance to change his ways.
"Come with me." Qin Hao said in a deep voice, with a hint of helplessness and shame on his face, "I know that after what happened back then, both you and I will be disheartened. What can I say? The blood and loyalty, the ever-lasting majesty, and sacrifice for the country without regrets are all in vain. No one can give up his most noble things for those illusory morals without complaint. None of us are saints.
Now I am just a small ordinary person, and I don’t want to understand any big principles. A small person should act like a small person. A serious role is not suitable for me. In this world, everyone just wants to live a selfish life, so I thought, if others can do this, why can’t I? I don’t seek meritorious service, nor do I have any faults. I just need to be wise and protect myself. However, things are unpredictable and the world does not turn out as I wish.
Even if I choose to live with a mask of indifference and give up hatred for this, the final ending is still different from what I imagined. I am like the protagonist in the novel, righteous and awe-inspiring, like a hero, but I and The difference is that he is like this by nature, and I am confused. Righteousness, conscience, these things are intangible and invisible, but they do exist. If you ignore them, you will always feel regretful, like an unfinished regret, reminding you all the time. Conscience is not a child’s play…”
If Qin Hao was telling Xiao Feng something in the previous words, it was more like he was talking to himself or even questioning his own heart in the following words. The so-called speaking with conscience is undoubtedly Qin Hao's state at this time.
"You come with me. I will erase your existence after this incident. From now on, you will leave the Holy Sect and remain anonymous. When you are an ordinary person alive, I will try my best to make up for the sins you have committed. .I can’t kill you, at least I really can’t do it now.” Qin Hao said lightly, his expression was obviously calm, but his voice was a little weak, as if his heart, energy and spirit no longer existed at this moment, as if he had done something Wrong things are common.
Xiao Feng sighed heavily. He could see the embarrassment in Qin Hao's eyes. He also knew how much effort Qin Hao had to make to make such a decision before he could overcome the hurdle in his heart. This is not to say that Qin Hao just likes stories. He is a person who understands the righteousness deeply, but this is his character. Even in this impetuous society, he still will not change his true intention.
Right is right, wrong is wrong!
Even though Xiao Feng didn't think what he did was wrong, he was still unwilling to follow Qin Hao's arrangements. Qin Hao had Qin Hao's persistence, and he also had his own persistence. Once a decision was made on some things, he would never He will look back again. He has already chosen such a path, so he will continue to walk even if he is kneeling!
Moreover, this matter is not as easy as Qin Hao said. In China, if it were not for the cover of the Holy Sect, how could he avoid the country's eyes and ears so easily, let alone be an ordinary person. Secondly, the Holy Sect would never let him go like this. Qin Hao would only bring pressure from both the country and the Holy Sect. As a former elder brother and a man with a stubborn personality, he was unwilling to give Qin Hao Bringing so much trouble.
This is not only about Qin Hao himself, but also an insult to him.
"Don't be ridiculous. Now that I've reached this point, I'm destined to be unable to turn back. If you want me to go with you, you might as well just kill me directly, so that I won't be able to retain the last bit of dignity in front of you. , okay?" (To be continued)