"How did you find yourself here?"
Qin Hao couldn't help asking when he saw Lin Xinyi at the first sight. After all, a woman who was going to get married the next day didn't stay at home properly the night before the wedding, but ran around outside and looked for her. Meeting him as a man seemed so out of place no matter how you looked at it.
Seeing Qin Hao again after a few months, Lin Xinyi's mood was very complicated, and the eyes she looked at him were mixed with a variety of inexplicable emotions.
She tried her best to look calm and said calmly: "I came here to tell you that Xiaoxue is at my place, so you don't have to worry too much. Also, be nice to Xiaoxue. I know you don't like me interfering between you." However, Xiaoxue has really changed a lot for you. Ever since we were young, I have never seen her become so obsessed with a man that she almost lost herself in life."
"Are you here just to say this?" After a moment of silence, Qin Hao responded.
Lin Xinyi was also silent, and the two of them just looked at each other silently. For a moment, the atmosphere was as quiet as death.
The woman's behavior was as expected by Qin Hao. Hua Ximeng and Mu Qianxue have always been connected. There is no need for Lin Xinyi to go out in the middle of the night just to say these things. The most important thing is that these words have nothing to do with what the woman is going to do tomorrow. The decisions made pale in comparison.
Marriage is undoubtedly one of the most important moments in a woman's life, but just the night before the wedding, she came to him. Qin Hao couldn't help but feel a little stuck in his heart. He wanted to ask the other party, who Is it really worth a woman’s choice
For Lin Xinyi, Qin Hao now feels more distressed. I still remember when they first met, that policewoman who was wearing a leather jacket and riding a Harley motorcycle, high-spirited and heroic. At that time, she had some violent tendencies, she was forthright in what she said and did, and she hated evil as much as she hated evil. But after a series of blows such as the trip to Yinshan, she now seems to be a completely different person. She no longer has the confidence she once had. She looks submissive, not as cheerful as before, and is much more gloomy.
Just when the two were silent to each other, Hua Ximeng guessed that Qin Hao had not entered the house for a long time and walked out of the living room: "Who is standing at the door? Hao, what are you doing standing in the entrance hall?"
When Hua Ximeng saw that the person coming was Lin Xinyi, the woman couldn't help but be stunned. No one would have thought that Lin Xinyi would come to the door in the middle of the night before the wedding. However, Hua Ximeng had an exquisite heart. She immediately guessed something and sighed helplessly in her heart.
Seeing the two of them just standing there without talking, Hua Ximeng took the initiative to pull them out of the awkward atmosphere: "What are you doing? Hao, Miss Lin is a guest, and you blocked the door in the middle of the night and refused to let me in." What do you mean by coming in? Miss Lin, come in quickly and sit down, and I'll make tea for you."
With that said, he pulled Qin Hao from the door and asked Lin Xinyi to come in.
Lin Xinyi quickly shook her head: "No, Mr. Hua, no need, I just want to talk to Qin Hao about something. It only takes a few words, no need to bother."
Hua Ximeng's appearance made Lin Xinyi a little flustered. The woman seemed to have realized how inappropriate it was for her to appear at this moment. She hurriedly explained a few words and turned around to leave.
After all, she was going to be a bride the next day, so Hua Ximeng couldn't be too enthusiastic and wasted time, so she pushed Qin Hao, who was like a wooden man, and said to Lin Xinyi: "Sister Lin, wait a moment, you are alone in the middle of the night. It's not safe for girls to live outside. You are getting married tomorrow. It would be bad if something happens and it affects the situation. Why not let Qin Hao see you off? Aren't you friends? "
"No, there's no need to go to such trouble. I'm already very embarrassed to bother you so late at night. I can't trouble you anymore..." Of course Lin Xinyi waved her hand to refuse, but Hua Ximeng didn't listen at all and directly pushed Qin Hao out of the door, and then Then he closed the door.
Qin Hao was kicked out of the door by Hua Ximeng in such a daze, and he had no choice but to follow Lin Xinyi and walk side by side on the tree-lined avenue of the community. The street lights on both sides stretched their silhouettes.
Lin Xinyi pursed her lips slightly, looking a little absent-minded. She seemed calm on the surface, but her little hands that were holding the corners of her clothes tightly revealed her inner nervousness at the moment.
The two of them walked like this for a while. They didn't seem to want to separate in a hurry. They walked very slowly in a tacit understanding and didn't leave the trail for a long time. Most of the people in the community have fallen asleep most of the night. In the dead of night, the two people just walked side by side without talking, making the whole atmosphere extremely silent and depressing.
Finally, it was Qin Hao who broke the almost solid atmosphere: "Well, Xiaoxue said, you are getting married tomorrow?"
"Well..." Lin Xinyi nodded in response.
"Because of this matter, you had a falling out with your family before and went to live with us for a while. I didn't expect that you would get married in such a blink of an eye. This time, you won't be forced by your parents to get married again, right? ." Qin Hao asked with a fake smile.
Lin Xinyi bit her lower lip lightly and shook her head: "My family didn't force me anymore. It was me who felt that I was too willful before. I wanted to do something for the family, but I didn't have the ability. Think about it carefully. I think I have no choice but to obey their arrangements."
Qin Hao frowned slightly, laughed dryly and asked again: "Do you like Xu Yongqing?"
"I can't say that I like it, and it's not that I hate it. The main thing is that I don't have any feelings." Lin Xinyi said lightly, "You also know that it is impossible for Xiaoxue and I to not get married forever. My family will not allow it. Since I will get married sooner or later, it is better to follow the arrangements of my family. Xu Yongqing is a high-ranking member of our family in terms of appearance and family background. What’s more, the marriage between him and I was decided by our elders a long time ago. Now that it’s raining, I have nothing to object to. I used to object because of the snow, but now, I don’t seem to have any reason to continue.”
Speaking of this, Lin Xinyi's eyes flashed with sadness, and she continued in a low and negative mood: "Isn't that what life is like? I used to be too ignorant. I always thought that the world was just like what I saw. What evil can't win over good? When lovers finally get married, I always think everything is too beautiful and take things for granted. I feel that the six months I have known you are the most important time in my life. I have seen people I have never seen in the past twenty years. It’s only now that I understand what growth is, but the price seems a bit high. Freedom is what everyone yearns for, but growth comes at the price of freedom. Comparing the two, I seem to have no choice."
Listening to Lin Xinyi's words that seemed to be an inner monologue, and looking at the bitter smile on her face, Qin Hao suddenly felt a heartache, as if thousands of knives were piercing his heart and stirring it vigorously. The pain was the most painful he had ever felt. It was the greatest torture he had ever suffered. Even if his arms and legs were broken before, he had never experienced such pain. The pain was so painful that he almost bent over and knelt down, unable to stand.
At this moment when he was feeling uncomfortable, they had already walked out of the community. Lin Xinyi got into the car, looked at Qin Hao with a smile, and waved to him: "I still have something I haven't told you, but I won't say it now. It doesn't matter anymore. I just want to say that it is actually a happy thing to fall in love with someone in this life. I'm leaving. Go back and rest. Remember to treat Xiaoxue well. I will probably stay in the capital in the future. I'm afraid the chances of meeting each other will be much less. By the way, remember to pick up Xiaoxue tomorrow, and also, bless me, you know?"
Lin Xinyi finally smiled, a smile that came from her heart and stretched her eyebrows. It was also the first happy smile when the two met tonight, but Qin Hao didn't feel any joy when he saw this smile.
However, he didn't know that at the moment when Lin Xinyi turned her back to him, two lines of clear tears dripped from the corners of her eyes. Lin Xinyi stepped on the accelerator as hard as if she was crazy, and ran away from Qin Hao's sight. It wasn't until he turned the corner that he suddenly braked and stopped the car. He completely collapsed emotionally and cried bitterly while lying on the steering wheel.
Qin Hao was very angry. He felt that the anger that had been suppressed for a long time in his heart erupted like a volcano. He wanted to pull Lin Xinyi out of the car, and then loudly told her not to get into such a messy marriage. If she didn't like it, just change it. A person you like, no matter what growth, no matter how ignorant, as long as you are free, as long as you are happy!
However, for some reason, the severe pain in his heart was spreading. The pain was so painful that he couldn't even take a step. His feet seemed to be nailed to the ground. He just watched helplessly as the car started to drive away, and finally fell into the car. In the endless darkness, it seemed as if he was being swallowed by some terrifying beast. The pain in his heart suddenly stopped, but he felt like he had lost something.
Qin Hao just stood at the gate of the community in a daze, staring at the endless night in a daze. He didn't even know when the drizzle would fall from the sky. He seemed to have no consciousness, and he didn't block it, letting the early spring rain soak his clothes. Wet.
"Sir, sir, it's raining. Are you waiting for someone? Why don't you go to the security room and wait? Our brothers will help you pay attention." The security guard of the community ran out from the house holding an umbrella, lying across the Qin Hao reminded him, regardless of the fact that half of his body was in the rain.
The security guards who work here all know that the people who can live in this community are all rich or noble people. If they get sick standing in the rain at the door, they might be unlucky the next day.
Qin Hao shook his head: "No, he has left. I can't wait any longer."
The young security guard was stunned for a moment, and then said: "Then do you want to go home? Which house in the community do you own? I will take you back."
"Thank you, no need to bother, I can go back by myself."
Still refused, the young security guard felt a headache when he saw that Qin Hao was still standing there in the rain after he finished speaking. He commented on the weirdo in his heart, but he said tentatively: "Is this because of the lady just now? Although I I haven’t read any books, but I also know that if you can’t wait for the other person, then go find it yourself. It may take ninety-nine steps, or it may just take one step.”
Don't think that security is just a simple job. For them, observing people's emotions is a necessary skill. The young security guard has roughly seen that Qin Hao is trapped by love, so he followed the other person's words.
Qin Hao turned his head, letting the rain fall from his face, and looked at the other party blankly: "Can I really go find her?"
The security guard was a little confused. This is a matter between the two of you. I just made a suggestion. I don’t know what the relationship is between you. You don’t even know what happened. Ask me this stranger. Are human eggs useful
There's something wrong with you!
In order to prevent Qin Hao from continuing to stand in the rain at the gate of the community, the young security guard nodded: "Of course, there is nothing wrong with it. People can reconcile after breakups, and get back together after divorces. We have our own legs." You can go wherever you want with your body, right?"
After hearing this, Qin Hao gradually came back to his senses and his eyes became clear. It seemed that he had figured something out. He sincerely thanked the security guard: "Thank you."
After saying that, he turned around and walked back.
The security guard hurriedly chased after him: "Sir, it's raining. Can I take you back?"
Qin Hao waved his hand, strode forward without looking back. (To be continued)